Music.

I remembered music. I remembered a song-one I heard so long ago in a place that felt like home, with a boy I know I loved, but could no longer see when I closed my eyes. His song had the same hollow, kind of sorrowful rhythm as that beep.

I opened my eyes and foggy light flooded the room, creeping along the walls and floor like the morning sun sweeping the grass in the early hours. It touched my toes, my ankles, and flowed up over my denim jeans and tank top until, as I looked around me for the first time, saw the orange trees and foliage-covered floor of a forest.

I knew this place...

The lake! It was the lake.

And that perfect song was the whisper on the breeze.

"David?" I remembered him now.

Eternity.

My love.

The red rose.

The silky voice.

It was like I could see him so clearly, sitting just across the way, hunched over a blue guitar, singing that song; his voice so heartbreakingly beautiful. With each note he played, my heart beat double-time, the alarm clock beeping out there in the same rapid pattern.

"Oh, David." I covered my mouth with a shaky hand, feeling tears track my cheeks like unfamiliar friends in a home they once knew well. "I'm sorry."

David's song echoed in the space around me, the volume dropping slowly as it faded away under the alarm clock getting louder, more powerful-the single-tone drowning out the beauty.

"I'm sorry, ma'am," a stiff-sounding man said.

My body became stiff too, and tight; I could feel gravity again, but couldn't use it.

"Once the tube is out, she may just slip away," he added.

"But-" Someone burst into tears; Vicki, I think. "She looks perfectly fine. How can she be brain-dead?"

What? Brain-dead? I'm not brain-dead. I struggled against my confines-trying to get up. What did they mean by brain dead?

"The tests were conclusive, ma'am. I'm sorry. In some cases, the patient can stay in a coma, on life-support, for years to come. In your daughter's case, it would be best for her if she didn't."

Wait! No, I yelled. I'm not brain-dead. Vicki. Dad. Please?

"Wait!" Vicki said. "Just...don't take it out yet. Please? Give her more time."

"Her father signed the forms, Mrs Thompson. I'm sorry."

"Greg?" her voice broke. "Greg, please?"

"Vicki. Just stop," Mike said. "She's gone. Don't make her suffer any more than she already has."

Mike? No. Don't give up on me, Mike. I'm still in here. They got it wrong.

"Hand me that tray, please?" the stiff-sounding man said to someone, and in my world, I clutched my own chin as the feel of muggy, sweaty hands touched it.

Get off. Stop touching me! I couldn't move. I felt my body, felt my arms, my face, but couldn't get his sticky hands off me. Please? Don't let me go yet. Don't give up on me.

David! Where was David? He could read my mind, tell them I was still here, help me, rescue me.

But he left me, gave me away. He never even came to...

A tugging sensation snaked up my throat, grating my insides like the ribbed curve of a straw. My lungs felt tight, strained-as if air was being drawn in through a thick cloth over my mouth.

The room went silent for a breath, then, the beeps sounded in one flat pitch.

"Greg, please?" Vicki whispered. "Please don't let her go."

The anguished sobs of those around me flooded my heart. I focused on the beeps-willed them to move-but they rang out in monotone.

"Fight, Ara," a smooth voice hummed, the melody dark with sorrow, as cool lips brushed softly over my eyes...

Wait, cool? David?

The air was so thick I couldn't breathe, couldn't catch a gasp to scream out to him-to David. He was there. Right there beside me. But nothing had changed. They couldn't hear me. David couldn't hear me.

And like a door slamming shut at the end of a long, empty corridor, a dead echo rang all around me. I felt myself whole-felt my fingers, toes, arms, legs, everything was here in this room with me, but I couldn't see them. I held my arm out and ran my fingers down my completely invisible skin.

"Tell me how to get out of here," I yelled up at the uninhabited void. "I know you're out there. I know you can hear me."

A trickling sound, like water over pebbles, filled the space around me and an eerie feeling lingered along my neck. I turned slightly, noticing a thickness to the dark, like a shadow stood there. But when I tried to focus on it, it was gone.

I closed my eyes tight and crossed my fingers, willing the beeps to move again. "God, please. If you're up there, please...?"

Then, under my prayer, I heard a sound; I opened one eye and looked around, sure it wasn't possible-until I heard it again; small and faint, and such a long, quiet pause between each one.

My heart skipped a beat and the beep copied.

"Get the doctor," someone ordered, and Vicki's high voice broke into sobs, my Dad's deep, soothing whisper rising above it with comforting words. I missed my dad so much. Would give anything to see his smile again.

"Mike?" my Dad said. "Just breathe."

"I can't," Mike's voice sounded so thick with sadness. "I can't. Where's the goddamn doctor?" he yelled.

"It's just a glitch," the stiff man said suddenly.

"It's not a goddamn glitch," Mike screamed. "She's alive. She's-" His voice trailed away to soft sobs under my dad's mutters. And everything went quiet again.

I held my breath, listened carefully, but there were no voices, no beeps-nothing.

I understood then; I was a prisoner in their world. David was right beside me, and I couldn't even look at him; couldn't even hold him.

