"Yes; but I think when you say who it is--"
"She would not see that young man that was in the regiment with her brother, and he was here every day, wet or dry, to ask after her."
"Well, take in my card now, and I 'll answer for it she'll not refuse me."
The old woman took the card half sulkily from his hand, and returned in a few minutes to say that Miss Kellett would receive him.
Dressed in mourning of the very humblest and cheapest kind, and with all the signs of recent suffering and sorrow about her, Sybella Kellett yet received Mr. Dunn with a calm and quiet composure for which he was scarcely prepared.
"If I have been importunate, Miss Kellett," said he, "it is because I desire to proffer my services to you. I feel assured that you will not take ill this assistance on my part I would wish to be thought a friend--"
"You were so to my father, sir," said she, interrupting, while she held her handkerchief to her eyes.
Dunn's face grew scarlet at these words, but, fortunately for him, she could not see it.
"I had intended to have written to you, sir," said she, with recovered composure. "I tried to do so this morning, but my head was aching so that I gave it up. I wanted your counsel, and indeed your assistance. I have no need to tell you that I 'm left without means of support. I do not want to burden relatives, with whom, besides, I have had no intercourse for years; and my object was to ask if you could assist me to a situation as governess, or, if not, to something more humble still.
I will not be difficult to please," said she, smiling sadly, "for my pretensions are of the very humblest."
"I 'm aware how much you underrate them. I 'm no stranger to Miss Kellett's abilities," said Dunn, bowing.
She scarcely moved her head in acknowledgment of this speech, and went on: "If you could insure me immediate occupation, it would serve to extricate me from a little difficulty at this moment, and relieve me from the embarrassment of declining ungraciously what I cannot accept of. This letter here is an invitation from a lady in Wales to accept the hospitality of her house for the present; and however deeply the kindness touches me, I must not avail myself of it. You may read the letter," said she, handing it to him.
Dunn perused it slowly, and, folding it up, laid it on the table again.
"It is most kindly worded, and speaks well for the writer," said he, calmly.
"I feel all its kindness," said she, with a slight quivering of the lip.
"It comes when such is doubly precious, but I have my reasons against accepting it."
"Without daring to ask, I can assume them, Miss Kellett. I am one of those who believe that all efforts in life to be either good or great should strike root in independence; that he who leans upon another parts with the best features of identity, and loses himself in suiting his tastes to another's."
She made no reply, but a slight flush on her cheek, and an increased brightness in her eye, showed that she gave her full concurrence to the words.
"It is fortunate, Miss Kellett," said he, resuming, "that I am the bearer of a proposition which, if you approve of, meets the case at once. I have been applied to by Lord Glengariff to find a lady who would accept the situation of companion to his daughter. He has so far explained the requirements he seeks for, that I can answer for Miss Kellett being exactly everything to fulfil them."
"Oh, sir!" broke she in, "this is in no wise what I desired. I am utterly unfitted for such a sphere and such associations. Remember how and where my life has been passed. I have no knowledge of life, and no experience of society."
"Let me interrupt you. Lord Glengariff lives completely estranged from the world in a remote part of the country. Lady Augusta, his only unmarried daughter, is no longer young; they see no company; indeed, their fortune is very limited, and all their habits of the very simplest and least expensive. It was remembering this very seclusion, I was glad to offer you a retreat so likely to meet your wishes."
"But even my education is not what such persons would look for. I have not one of the graceful accomplishments that adorn society. My skill as a musician is very humble; I cannot sing at all; and though I can read some modern languages, I scarcely speak them."
"Do not ask me to say how much I am aware of your capacity and acquirements, Miss Kellett. It is about two months back a little volume came into my hands which had once been yours; how it ceased to be so I don't choose to confess; but it was a work on the industrial resources of Ireland, annotated and commented on by _you_. I have it still. Shall I own to you that your notes have been already used by me in my reports, and that I have adopted some of the suggestions in my recommendations to Government? Nay, if you doubt me, I will give you the proof."
"I left such a volume as you speak of at Mr. Hawkhaw's, and believed it had been mislaid."
"It was deliberately stolen, Miss Kellett, that's the truth of it. Mr.
Driscoll chanced to see the book, and happened to show it to me. I could not fail to be struck with it, the more as I discovered in your remarks hints and suggestions, coupled with explanations, that none had ever offered me."
