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Dark Secrets Part 75

I shrank into myself, looking around. "Mike, stop it. Please. People are staring."

"I don't care. Look at you. What kind of a guy would do this to a young girl?"

"It wasn't like that."

"Oh, really. Then what's the story, Ara?"

"Look, he wasn't trying to hurt me, okay? Just stop worrying about me all the time."

Mike grabbed my chin and studied the marks on both sides of my neck. "Stop worrying, huh? Well, it certainly looks like I should be concerned. Have you seen this? Have you looked at yourself? Jesus, girl." He released my face gently. "What the hell?"

"It was an accident. I-I bit him," I said bashfully. "We were just playing around. I let him do it to me, and he-well, we got a little carried away."

Mike's arms dropped to his sides and disappointment filled his watery eyes. "Did you sleep with him?"

I shook my lowered head. I felt so foolish.

"Ara. I'm sorry." He looked around the busy terminal, rubbing at the frown on his face. "Just. Why would you let him do this to you? How do you think I feel to come here after missing you for so long, so worried because I can't be here to protect you, and I find this-" He held his hand out, presenting the bruise. "God, Ara. You should have more respect for yourself."

"I know." My face crumpled and fell into my hands. "I already feel bad enough about it." About wanting him to do it. "I don't need you making it worse."

He clicked his tongue, then wrapped both arms around my shoulders, muffling my sobs against his chest. I hated the fact that our dramatic reunion in the middle of the airport was on display to hundreds of people-all watching. "I'm not mad at you, Ar." He rubbed my back. "Okay? I'm not mad at you. I'm just-" He sighed and pulled back, wiping the tears from my cheeks with both thumbs. "I'm mad at myself. I never should've let your dad take you away. I should've come after you-or kept you with me." He sounded utterly defeated.

I shook my head. "He'd never've let me stay, Mike."

"He would've let you stay with me."

I shook my head again. I was glad I came here; glad I met David-even though I was going to lose him. "He didn't hurt me, Mike. David? He didn't hurt me. I wanted him to do it. I liked it."

"Ara? You're just a girl. You shouldn't be playing games like that with boys. He should've known better," Mike said in a singing tone. "Look, I'm sorry. I just lost it, is all. I just never expected to see you with bruises."

"I know. I said I was sorry."

"You don't need to be sorry, Ar. I do get it, okay? I really do. And I'll let it go. Just, please don't let him do it to you again. Promise?"

I nodded, secretly crossing my fingers behind my back. I wondered then, if explaining to Mike that David's actually a vampire might ease his disdain for the whole biting situation-since it could've been worse.

When Mike laughed, I half expected he'd read my thought, but he simply shook his head and said, "It's really damn good to see you, girl."

"Yeah. It's kinda weird. I feel like I'm imagining this."

Mike reached across and pinched me. "Feels pretty real to me."

"Ouch." I rubbed my forearm. "That hurt, you know."

"Grow up," he said with a grin.

"Hmpf."

"Shall we go home?" he asked.

"Yeah." My arms dropped back down to my sides. "Sounds good."

Mike bent and grabbed his suitcase, then shouldered his backpack swiftly, wrapped his arm around my neck, and we wandered slowly out to the parking bay where I left Dad.

"Mr Thompson. Good to see you again." Mike shook Dad's hand firmly.

"Yes, yes, it's good to have you here." Dad cupped his other hand over Mike's in the 'double' handshake. "We've been hearing a lot about you these past few months."

"Really," Mike asked in a leading tone. "Ara talks about me?"

"Yes." Dad grinned. "I started to wonder if you were my daughter's only friend."

"Ha!" Mike looked at me with that cheeky, cocky grin. "I am."

"Are not." I punched him in the arm.

He leaned away, rubbing off my pathetic effort at violence.

When we pulled into the driveway at home, Mike turned in his seat and smiled at me. "You never told me how beautiful this place is, Ara."

"It's all right, I guess." I shrugged, not meeting his eyes.

Each tree had turned a different colour with the near-autumn air, and as the leaves fell from the branches one by one, they gathered in piles or floated down the curve of the road, leaving a wash of yellows and reds and oranges all over Maple Terrace. But my fairy-tale timeline meant that for every leaf that fell away, so too did the days I had left with David.

Sure, it was pretty, but all that beauty was slowly and surely delivering me to heartbreak.

"Ara would prefer it if they were Gum Trees, I think," Dad said and hopped out of the car, laughing to himself.

"What's up, Ara?" Mike asked. "You sulked the whole way home."

"Nothing. I'm fine." I climbed out, too, slamming the car door behind me.

I was sure Mike groaned to himself, but he arrived at the trunk with a smile on his face. "I'll take that."

"Boy, that's heavy." Dad nearly dropped Mike's bag as he passed it to him. "I must be getting old."

"Nah. You're not old, Mr Thompson. I'm just bloody strong," Mike said. "I'd have to be to keep up with this one." He ruffled my hair.

"Hey, get off." I patted it back into place.

"Please, call me Greg, Mike-you're like one of the family. And who knows-" Dad winked at me, "-with the way my daughter talks about you, maybe one day you will be."

"Daaa-aad." I buried my face in my hand.

Mike chuckled. "Not likely, sir, unless you have another daughter I don't know about."

Ouch.

"I have a son," he suggested then frowned.

