I couldn't continue listening to what I could call slander,am I that bad in bed?,I strolled to my room and locked myself away in the the bathroom and turned on the shower. Realisation dawned on me,I was nothing but a little p.a.w.n in his game,I was sure no woman would ever be able to come in terms with her being insulted the way I was. What in h.e.l.l does he f.u.c.king want from me?!,I sat down with water from the cold shower bringing back my ability to think straight,I really have to stay away from him and figure out a way to find out what he wants. Dear me, all that felt perfect was nothing but disgusting to him,I felt slapped and punched in the gut. Becky already warned me,if only I had listened to her,if only I had listened to the voice of reasoning. "I'll make this right though" I said to myself as determination flashed through my eyes full if tears