"How leniently you speak of my presumption, sir!"
"Say, rather, how sincerely I applaud your zeal and intelligence,--the book bespeaks both. Now, when I read it, I wished at once to make your acquaintance. There were points wherein you were mistaken; there were others in which you evidently see further than any of us. I felt that if time, and leisure, and opportunity of knowledge were supplied, these were the studies in which you might become really proficient. Lord Glengariff s proposal came at the very moment. It was all I could desire for you,--a quiet home, the society of those whose very breeding is acted kindliness."
"Oh, sir! do not flatter me into the belief that I am worthy of such advantages."
"The station will gain most by your association with it, take my word for that."
How was it that these words sent a color to her cheek and a courage to her heart that made her for a moment forget she was poor and fatherless and friendless? What was it, too, that made them seem less flattery than sound, just, and due acknowledgment? He that spoke them was neither young, nor handsome, nor fascinating in manner; and yet she felt his praise vibrate within her heart strangely and thrillingly.
He spoke much to her about her early life,--what she had read, and how she was led to reflect upon themes so unlikely to attract a young girl's thoughts. By degrees, as her reserve wore off, she ventured to confess what a charm the great men of former days possessed for her imagination,--how their devotion, their courage, their single-heartedness animated her with higher hopes for the time when Ireland should have the aid of those able to guide her destinies and make of her all that her great resources promised.
"The world of contemporaries is seldom just to these," said Dunn, gravely; "they excite envy rather than attract friendship, and then they have often few of the gifts which conciliate the prejudices around them."
"What matter if they can live down these prejudices?" cried she, warmly; then blushing at her own eagerness, she said, falteringly, "How have I dared to speak of these things, and to _you?_"
Dunn arose and walked to the window, and now a long pause occurred in which neither uttered a word.
"Is this cottage yours, Miss Kellett?" said he, at last.
"No; we had rented it, and the time expires in a week or two."
"And the furniture?"
"It was hired also, except a very few articles of little or no value."
Dunn again turned away, and seemed lost in deep thought; then, in a voice of some uncertainty and hesitation, said: "Your father's affairs were complicated and confused,--there were questions of law, too, to be determined about them,--so that, for the present, there is no saying exactly how they stand; still, there will be a sum,--a small one, unfortunately, but still a sum available to you, which, for present convenience, you must allow me to advance to you."
"You forget, sir, that I have a brother. To him, of right, belongs anything that remains to us."
"I had, indeed, forgotten that," said Dunn, in some confusion, "and it was just of him I wanted now to speak. He is serving as a soldier with a Rifle regiment in the Crimea. Can nothing be done to bring him favorably before the notice of his superiors? His gallantry has already attracted notice; but as his real station is still unknown, his advancement has been merely that accorded to the humblest merits. I will attend to it. I 'll write about him this very day."
"How I thank you!" cried she, fervently; and she bent down and pressed her lips to his hand.
A cold shivering passed over Dunn as he felt the hot tears that fell upon his hand, and a strange sense of weakness oppressed him.
"It will make your task the lighter," cried she, eagerly, "to know that Jack is a soldier in heart and soul,--brave, daring, and high-hearted, but with a nature gentle as a child's. There was a comrade of his here the other day, one whose life he saved--"
"I have seen Conway," said Dunn, dryly, while he scanned her features closely.
No change of color nor voice showed that she felt the scrutiny, and in a calm tone she went on: "I know so little of these things that I do not know, if my dear brother were made an officer to-morrow, whether his want of private fortune would prevent his acceptance of the rank, but there surely must be steps of advancement open to men poor as he is."
"You may trust all to me," interrupted Dunn. "Once that you consider me as your guardian, I will neglect nothing that concerns you."
"Oh, how have I deserved such kindness!" cried she, trying to smother her emotion.
"You must call me your guardian, too, and write to me as such. The world is of such a temper that it will serve you to be thought my ward. Even Lady Augusta Arden herself will feel the force of it." There was a kind of rude energy in the way these last words were uttered that gave them a character almost defiant.
"You are, then, decided that I ought to take the situation?" said she. And already her manner had assumed the deference of one seeking direction.
"Yes, for the present it is all that could be desired. There will be no necessity of your continuing there if it should ever be irksome to you.