Chapter 183

"Look at me!"

Imryll asked calmly after she took a deep breath, "Tell me, do you like her?" But then added helplessly, "Do you love her?"

Jackson looked at her with a complicated gaze and said, "Yes . . . "

Imryll's small fists tightened before she relaxed . She removed her hands from his chest and turned away, tears fell from her eyes but she didn't make a sound .

"Imryll . . . " Jackson called out but was interrupted .

"Seems like . . . "

"Seems like a lot happened between you two while I was away on a family mission . . . " Imryll's voice was full of pain .

Jackson approached her and embraced her from behind, "My love for you is more than my love for her . . . "

"Then if I tell you to leave her, will you leave her?"

"They have my family as hostages . "

"What if they didn't?"

" . . . "

Seeing that there was no answer, a silent laugh escaped from her mouth .

She removed his hands from her waist and approached the door when suddenly she stopped .

Jackson held her arms and didn't let go of it .

"Let go . . . " Imryll faintly said .

"Please don't go . . . " Jackson pleaded with a heavy voice .

Imryll took a deep breath, "Jackson, I thank you for being honest with me, now please release my hand . "

" . . . No!" Jackson hesitated for a moment before he strongly replied .

"Tell me, would you accept me after I said that I slept with another man?"

Jackson was taken aback but he still replied, "No . . . "

Imryll laughed ironically, "Still honest, that's what I liked the most about you, yet it has come to this . . . "

Imryll shook her arm, struggling to get away from his grasp .

Seeing her that she was trying to get away from him, he pulled her into his embrace .

"Scoundrel! Leave me!" Tears emerged out of her eyes but there was little resistance to the struggle she was displaying .

"Even though I love her, you still can't expect me to hand you over to another man, could you?"

"You are mine!" Jackson embraced her as he sealed her lips .

Imryll closed her eyes and turned frail and dizzy from the deep kiss he planted on her rosy lips . Her resistance was no more as she melted in his embrace .

Her eyelids twitched from the pleasure she was experiencing .

"This is my first kiss . . . " Jackson's uttered sightly after seeing her rosy cheeks blush heavily .

In reality, he had already ravaged Katrine and tasted every part of her being, but as a side-effect of the aphrodisiac, he only remembered entering her other than experiencing extreme bliss .

Imryll came out of her reverie and opened her eyes . She looked at him with a mix of fondness and complicated feelings, "I really am unlucky to be your woman . . . "

Jackson's face lit up from her statement . He lifted her up and carried her to the bed .

Imryll's leg turned to jelly . All she could do was embrace him and protest shyly, "No, don't . "

Ignoring her protests, he placed her gently onto the bed .

"No, my family will find out!" Realising the seriousness of the situation, she closed her eyes and blurted out as she put up her last line of defense .

Jackson looked at her and held her chin up prompting her to slightly open her eyes, "They won't find out because they'll only know that you've been kidnapped sometime later . "

"You . . . "

Jackson sealed her lips with his own, causing her to be not able to speak .

A few moments passed before she started getting entirely different vibes from her lower body .

Feeling scared and unsure, she started trembling all over the place .

Jackson noticed it and quickly stopped what he was doing .

He cared for her, wanted to protect her and loved her but most importantly, he didn't want for her to leave him .

Her act of leaving invoked him to impose on her hastily afraid that she might leave him forever .

Looking at her slightly trembling body yet not resisting, he turned incredibly sad . He felt like punching himself in the face .

He caressed her cheeks for a few seconds, prompting her to open her eyes .

"Imryll, I'm sorry . . . " Jackson uttered faintly .

"I'll listen to you . When I'm strong enough, I'll one day approach your family to ask your hand in marriage . "

Hearing his words, Imryll was taken aback but her muscles relaxed and she felt fuzzy in her heart .

"You won't leave me right?" Jackson worriedly asked .

"Scoundrel! You already stole my first kiss! Do I look like such a woman to you?" Imryll angrily protested but her anger was completely fake .

A smile lit upon his face as he said, "My Imryll is the most virtuous woman I've ever met . "

"And you're the shameless man I've ever met!" Imryll pouted angrily .

Jackson's expression froze, he then returned to his senses, "Why you!" He pulled her cheeks in different directions .

Imryll burst out laughing and tried to get him off of her but suddenly she froze, feeling a stick of hardness hitting above her stomach .

Jackson's face twitched as he automatically removed himself from her .

The atmosphere turned silent leading into one awkward situation .

"Does it hurt?" A meek voice was heard in the soundless room .

Jackson turned to look at her face and turned speechless at her blushing expression .

Looking at his expression, she immediately tried to explain, "It's not like that . . . I read it in a book . . . " She then immediately shut her mouth and her expression turned awry from shame . She wanted to go hide herself in a hole .

Jackson looked at her as he found her even more desirable . His lips turned dry as he felt the heat rising upon his lower body . He wanted to stop himself and but suddenly found himself saying, "It hurts . . . "

Imryll looked at his face and the place that was towering . She steeled herself and slowly approached him .

Kneeling before him on the bed, she raised her hands and tried to touch that thing which caused a bulge in his pants .

She almost reached it but retrieved back her hand and turned her face away from shame .

Looking at that, Jackson dryly laughed, "It's fine Imryll, don't push yourself too hard . If you leave it alone for some time, it'll eventua . . . eh . . . " He felt her touch down there causing him to freeze momentarily .

"You sure you want to do this?" He asked as he gulped because he knew he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore .

Imryll nodded with a determined expression albeit, a little shy .

She grasped it and . . .