Yes. I understand.

Now take two fingers and suck on them.

I hesitated. Was I really going to do this?

Get them nice and wet.

I switched my phone to my left hand and brought my right hand to my mouth, parting my lips and rolling my tongue around my index and middle finger.

You know what I want you to do next?

I was so turned on I could barely type. All I managed was a question mark.

You're going to sink those fingers into that tight hole of yours and fuck yourself with them.

I moaned and thumped my head back on the pillow, but I followed his instructions, pulling my fingers out of my mouth and trailing them down my stomach before reaching between my legs. I was already wet. I circled around my entrance before pushing one finger in. I couldn't stop the small cry that left my lips.

You feel that warm, wet heat surrounding you?

yes You feel those fingers pressing against your tight inner walls?

yessss It's gonna feel so much better when I sink my cock into you.

I let out a short whine, my breath coming in quick gasps. I added the second finger, needing more, needing something bigger, thicker.

You want that, sweetheart?

You want me to pull out my cock and fuck you?

I squeezed my eyes shut and imagined it, imagined a hard body pressed against me, imagined hands spreading my legs open, imagined a thick tool spearing me open in one long thrust. I inhaled a shaky breath and tried to focus my eyes on the screen, one hand still between my legs, fucking myself furiously, while the other held my phone. I concentrated on hitting the right letters.

fuck yes. i need you. i need it.

I need you to get me good and wet first, just like your fingers.

mmm...

I'm gonna push into your mouth and feel your tongue caressing the shaft.

Wrap those pretty lips around me.

Just like that. You're so good at this, sweetheart.

Like your mouth was made to take my cock.

tastes so good...

You want more? Want to take me deeper?

I'm going give it to you so good, gonna make you take me all the way down.

I can feel your slick tongue as I slide further into your mouth.

I want to see those pretty pink lips stretched wide around the base of my cock.

That's it. Take me deep, that's my good girl.

You're doing very well.

In fact, I think you deserve a reward.

I think I'm gonna take that tight cunt of yours now.

I'm gonna impale you on my cock and fill you up.

I turned my head and bit into my pillow to muffle my heavy panting. I was so turned on, so close to the edge, but I didn't want to stop, I didn't want it to end.

fuck me!!

Fuck sweetheart, you're killing me.

Can you feel it? Can you feel my thick cock filling you up?

Mmm, you're so fucking tight.

Just want to keep fucking you until you're begging me to stop.

don't stop I'm really gonna give it to you now, sweetheart. Gonna fucking pound you.

harder!

Goddamn, you've got the sweetest cunt.

Gonna spill inside you, gonna make you take it all.

You want that, sweetheart? Want to feel me fill you up?

yes!

Don't worry, I'll give you what you need.

But first, you're gonna do something for me.

what You're gonna come on my cock.

hnnnnn That's it, sweetheart.

I want you to come.

Touch yourself.

Play with your clit.

Want to feel you squeezing my cock when you go over the edge.

Come for me.

Mmm, just like that sweetheart. Did you come?

yessss That's my good girl.

You can relax now.

Take deep breaths.

Oh my god... that was so hot.

You're the one who's hot, sweetheart.

I didn't do anything. You're the one with the dirty mouth.

Just imaging you touching yourself was hot enough.

I couldn't even type anything at the end. I was so far gone all I managed was exclamation marks.

That's good to know. The next time you're rendered speechless, that's what I'll look for.

That really was awesome, Neil. Should I say thanks...?

No need. The pleasure was all mine. Think you'll be able to sleep now?

I can barely stay awake.

Then go to sleep, sweetheart. I'll see you in the morning.

"SO, WHAT'S WITH you and that producer?"

I looked up from my phone, startled by the whisper in my ear. Gabriella had snuck up on me, arms crossed over her chest, a grin on her face. I'd been hanging out near the tour buses, wanting to get some fresh air. The concert venue the guys would be playing at had a funky smell, like the sweat from every previous performer had sunk into the walls. I'd seen Deena scrunch up her nose and give the place a disgusted look, so I knew I wasn't the only one. Luckily, we'd be in a different venue the next day.

"Give me all the details," Gabriella continued.

A small giddy smile creeped onto my lips. "So I guess you heard about that kiss?"

"Everyone's heard about that kiss."

"It's kind of a long story."

"I've got time. The concert isn't for hours."

"I've been messaging this one guy online for months. We sort of made plans to get together when summer was over. Turns out Neil's the guy I've been messaging."

"Neil?"

"Cornelius," I corrected myself. "He goes by Neil online."

"And how are things going between you and Neil?" She stretched out his name, giving me a playful smile.

I furrowed my brow. "I thought I'd be seeing more of him since our first date, actually, but it's been a while since I've been alone with him."

We'd had that one amazing date, and we'd been messaging each other every day, but we still hadn't managed a second date. I knew his shooting schedule kept him busy, plus we were on different tour buses, but I was starting to worry that maybe he was avoiding me. That couldn't have been the case, though. He sent me sexy messages non-stop, to the point where I always had to double check no one could see my phone's screen before I opened any messages, just in case.

"The film crew's been pretty busy." Gabriella shrugged, confirming my own thoughts. Then she rolled her eyes. "And everyone knows Cornelius is a control freak who can't sit still and let people do their jobs."

I wondered if that need for control would make itself known in bed.

"You should take the initiative," she said. "Make him stop working for a bit and take you out on another date."

"You think so? We are here for work, after all."

"Sure, go for it. He's the one who kissed you. Make him realize what he's missing." She threw me a wink. "I think I saw him backstage."

I followed Gabriella's advice and finally tracked him down to one of the back offices. He had a pen in one hand and a stack of papers in the other and seemed to be marking them up profusely. I knocked on the door lightly and he looked up, an annoyed expression on his face. It cleared up a bit when he saw me, but he still had a slightly harried look.

"Sorry for interrupting."

"It's fine. I'm going over some production notes before tonight's concert."

"Do you have a minute?"

"Is it important?"

I blinked. Important?

"Well, not really. I just haven't had the chance to talk to you in person in a while. Not since our first date."

He gave me a small smile and lowered his papers, but didn't put them down. "Yeah, things have been pretty hectic over here. Now that the tour is in full swing, we've got a lot of scenes to shoot."

"I was hoping maybe we could get together for another date sometime soon? We're leaving this city soon, but we'll be in the next one for a few days. Maybe we could go somewhere?"

Neil grimaced and shook his head. "Sorry, I can't. I've got to re-work some of these shots. We missed the chance to grab close ups of Ren's violin solo the last few concerts, and we really need to get them on film. Since they change up the set list every couple of days to keep things fresh, we're always on a tight schedule."

"Oh." I tried to hide my disappointment. I was busy, too, but I knew I could still manage to make time for Neil.