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Cold Fear Part 2

She cried until she fell asleep, only to be awakened several times out of fear that the huffing sound had returned.

THREE.

In the frigid pre-dawn light, Doug studied his wounded hand.

It was wrapped in a strip he'd torn from the T-shirt that fell from Paige's pack when she fled, a favorite from the Gap. It was pink, now browned with his dried blood. The flag of his guilt.

Shame would not allow him to admit to Emily what he had done. Chased Paige away, cursing, bleeding. An ax in his hand.

I am so sorry.

The rain had stopped. Patches of cool dawn mist quilted the forest slopes. Crows echoed in the valleys. Doug got busy restarting the fire, using wood he had placed in the tent. To warm Paige in case she returned.

While the kindling smoked and crackled to life, Doug gently nudged Emily, who awoke weeping softly. It was time for him to get help.

"Everything will be OK," he promised her, preparing his knapsack. She nodded tearfully, unable to utter words. "She'll probably show up a minute after I leave. We'll get through this together, Em."

She hugged Doug tightly, as if her entire weight were pulling her down into an abyss. Tenderly, he pried her arms loose, then left.

Jogging, trotting, pushing himself to resurrect his Marine Corps training, Doug moved swiftly. He hoped to encounter someone in the remote region with a cell phone or radio. No luck. The area was isolated. To get here, they had left their car parked half a day away at their motel near Columbia Falls outside the west entrance to the park. They took a tour bus drop to the main gate. From there, they took a park shuttle along Going-to-the-Sun Road, the spectacular mountain highway that traversed the park. At a northern junction, they caught another shuttle that took them due north along the new Icefields Highway, a serpentine roadway hugging steep rocky slopes and cliff edges. It was dotted with hiker drop-off points at trail heads leading into the Devil's Grasp.

Doug covered miles of primitive harsh terrain quickly, praying Paige had survived the night. If anything happened to her. Don't think about that. She is just lost, huddled somewhere with Kobee.

By midafternoon, Doug made it to the backcountry road and shuttle bus pick-up point. He was spotted waving frantically by a park shuttle bus frantically waving. Its diesel roared after the driver picked Doug up, then radioed to the new Devil's Grasp ranger station.

Ranger Mac McCormick met Doug outside the small log cabin station.

"My daughter is lost in the backcountry! We have to get a search team! She wandered off yesterday afternoon. It rained up there. Please!"

The ranger got Doug got into the office where a seasonal ranger was already talking on the radio about a lost little girl.

Mac was one of Glacier's brightest rangers. Fresh from training at the Federal Law Enforcement Academy in Georgia, he was awaiting the paperwork confirming him as a level 1 law enforcement ranger.

"Yessir, we're going to get help out there as quick as we can."

Helping Doug to a padded chair behind the counter, Mac mentally noted his haggard, unshaven, frenzied appearance and his wounded left hand. He likely fell on the trail getting here.

"Sir, we're going to need some information. Sally," Mac instructed the female ranger, "Confirm to Park Dispatch to let the district ranger know we have a lost person report. Find out what is available right now from the air tours at West Glacier. Standby to send out a hasty team."

Mac quickly began completing a lost person questionnaire, detailing Paige Baker's case: full name, her parents, health, physical description, time she was last seen, who talked to her last, what area, clothing, outdoors experience, fear of animals, the dark, adults, her personality. All while, he punctuated his questions by assuring Doug that help was on the way.

Doug told Mac about Kobee, Paige's beagle.

"Pets are not permitted, how did you--?"

"We know. We sneaked him in for Paige. They're inseparable."

Mac noted Kobee. Then, in keeping with procedure, he had the seasonal ranger fax the information to the park's law enforcement rangers, who would pass it on to other police authorities. Then Mac took Doug to the station's huge park map, which covered one of the varnished pine walls. He tried pinpointing the spot where the Bakers were camping.

