It all started when Paul, my older brother, decided to get married. No, this isn't one of those stories where I talk about the evil soon to be sister-in-law and how she's ruined my life. I actually adore Savannah; she's perfect for my brother, minus the big eyes. I swear she blinks three times less than the average human.

This is about the week leading up to my brother's wedding...the week that I now refer to on my blog as the journey of three beards and a mascara brush.

Confused? Don't be; you will understand very quickly where I'm coming from.

Chapter One.

MARLEY.

"Your foot is your root and your arms are your limbs. With conviction in your hearts and purpose in your spirit, plant your root, sink it into the soil of your life, and let your limbs blossom to the sky, where your spirit will soak them in tranquility. That's right...breathe in two three and out two three. Feel the rhythm of your heart beat with the rhythm of Mother Nature."

"Why do I let you drag me to these things?" Marisa grunts from the side of her mouth.

My roots are planted and my limbs are blowing in the breeze, and I'm paying no attention to Marisa grumbling next to me.

"And how am I supposed to let my heart beat with Mother Nature when that bitch ruined my new suede pumps during her pissing match yesterday? When does she ever let it rain here?"

"It's called the Weather Channel," I breathe, letting the negative vibes Marisa is shooting in my direction to roll off my body. "Try watching it."

In a calming voice, the instructor says, "In two breaths, I want you to swan dive into a front fold. On your count."

I take in two deep breaths, extend my arms out, and then dive forward until my chest is pressing against my knees. I grab the backs of my calves and feel the stretch deep within my hamstrings. I try to channel Mother Nature, speak to her mossy-like soul, but can't seem to get on the same wave length as her.

"The people in here are weird," Marisa shout whispers, drawing attention to us.

The instructor hovers near us, her magenta leggings coming into view. "Ladies, let us clear our minds. We are here to feel our auras open like a lotus flower to the power of breathing."

"The only lotus flower opening that will be happening for me is if Johnny stops by tonight. Did you see his latest Instagram picture? The boy is trying to kill me."

Every Tuesday I bring Marisa to my yoga class with me, and every Tuesday she complains about the instructor, the LuLu Lemon wrapped attendees, and then spends the rest of the class talking about Johnny, her pleasure pal.

Johnny has a six pack, did you know that?

Johnny is an underwear model and doesn't stuff his briefs-believe me, I know.

Johnny can munch you out like he's a ravenous pot head seeing a box of SnackWells for the first time.

Every freaking Tuesday, I am forced to hear the homage to Johnny. I get to listen about his curly cat-like tongue sandpaper and all his veiny penis and giant nut sac, and I mean giant, I saw a picture. Think of a three week old cantaloupe, shriveled up with a carrot poking out the top, that would be Johnny's nut sac. He has some giant baby making balls, waiting to squirt on any lady egg that floats in his direction.

"On your next breath, step your right foot back and then your left, positioning yourself into downward dog."

Like clockwork, my body does what the instructor asks on demand. Soft dripping water and birds chime over the speakers while my mind tries to drift off, compartmentalizing Marisa's comments to the back of my brain.

"What's that smell?" It almost feels like Marisa is sharing my mat with me, she's so close.

I peek over to see her inching closer to me, finger walking inch by inch.

"Get back to your mat," I chastise.

"It smells over there, like someone ate a year old burrito and secreted it out their lady business."

"Marisa...," my lecture is cut off by the low rumble of someone's loins.

Hanging upside down, Marisa's eyes bug out. "See."

Lifting my head, I look around to see which yoga pant clad ass is offering the offensive odor.

Being the girl that I am, I want to blame it on the petite blonde whose downward dog is so on point I want to drop kick her in the tail bone, but I know it's not her; life isn't that lucky.

Pffffttttt...

Marisa inches closer to me, making it seem like we are in the midst of a couple's yoga session.

"Marisa, you're going to get us in trouble."

Pfffftttt...

"You've got to be kidding me," I mumble, looking up again to see the lady who is directly in front of Marisa's mat adjust her legs, shaking her butt in the air, as if she's trying to air out a bubble that's been trapped in her spandex for days.

Marisa bumps my elbow with hers and gives me the stink eye. "I told you. Lady's got the toots."

"Be cool," I say under my breath, not wanting to make the poor elderly woman with the saggy spandies and large panty line self-conscious. Yoga is a place to relax, not judge.

Pffffffftttt.

"Hey," Marisa walks closer to the farter and whacks her ankle. "Lady, can you stop with the toots? I'm trying to breathe back here."

"Marisa," I hiss.

"Is there a problem, ladies?" The instructor comes up next to us, clearly unhappy with our disturbance.