"Ara!" David's hand swept my brow, bringing the world back, desperation rising up in his controlled tone. "S'il te plait, mon amour, lute, bats toi pour vivre."

It was no good. I couldn't wake my mind. I couldn't reach over and press snooze. I couldn't even understand what he was saying to me.

"I've lost her," the words trembled from his lips. "I've lost her."

I'm sorry, David, I whispered with weakened resolve.

And as if David had felt me give up, his cold hand slipped behind my neck and lifted my head. "Ara? My love, please be in there."

"Mate," Mike said. "It's time to let her go."

David's arms wrapped me tightly, his hands searching, touching every inch of flesh as if to caress me back to life.

Then, as the panic reduced to realisation, his hands slowed and a cold drop of liquid fell onto the bridge of my nose. "Please? Fight. I can't lose you." He took a deep, strained breath and pressed his lips to my brow. "Je vous en prie, Dieu, sauvez-la." He took another jagged gasp. "S'il vous plait, ne l'enlevez pas loin de moi. Ne me l'enlevez pas."

His words hung in the back of my mind, resonating with a tone of understanding; as if I were right in front of him; they looped around me, pulling me into him, and as I touched my face to his chest, they became suddenly very clear: "I'm begging you, God, save her. Don't take her from me. Don't take her away."

His devastation broke my heart. Oh David. I'm so sorry. I love you. If you can hear me, please know that. Please take care of Mike-tell him I love him too.

He didn't answer. I wanted him to answer just once-just so I knew he heard me, knew how much I loved him, heard the words I wished I'd said when he asked me to change for him.

David? Please?

Nothing...

David? My throat hurt.

"Ara?" Something moved under me as he spoke-my body, I could feel my body, feel the bulky, uneven surface I was laying on. A cold grip tightened ever so slightly around my waist. "Ara?"

"David?" I tried again. I could hear the terror in my cry, but it was real-my voice-it came from somewhere different than it had before.

David laughed from behind me, his lips on the side of my face. "Yes. Yes, my love. Yes. You're talking. Open your eyes."

They're closed? Gravity pulled my skin, dragging it down. I fought against the push and lifted my eyelids, blinking rapidly.

Bright.

Light.

Tears rushed to my irises to protect them from this new experience, burning my vision into a white blur. I couldn't focus on anything, but I loved it more than the breath I could suddenly feel through my lips.

"David?" I smiled. "Am I...am I out?"

"Oui, mon amour, oui, you're safe."

"You...you saved me. You pulled me out." I held his hand tight over my belly as the gift of sight restored and I felt his arms become the cold that was restraining before. His chest shook under me; tears dripped from his chin beside my ear and fell onto my shoulder as I took in the room; a white room, a bed, a chair-a glass window looking onto the corridor of a hospital. "What...happened?"

"I-" he started, but couldn't finish.

"We lost you, baby," said Mike.

Oh, Mike! That's when I felt my heart-it was still beating, and it was strong. "Mike?"

"I'm here, Ara. I'm right here." He appeared then, by my side. The warmth, the hand I felt in my darkness, it was Mike. I didn't imagine it.

"I don't understand. What am I doing in a hospital?" I asked, rubbing my face.

David looked at Mike, then they both looked at me. "You lost a lot of blood-they had to put you on a life support system." Mike's eyes narrowed slightly.

"Okay, but, what happened to me?" My memory hit the foggy wall of perplexity. I didn't even remember getting up this morning.

"It wasn't this morning." David answered my thought.

"When?"

"Ara, you've been in a coma for three months." Mike's voice trembled; he turned away so I couldn't see his face, but I only had to see his shoulders shaking to know he was crying.

What? Three months?

I tried to look around the room to get my bearings.

Three months?

I felt nothing then, except a throbbing in my head as I tried to piece together the last few months of my life. "Okay." I took a few deep breaths, bringing myself to terms with this new information. "So, a coma-but why? How did I get in a coma?"

Mike's shoulders rolled forward even more.

"Mike?"

He just shook his head, refusing to look at me.

I looked down at my hands, felt my face, my throat, checking for something, anything that would give me a clue. Then, I felt the silky, lumpy rise of gathered skin on my neck, and as I looked down, to nothing in particular, saw the horrid parallel lines of raised pink skin down the length of my forearm. I drew a breath, tracing the scar with wide eyes, afraid to touch it-not sure if it was really there or if this was some nightmare. "Did I do this to myself?"

Mike released the sob he'd obviously been trying to restrain, and David held his breath, cradling me in his arms-pressing his cheek firmly to mine with the same intensity as his grip around my waist. Then, with a wash of cold trepidation, the memory hit me.

Jason did it?

David squeezed me tighter.

I rubbed my head, letting the tears spill out over my lashes. Jason. He-he hurt me. The cold. The dark. I remember.

"Shh, hush, my love, it's...it's going to be okay," David said.

"What's happening?" Mike leaned over me and, placing his hand on my forehead, studied my face as I fell apart inside. "Why is she breathing like that?"

David stood up and laid me flat on my back.

"Get the nurse," Mike ordered, moving a pillow from under my head.