It was a star in the universe of Glacier National Park, which contained over seven hundred miles of trails and elevated climbs that webbed through one million acres of glaciers, lakes, forests and mountains some sixty million years old that joined Canada's Waterton Lakes National Park forming the International Peace Park.

The Bakers were camping in the Devil's Grasp section of northern Montana, deep along the new Grizzly Tooth Trail. Mac knew this was bad. Grizzly Tooth was the most isolated region of Glacier. It just opened this season. Few people knew of it. According to backcountry permits, less than a dozen visitors were in there.

Like most of the mountain country, it is subject to radical weather because of the elevation climbs, some nine thousand feet. Many areas had loose rock and were active bear- feeding zones. This is where they trained park staff. But all members were not yet familiar with every part of Grizzly. Nineteen miles of rugged, inspiring terrain, curling into Canada.

Mac swallowed. Twenty-four hours gone already. This was bad. Why would this family go in there? It's such a challenge. Grizzly was not the place for a ten-year-old city girl with no wilderness experience. Especially now. It did not help that it had rained steadily in that area last night. The long-range weather forecast was not good. And with her dog. Pets attracted bears. Not good. Mac forced himself to maintain his professional calm.

"Better tell Dispatch to alert Waterton on the Canadian side about a lost girl deep along Grizzly. We'll send them more details when we have them."

Mac got Doug a coffee and a ham sandwich, insisting he rest during the short time they had.

"Got a chopper coming! ETA twenty minutes," Sally said, then answered a call. "Mac, it's Brady Brook and he's with Pike Thornton, who wants to talk to you." Thornton was the most senior level 1 law enforcement ranger. Not long after the call, the station began vibrating as a helicopter approached.

"Doug, we're flying out now." Mac raised his voice, "Our Search and Rescue people urge us to start setting up for a search now."

The earth dropped slowly under Doug's feet, adrenaline coursing through his body as the Bell helicopter ascended from the Devil's Grasp ranger station, its blades whooshing, In seconds, the cabin shrunk and then vanished as the chopper banked and climbed over an eternity of mountain ranges, forests, rivers, lakes and glaciers. Doug's stomach fluttered as they glided over foothills, dipped into basins. Staring at his blood-scabbed hand, exhaustion and fear worked on his mind. The marine warrior. Gulf War and Somalia veteran. The hard-ass high school football coach who enjoyed the challenge of teaching Hemingway and Faulkner to wired teens.

The luckiest man in the world to be married to a dream named Emily: eyes the color of deep mountain lakes, with hair the shade of honey, which she often wore in a soft bun. He loved how strands escaped when she was engrossed in her photography. Loved how she looked in those white painter's pants and cotton tops that she wore. Loved how fast she could slip out of them.

Emily was a smart, big-hearted woman whose smile put the sun in his sky. He could still picture her glowing the day Paige was born. God's gift to them. Daddy's little girl. Happy again, popping the champagne cork in the living room of the small three-storey Edwardian they had snagged for a bargain in outer Richmond. Adopting Kobee from a neighbor's litter. Building a good life together. And it seemed they were so close to putting Emily's troubles to rest. Doug took in the snowcapped Rockies, the dark green ocean of forest blurring below as if it was all passing before him. All slipping away.

Paige could be anywhere down there.

The helicopter slowed and started rattling. "Hang on!" the pilot said over the intercom. "Updrafts! From the valleys!"

Rapid deployment from the tail end of a Herc was smoother.

They hugged a mountainside, arriving at a massive ledge.

"That's got to be it," the pilot said. "Here we go."

As they made their approach, Mac and the others spotted the tiny blue tents long before Doug. "We'll try for that flat ridge there, about five o'clock." What flat ridge? Doug could not see it. The pilot began bringing the helicopter down on a clearing about as big as a basketball court. Suddenly the tents; then Emily came into clear view. Doug's heart skipped, scanning the camp, hoping to spot Paige or Kobee.