Being the obnoxious person she is, Marisa releases from downward dog and sits on her butt, legs crossed. "This one right here, she keeps farting, and frankly it's ruining my aura." Marisa tosses her thumb at the poor elderly lady, calling her out.

"You have no aura," I chastise her, humiliated for myself and Tooting Tanya.

"Edith, are you having some gastral issues today?" the instructor asks.

I prefer to call the lady Tooting Tanya. Alliterations make my tongue feel sparkly, but I accept the name Edith.

With a thump, Edith falls to the ground and looks up at the instructor, an impish look on her face. "I had the California Burrito from Alberto's last night. Carne Asada never sits well with me."

"I knew it was unprocessed meat I was smelling," Marisa accuses, making me throw up a little in my mouth.

Edith shoots a death glare at Marisa. "It would be best if you mind your manners, young lady. When you get old, you will find it much harder to hold things in. Let this be a lesson to you."

"I'm not worried," Marisa leans back on her hands. "I've already started my Kegel exercises."

Edith sits on her knees, inching closer to Marisa. "Flatulence gas comes from your butt, not your vagina."

The threatening stance Edith displays doesn't scare Marisa at all; it only encourages her. Getting up on her hands and knees, she positions herself in front of Edith's face.

"No worries there either, Memaw. Unlike you, I don't plan on partaking in anal orgies in my twenties like I'm sure you did. Things will keep tight, which is more than I can say for the wild roast beef that sits between your wrinkly thighs."

The horrified look on Edith's face matches mine as I break my pose out of pure shock.

"How dare you!" Edith roars, her hand rises to slap Marisa.

Being the ninja she is, Marisa rolls to the side, out of slapping range, and rips the yoga mat out from under Edith, causing the elderly woman to flip to her back with her legs in the air and camel toe of epic proportions on display. Marisa tosses the mat to the side, brushes off her hands, and says, "You've completely destroyed the ambiance in this class for me, mammy. I can't even feel my bean sprouts or whatever the hell you call them."

"Roots," I subconsciously help her.

"Yeah, I can't feel my roots, and you know what, Edith?" Marisa sneers her name. "I was feeling rather tree-like today. Thanks for wilting my branches with your sour carne asada puckered prune of an asshole. I hope you have diarrhea..."

"Okay," I stop Marisa and grab my yoga mat as I stand, not even bothering to roll it, but instead wearing it like a veil to avoid eye contact with my classmates. "I think it's time we leave."

"And we would appreciate it if you don't come back," the instructor says, standing next to Edith, clearly choosing a side.

Mortification sets in as I dodge raised tailbone after raised tailbone and seek the exit while hiding my face from any onlookers. In the background, I can hear the instructor tell everyone to clear their minds and seek understanding for Edith.

Once we're out of the class, Marisa goes off. "This is bullshit. We're not the ones who were disturbing the class."

She can be so dense sometimes. I give her a pointed look and grab my keys from the locker that sits just outside the room. "You were talking the entire time, you never once tried to communicate with Mother Nature and you called an elderly lady's butt a puckered prune, she should have kicked us out sooner."

"What? Are we not allowed to talk? What's a gym if you can't socialize?" We walk out the front of the gym and head toward our favorite smoothie bar. Marisa grabs my arm and says, "The only reason she wanted us to leave was because she is so obsessed with people listening to her perverted porn voice that she was threatened by our conversation."

I check my phone while Marisa continues with her rant. A picture from Paul, my brother, pops up on my screen. He's wearing a neon trucker hat that says McMann Clan across the top. I laugh to myself as I remember the days we used to wear such hats while traveling around the country with our mom and dad. I text him back.

Marley: Neon might be in, but that hat is just asking to be crucified by all fashion gods.

"I'm going back there. I'm going to secretly put a recorder in that classroom and record the instructor's voice and then sell it to the internet. Horny bastards around the world will get off on her voice. It's the perfect scheme. Money will be rolling into my bank account in no time."

We turn into the smoothie shop and I hold the door open for Marisa. The smells of blended juices, frozen fruit, and wheatgrass greet us.

"You know 'the internet' doesn't make purchases. You have to actually sell the porn voice to a buyer or actual porn site."

"We'll see," Marisa mutters with a devious smile. She steps up to the counter and orders for us. "Two wheatgrass shots and two small kale smoothies, extra kale. We like it thick."

Correction, she likes it thick. I drink the grassy crap because it's the thing to do in California. My diet has changed drastically since I've moved to Los Angeles and my body has finally become accustomed to the overconsumption of chewy greens. Now, everything is organic that goes into my body. I stay away from red meat as much as I can, as well as gluten, soy, and a lot of chicken products. I still eat things with faces, but try hard not to, given the guilt trips I get from my vegan friend, Marisa.

"Here's to Edith!" Marisa hands me my wheatgrass shot, which I have to plug my nose to drain down my throat. "May her farts propel her home and straight to the toilet."

I shake my head and clink my plastic cup with Marisa's, secretly hoping Edith is not utterly humiliated. She seemed like a nice lady.

"I swear to you, it was as if angels were singing the minute his mouth touched me..."

I hold my hand up before Marisa can finish her sentence. "Seriously, Marisa, I don't need to hear about every orgasm Johnny gives you with his tongue."

"But I have to tell someone about them. It's an out of body experience."

It's not that I'm not into sharing, because I am, it's just that every time Marisa talks about her sex life, it reminds me of just how nonexistent mine is. It's so nonexistent that when I was at the grocery store on Monday, I found myself stroking the cardboard cut-out of the 49ers quarterback, Colin Kapernick next to the display of soda packs. I only stopped cuddling the cardboard because a store clerk asked me kindly to stop fondling Colin's crotch in front of the children.

In my defense, the ribbed cardboard felt nice against my fingers.

Moving to Las Angeles was a great move for my career because it exposes me to the core of the beauty and fashion mecca, but when it comes to men, I'm living right in the pinnacle of all egotistical, blond-tipped, douche bags. Don't get me wrong, there are some fine specimens out here, sometimes too fine. I have a problem dating a man who's prettier than me, or takes longer to get ready for a date, or asks to borrow my bronzer-it happened. My dating repertoire revolves around rugged, more earthy men-please don't mistake the word earthy for smelly; all men I date must delight my uterus with an attractive scent.

I grew up on a farm in Upstate New York, where I used to have hay bale throwing contests with my brother and dad. I used to walk pigs around at the country fair, showing off their size and girth, and then I would barrel race on my horse, Polly, working the crowd with our theatrics. If you haven't guessed it, I'm a born and raised country girl who turned into an eyelash curler wielding fashionista.

That being said, I need a man who is rough around the edges, has a license to grow a beard, and doesn't ask me to go in on a monthly tanning package with him.

In all honesty, the men out here are decent. Maybe I'm being too picky...or maybe I'm just hung up on one particular man who broke my heart four years ago, but we won't go there.

"I told you I would hook you up with Johnny's friend, Manny," Marisa breaks through my thoughts. "He has a Lamborghini."

"You also told me he has a thick nest of neck hair that makes it seem like he's constantly wearing a turtleneck in sunny California," I point out.

"But he has a nice car..."

Sarcasm drips from my mouth. "Oh, then by all means, let me meet this man and his nice car."

"You don't have to be snide with me." Marisa tosses her empty smoothie cup in a trash can on our walk back to our apartment. "You really need to get laid. When was the last time you had an orgasm? And twiddling yourself doesn't count."

"I don't twiddle myself."

"Okay," Marisa laughs. "Drop the nun act, sweetheart. I know you try to give yourself carpel tunnel on a daily basis."

She is so off, more like an every other day basis. Daily would just be obscene.

"Fine, it's been a while, but it's kind of refreshing not having to deal with the drama of a relationship."

We turn the corner to our street and I halt in my tracks, horrified by the sight that stands before me.

"Who cares about a relationship? I'm just trying to get you fucked..." Marisa trails off on her last word as she looks up to see both my dad and Paul standing outside of our apartment with Tacy.

Who's Tacy? The question is more like, what's Tacy? You see, back in 1987 my parents made the investment of their lives-according to them. They purchased a 1987 Signature TravelMaster, equipped with a kitchen, bathroom, dining area, and three beds. Decorated with a mauve interior and fake wood paneling, it was the glory of RVs in its day. Being from Jamestown, New York and a huge fan of Lucille Ball and the movie, The Long, Long Trailer, my parents named the RV after the lead female character, Tacy.

Back in the day, Tacy was in the prime of her life, all shiny with her built in overhang adding an extra bed into the mix and her spare tire hanging off the back, she could do no wrong. But now, in her twenty-eighth year of age, she is rusting; she's lacking in her luster and it almost seems like her back end is drooping from having to hold up that damn tire for so long.

Tearing my eyes off Tacy, I turn to see my dad with his arms crossed over his burly chest, a bushy beard sprinkled with grey gracing his face, and a look of hostility in his eyes. Paul is the complete opposite; his hands are in his pockets, he's relaxed, and laughing over Marisa's comment.