(PART 2)

Contains  a bit of NSFW contents.

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[Ahaahn…　Nicole, there, so good~　More, push there more~]

[…This s.l.u.t.]

Dis.h.i.+veled hair and flying sweat.

Heat was emitted from the overlapping bodies.

Perverse sounds could be heard from the junction, with occational panting sounds following after.

[Aah, aah,… that’s because… Nicole’s is awesome..]

[Lower your voice. What if the madam hears you?]

As I said it quickly, I took off the stained ap.r.o.n and forced it in his mouth.

[N, ngh]

I was just using him to relieve myself.

I merely opened the front of my pants, but the young man who came out from the kitchen was crawling in all fours with his a.s.s facing towards me while being f.u.c.ked.

This b.i.t.c.h.

When I repeatedly pushed on his prostate, the young man covered his mouth, as if he was about to let out a cry.

Even though there’s a person here who’s dying.

I might be cursed at, but those who perpetrated it are also guilty.

The thought of wanting to turn your eyes away from the miserable body that is only bone and skin, even trivial things will not be an excuse.

Doing such terrible things just to avoid seeing that miserable body that’s only skin and bones is just unacceptable.

…Recently, he’s been vomiting blood continuosly.

Sheryl-sama won’t survive for long.

n.o.body was saying it, but that’s an undeniable fact.

The name of the disease diagnosed three months after birth is not unknown in this country, it is a difficult intractable disease which has no treatment as of the present.

Both his parents and older brother, and also all the servants working in this house all knew about this.

That’s why, when my grandfather appointed me as his servant, I felt nothing but anger.

Just why wasn’t I apponted to the healthy big brother, but to the little brother who’s only waiting or his death.

However, I was not allowed to refuse, so even though I was completely against it, I still did my duties properly, though it probably shows on my face.

Because we were left alone, I was able to make time for my current activity.

[Ngh, nhh, nn]

[How unproductive.]

Both the me right now, and him who’s lying on the bed.

While bearing my weight, I gripped his waist and proceeded on to the last spurt.

He was saying “No no” at first.

While maintaining his pose, our skins touch each other, I can feel his bod’s temperature.

Even without knowing how much longer he can live, he’s still experiencing what living means.

As he was losing consciusness, a smile slightly appeared on his mouth. Even while being eroded with pain, it’s a laughable act.

There are no words, even when his body stiffens from time to time due to his illness, he’s still able to manage a smile.

Everytime, I become aware of it.

Of my own helplessness.

[Nguu, nghu, nn~!]

[U,uu]

I thrust in up to the hilt, then released my s.e.m.e.n insde.

As I was squeezed between the undulating inner wall, I breathed out deeply after finis.h.i.+ng my business…

The act after that was quick.

I wiped myself of the remaining s.e.m.e.n stuck on myself after pulling out, and placed the used cloth on his pcket.

All that’s left is to close my pants. The sweat will probably dry by itself.

I opened the the windows which were closed to prevent the sound from leaking, and ventilated the room with wind magic.

When I took a glance at the young man who’s a.s.s is still up in the air, I clicked my tongue.

[Hurry up and return to the kitchen, you idiot.]

[….How mean..]

I was thinking of kicking the young man who was looking at me with teary eyes, when I noticed something unbelievable.

[Sheryl-sama?]

The moment he heard my words, the young man panickly gathered his clothes and fled from the room without dressing up properly.

I wanted to say that he shouldn’t have been here in the first place, but I’m guilty of the same offense so I put that at the back of my head.

[Sheryl-sama’s movements stopped after that.]

His fingertip seemed to have moved, but that does not probably mean that he’s awake.

Just how much longer will I be able to see him open his eyes again, I wonder.

My body might feel refreshed, but my heart still feels heavy.

I hid the gloomy feelings inside my heart and gazed at my master.

Hollowed cheeks and sunken eyesockets. There’s not even a shadow of his mother’s beauty that he’s inheritted.

Even his red hair which, just like his older brother, he’s taken from his father couldn’t stand the illness’s attack and has turned white.

There’re no wrinkles on his face, but with his appearance, it’s hard to tell the difference.

[Sheryl-sama…]

Just how many times did I call out his name, even I have lost count.

No matter how opposed I was before, this name has now become the name of my one and only master.

Withered from pain and when I try to wake him up, he could only groan, however, I still want to keep on serving him for a long time, even if it sounds cruel. (TN: Yeah, when he’s suffering so much and you don’t know what he’s thinking about… that finding is indeed unavoidable.)

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Hmmm, this guy… is probably Nicole, on this scene..

I don’t recognize the other one, though. Is it just a hallucination created by my brain? I think so.

In the memory, terms such as “BL” or “h.o.m.o” exists, but the me rigt now is having a hard time digesting it.

Even though I had no idea what they’re doing while overlapping each other, it’s annoying for the memory to give me an answer, and also irritating. (TN: The MC’s eyes have now been tainted.. tsk)

At that moment, in the s.p.a.ce where the darkness spreads, I was. .h.i.t by the feeling that the sparks were scattered.