He found Emily, cutting a solitary figure, turning her back as the Bell's rotors flapped her jacket, her hair.

The pilot landed, then lifted off the instant Doug and the two rangers were safely on the ground. "He's going back to ferry more bodies and gear out here," Mac said, grabbing the large two nylon bags they had brought.

The chopper disappeared.

Doug crushed Emily in his arms; she answered the question in his eyes.

"Not a trace. Nothing. Doug. Oh God."

FOUR.

Mac approached Doug and Emily.

"Every second counts," he said. "Search and Rescue people, that's SAR, are on their way. More are coming. We'll need more specific information so that they can start searching effectively."

Together, they estimated the time Paige vanished, the area or possible direction.

This is not real.

Emily was numb to reality. It was not happening. She was not standing here with strangers on a ledge in the Rocky Mountains talking about the disappearance of Paige. Her only baby. Gone. Swallowed.

Her monster was out there.

The other ranger tested his radio saying how elevation, proximity of other radios, and weather made communication here erratic. Mac scanned the forests with huge binoculars.

"There's an old mining trail through the valleys and basins that was abandoned in the 1800s," he said. "We've got some searchers on horseback coming from the Blackfeet Reservation. They know this area well."

A cool wind rushed over them bringing a thump-thump-thump. The helicopter had returned with three more park rangers and more gear. Then departed. More grim-faced people said their names, changing into jumpsuits, setting up big tents, tables, a canopy, generators, lanterns, stoves. A practiced ritual.

A different helicopter arrived. More people. Two official-looking men in that group. The first, well-built, about six foot two, solid. Silver hair. Looked to be in his fifties. Leathery tanned skin. Poker-faced.

"Pike Thornton," he introduced himself, his voice deep and strong. "Law enforcement officer with National Park Service." Soft blue eyes, just like Emily's dad. "Folks, we've alerted the FBI. They're on their way--"

"FBI?" Doug said.

"We both have jurisdiction over a national park, but this is an official missing person's case involving a child. We take it very seriously. So we alerted them. They'll be helping."

Doug understood.

"Brady Brook." The second man, slightly younger and wearing blue overalls, introduced himself as the district ranger who was the Incident Commander. "I'll be in charge of the SAR operation here in the field to find Paige." He removed his hat, revealing short-cropped brown hair. Neat and clean-shaven, he wore frameless glasses and the serious air of a soft-spoken, capable man. "I've been with the park for six years. In that time, we've done about forty major searches for lost people. Located them in every case."

"And in how many cases were they alive?" Doug asked.

Thornton and Brook exchanged glances.

"Most every one," Brook said.

"Except accidents," Thornton said. "Falls and such."

Emily hands went to her mouth. Doug put his arm around her.

"Each case has its own circumstances," Brook looked Emily and Doug in the eye. "Locating Paige is the park's priority. It's been over twenty-four hours. We'll need very specific information fast. Let's get started, please."

Brook took them to the table where a woman was typing on a laptop computer. Helicopters continued arriving with more people as Brook and the woman took information from Doug and Emily. Shouting over the noise, they entered Paige's vital statistics, her medical, physical, mental condition.

"Did she have any items with her?"

"She had Kobee, her dog, a beagle," Emily said.

The woman's eyes went to Brook, who looked at Mac.

Brook pursed his lips refraining from telling the Bakers that a dog can attract bears, enrage them, lead them right to the owner. Emily and Doug had known the risk but ignored it. Brook caught their self-reproach.

"The dog can be an asset," he said. "It can keep her warm, force her to think of it, keep her spirits up. Be a psychological blanket."

"Really?" Emily sniffed.

"It's been the case in other wilderness searches for children," Brook said.

They inventoried Paige's tent. Thornton looked around on his own. It was deduced that Paige had a sweatshirt, T-shirts, hat, water or juice boxes, fruit, granola bars, candy and a penknife.

The searchers asked if Paige had any wilderness, or survival experience. What was the family situation before she got lost? