He followed, deep in thought.

Once they reached the lane, he tapped the chestnut's flanks and moved up beside her.

Francesca was aware he was there, but kept her gaze fixed forward. The irritation she'd initially-perfectly legitimately-felt at his outburst was fading, only to be replaced by a soupcon of alarm. This was the man she might shortly marry.

Behind his terse words, his almost violent movements, she'd glimpsed a temper as fiery as hers. To her mind, that counted in his favor-she'd much rather deal with a fire-eater than a man with ice in his veins. It was his possible-now likely-attitude to her riding that filled her with concern. In the two years she'd lived in England, this country of reserve, riding had been her only outlet for the wildness that was an integral part of her soul.

An integral part of her-if she didn't release it, exercise it now and then, she'd go mad. And as a proper young lady in England, riding like the wind was the wildest activity permissible.

What if her husband-he whom she would vow to obey and who would have control over all aspects of her life-forbade her to ride? To ride wildly-for her, they were one and the same.

She could see the problem looming, yet before she fell, she hadn't imagined his enthusiasm. She hadn't forgotten their mutual exhilaration, the shared enjoyment. He'd reveled in the wildness as much as she.

The gates of the Hall appeared ahead; as they slowed,

Francesca shot him a glance. He was frowning. In a way that boded her no good.

"What?"

His gaze flicked to her, still aggravated, still stormy. "I'm considering riding in to inform Sir Charles you shouldn't be riding his hunters."

"No!"

"Yes!" The chestnut jibbed; ruthlessly, he steadied it. "You're an exceptional rider-I won't deny that-but you don't have the strength to manage hunters. If you must run wild, you'd do better on an Arab, a mare. Something fleet and nimble, but more responsive to your guidance. You on the grey-or that bay you rode yesterday-if the horse bolts, you won't be able to control it."

She met his gaze with muted belligerence, unwilling to be bullied. Unfortunately, in this case, she knew he was right. If one of Charles's hunters got away from her, all she'd be able to do was cling and pray. Their gazes remained locked, both gauging, assessing the shifting possibilities... "All right." Looking down, she gathered her reins. "I'll speak with Charles."

"Do that." His tone was just short of an order. "No more hunters." He paused, his gaze still on her face. "So you promise...?"

She threw him a glance that had a warning blazoned in it. "I promise I'll talk to Charles tonight."

He nodded. "In that case, I'll leave you here."

He hesitated, then swept her a bow that was the essence of elegant grace-on horseback, a feat not to be sneered at. With a last look, he wheeled the chestnut and cantered down the lane.

Francesca considered his departing back, then, lips curving in an appreciative smile, she turned the grey down the drive.

Her would-be husband had redeemed himself. She'd expected him to make a push to forbid her to run wild, even though he'd enjoyed the wildness, too. Understood it, too, it seemed; he'd been clever enough to avoid the pitfall. Considering his tack, she noted that he'd seemed primarily concerned with her safety.

Pondering that, she trotted to the stable.

Later that night, clutching a woolen shawl about her nightgown, Francesca climbed onto her window seat and settled among the cushions.

For the past year, she'd been searching for a suitable husband, looking to make a respectable marriage. She'd been raised with that as her goal; she'd looked forward to having a husband, a home, and a family for as long as she could recall. She knew what she wanted from life. To be happy, contented, she needed a relationship much as her parents' had been-a fusion of deep passion and abiding love. Without that, her life would not be complete; it was her destiny-she'd known that for years.

Within four months of putting off her blacks, she'd realized she wasn't going to find her destiny in the neighborhood of Rawlings Hall.

When she'd first suggested going about, Charles had explained that the household remained reclusive because, appearances to the contrary, Frances, his daughter, her cousin, known to all as Franni, was in poor health and needed to remain quiet, undisturbed by society's demands.

She'd accepted the restriction without demur-not only did she owe Charles a debt of gratitude, but she'd come to love him dearly; she would never do anything to cause him distress. She was also fond of Ester, Charles's sister-in-law, Franni's dead mother's older sister. Ester had lived at the Hall for years, helping to raise Franni. Ester, too, deserved her consideration.

And then there was Franni, who was simply Franni-sweet, a little simple, rather helpless. Despite being of an age, they were totally unalike, yet there was a mild if somewhat distant affection between them.

She'd kept her increasing despondency to herself, yet the prospect of living her life alone, buried in the forest, had eaten at her. Rawlings Hall had started to feel like a prison.

So Chillingworth's offer was a godsend, no matter the guise. An arranged marriage to a wealthy peer would release her from her isolation.

Did she want to be the Countess of Chillingworth?

What young lady would not want a position of such rank, complete with establishments and secure in funds, with an extraordinarily handsome husband to boot? Such a marriage with the prospect of a developing relationship would be an enviable offer.

That wasn't, however, what the earl had offered her.

He'd made it plain that he wished for no real relationship with his wife. There was no other way to interpret his stipulations. And despite the hours they'd spent together, despite the link she sensed between them, he'd given no indication of rescripting his offer.

He was a man of passion, of hot blood, not cold, yet his offer had been the ultimate in studied cold-bloodedness.

It made no sense.

Why had he, specifically he-the man who had held her too close in the shrubbery, kissed her in the orchard and ridden wild through the forest by her side-made such an uncharacteristic offer?

Reliving their encounters, she came to that moment in the forest when she'd lain helpless in the gorse and he'd stood over her with raw fury in his eyes. She'd reacted to it, to the words his fury had sparked. But what had caused the real man to so completely surface, to drop his guard?

Her fall had somehow breached the walls behind which he hid his emotions. She-her body, her person, even her eyes-could evoke his passion, but he was more comfortable with that, more confident of controlling it.

In the forest, he hadn't liked what she'd done. He hadn't liked her making him feel whatever it was he'd felt. That was why his tone had lashed, why his eyes had snapped.

His temper had been his reaction, so what was the emotion she'd evoked? Was it fear?

She considered the possibility, considered the fact that heated words and violent reactions often arose out of caring. Out of a fear of loss, fear for someone who was dear. Her father had argued vehemently, often irrationally, when faced with one of her mother's potentially dangerous whims. Could Chillingworth have felt the lick of that particular whip?

Given she and he had already felt the related lash of mutual passion, why not?

If he had...

The prospect of finding her destiny, all that she needed of life, within her marriage tantalized. It was what she'd always wanted, her ultimate goal, and it was possible-the ingredients were there. Her mother had always assured her that, when they were, she'd know.

She knew now. She and Chillingworth could be as passionate a couple as her parents had been, devoted to the end. That was what she wanted-the only prize she'd ultimately settle for-a passionate and enduring love.

Yet what if he would not?

What if the reason he was so set on a cold-blooded marriage was so entrenched he would not bend? It was a risk-a real one. He was neither malleable nor manageable; she would get only what he was willing to give.

Was she prepared to accept the risk and the possible consequences?

If she failed to gain what she needed from their marriage, then an arrangement such as Chillingworth had proposed would leave her free to fulfill her destiny, to search for the love she needed, outside of wedlock. That was not her first choice, but life had already taught her to bend to the prevailing wind and search for what she needed where she could.

With Chillingworth, or if not with him, then with some other gentleman, she would take what she needed from life.