Within my illness’s memory lane(?), I discovered something what the “Chinese” called “Qi”, I wonder if it can be used against illnesses.

I return my attention to the memory.

It’s the driving force for daily life activities. It gathers in the lower abdomen and extends to the distal end via meridian.

I imagined that flow as if it’s Mana.

I started imagining the Mana circulating my body, then discharging it through my fingertips.

Before I noticed it, I was able to percieve my surrounding.

Sonar, fishfinder… Can discharged mana also be used like that?

I can’t percieve sounds or color, but I can see the shape just fine.

More than objects, I can easily detect living things better, is it because of the mana regulating within them?

Even if I think any more than this, I don’t think I can find an answer.

While I am within the sea of memories, the pain does not affect me and I have a lot of fun.

I’m also happy that I’m able to observe everything around me.

To think that Nicole would do something like that in my room…… No, let’s forget about it, even Nicole should want me to forget about it.

As if sparks are lighting up again, my consciousness started to rise.

[Sheryl-sama!]

With Nicole’s surprised expression, I can tell that I’ve woken up.

There’re a few stinging pain, but I can’t seem to move my body.

If I forcefully move myself, I have a feeling that tha pain would come cras.h.i.+ng at me.

[Ah…]

[I’m soaking a clean cloth with water, please bear with it.]

Even if the cloth was placed on my lips, my mouth won’t open as I want it to.

I tried to tell him without using words.

[Please, excuse me.]

He probably undertood that I couldn’t move, so Nicole inserted the end of the cloth in my mouth.

The moisture that I was sucking with all my strength leaked out.

However, maybe because I was trying use my tongue to lick it, the cloth fell down.

Nicole persistently placed the cloth in my mouth everytime it drops.

[Are you able to digest anything?]

「…………」

I closed my eyelids to answer “no”.

Nicole seemed to have understood what I meant with just that gesture.

While in this condition, just sucking on that cloth already tired me out.

[Well then… I will moisten a new cloth with fruit juice.]

He would probably like to give me some nourishments.

Nicole drenched another clean cloth with fruit juice.

He did such tasks flawlessly.

That’s right, I looked at Nicole.

[Sheryl-sama? Is there something?]

When Nicole noticed my gaze, I gave him a smile that I managed to bring out with my strength.

It’s okay! No matter what Nicole’s s.e.xual preferrence is, I will not deny you!

Because there will be a lot of problems that will come up because they’re both men, I can only cheer him on.

However, please stop doing it in my room, okay? I added that wish at the last minute.

[Sheryl-sama…]

Suddenly, tears came streaming down Nicole’s eyes. (TN: D’aww… if only you didn’t do it in his room, that would’ve been perfect…)

A’re..?

[P, please forgive me.]

Even though I wanted to encourage him, I ended up making him cry.

Could it be that he found out that I’ve been watching?!

However, I found out that it’s not the case with his next words.

[Sheryl-sama, I… For being able to serve you, I’m so happy.]

Was my encouragement able to reach him properly?

Nicole wiped the tears off his eyes and contentedly smiled.

I became embarra.s.sed though I was the recepient, but I wasn’t able to do anything other than that.

[This is the juice from the kuku fruit.]

A cloth dyed in red with fruit juice is inserted into the mouth.

The sweetness with a tinge of a sour flavore reminded me of citrus fruits.

I licked it again and cloth fell, I licked and the cloth fell……It’s not on purpose!

Contrary to when I was inside my consciousness, I’ve been releasing Mana from my fingertips but it seems I still can’t move even for a bit.

My muscles ahve probably deteriorated from being bedridden for so long.

It seems that the rehabilitation would be hard.

But since I’ve woken up, I’ve probably pa.s.sed the critical state.

If that’s so, then there’s hope.

Everytime Nicole inserts the fallen cloth into my mouth, his hand would sligtly tremble.

I wonder what wrong?

[Sheryl-sama, next is milk…]

[Sheryl!!! You’re awake!]

My mother who opened the door with a “BANG* came rus.h.i.+ng on to me.

Actually, she just went up to the edge of the bed, but that’s how it felt like.

Fluffy and swinging blond hair and bright voice were indicative of Mother’s activity, but fatigue is emerging on the face we saw. It must be because she was nursing me with all her might.

[Madam, it would cause trouble if you hurry that much.]

[I’m sorry, it’s because I heard that he’s awake. Sheryl, how are you feeling? Not bad?]

Placing her hands on both my cheeks, the tears which have pooled in her eyes started falling.

Aah, I’ve caused her to worry, was what I realised right then.

Mother’s tears was overflowing as it spilled down ……”Mother, Mother” I kept calling her existence inside my heart.

[Hiku, uwe~, *sniff*]

[Aa, Sheryl, everything will be fine… Mother is just right here..]

While being held as if I’m about to be swallowed, it was that time when she was hugging me in her chest…

[Sheryyll~!!! Are you okay~?!]

A loud voice reverberated throughout the entire room.