"Hm. Yeah, not really on that side of the fence," Mike said.

"Well, I guess we'll just have to adopt you, then." Dad patted Mike on the back as they headed inside, leaving me, shouldering a rise of hurt, to trail behind them.

"When did he become the favourite?" I muttered under my breath.

The warm smell of bacon and toast wafted into the entranceway, with the sweet aroma of sugared coffee lingering in a pleasant layer over the top. I stepped in and closed the door, smiling at Sam as he ran upstairs carrying-or dragging-Mike's suitcase.

"Sure you don't want me to take that, Sam?" Mike said.

"Now, now, you just let the boy worry about that," Dad said, leading Mike into the dining area. "I think I smell breakfast."

"I think I smell heaven," Mike added.

I rolled my eyes and pushed past him and Dad to sit at the table and watch them all play 'happy families'. Mike was such a suck-up. He knew exactly how to get into oldies' good books and he was holding no bars back. It was also one of the things I really loved about him.

"Mike, good to finally meet you." Vicki left her practically permanent kitchen position to hug him. "How have you been?"

"Good, Vicki. Really good," Mike said softly. "It's nice to finally put a face to the voice."

Great, so Vicki had been talking to him on the phone, too. Just bury me now.

Vicki smiled. "I've made you some breakfast-figured you'd be hungry after all that travelling."

"Yeah, great," Mike said and sat at the table next to me. "The airport food was pretty average."

"So, Ara tells us you've been accepted into the ah-what was that called again?" Vicki asked, fussing over the plates.

"Vicki," I moaned. "Dad's already interrogated him. Do you have to do it too?"

"I don't mind an interrogation, Ara." Mike elbowed me gently. "It's uh-it's called the Tactical Response Group. We get to use cool guns, basically." He grinned at Sam as he sat down.

"Do you get to shoot people?" Sam asked, leaning right across the table to be in Mike's bubble.

"Well," Mike's voice softened, "the only place I like to shoot people is on Halo. Other than that, we try to avoid it as much as possible. But I have a Taser?" he offered.

"Awesome. Hey, do you play on Live-" Sam's voice became background noise while the boys talked video games and Vicki served breakfast around all the commotion, sitting quietly down after. Without touching my food, I leaned on my hand and listened to the sound of normal; how the laughter, forks clinking on plates, and cups resting with a clunk on wood could echo familiarity and content. Once upon a time, being normal meant having a life with two parents, no grief, and no scars. Now, normal meant I could sit in my kitchen, eat food with my family, and at the end of my life-die.

A few months ago, I didn't know how much I had to be grateful for, but the hourglass of Fate could rock and tip everything out of balance at any time. I knew now that I had to take each breath of normal with a kind of appreciation I never understood before, because imagining, with David's interpretation of eternity, if I didn't have any of this-I looked at Dad and Vicki, leaning closer to each other as they laughed-I would miss it all terribly.

"Well, Vicki-" Mike wiped his mouth with a napkin and rested his arm on the table, "-that was the most amazing breakfast I've had in a long time. Ara's right, you are a good cook."

"Ara said that?" Vicki's wide eyes landed on me. I wanted to brush them off. "Well, thank you, Ara, and thank you, Mike. I really enjoy cooking-especially for people who eat it without salt." She glared at Dad.

"What?" Dad shrugged, holding his hands out.

Mike laughed and placed his napkin on the table. "Well, my mother raised me with the strong belief that it's considered an insult to the chef when one puts salt on his food."

Vicki's smile pushed her brows up. "See, Greg? You could stand to learn a few table manners, yourself."

Sam laughed.

"Hm, Ara?" Dad cleared his throat, ignoring Vicki and Sam. "Why don't you give Mike the grand tour?"

"I'm sure he's seen a house before, Dad."

"Not yours, though," Mike said, seeming to offer me the position of Tour Guide.

"Okay. Come on." I stood up, but when I reached for his hand, he quickly drew it away. Even Dad and Vicki saw it, disguising their shock with a swift glance at their plates, while I ate the swell of mortification.

"Thanks again, Vicki." Mike grabbed his plate and mine.

"You're welcome, Mike."

I walked off in a huff, looking back at Mike. "Are you coming or not?"

"Coming." He dumped the plates in the sink as we passed the kitchen and headed through the arch to the forbidden formal room.

"So, this is the dining room..."

"Two dining rooms?"

"Yeah, for all those dinner guests Vicki entertains." I laughed.

"Right." Mike nodded, crossing his arms. I don't think he realised I was joking.

"And out there is the backyard." I pointed beyond the windows.

"Is that the swing? Where you sit when you're sad?"

"No, it's a slide."

"Ha-ha." He flicked his hand out and knocked my ponytail.

"Uh!" I held up a finger. "No mucking about in here. You'll hit the chandelier."

Mike looked up. "Hm. Look at that. A real chandelier."

"It's plastic," I remarked and walked on, leading him to the TV room that met back up with the front entrance. "We watch TV in here."

Mike stood by the suede sofa and considered the giant LCD sitting neatly on the white cabinet. "No drinks in the lounge," he read the 'house rules' painted on the wooden wall-plaque. "No name-calling. No..."

"Okay." I grabbed his shoulders and spun him toward the door. "We all know the rules."

"I don't." He tried to walk back to the TV room. "I wasn't done."

"You can read them later. I wanna show you your room."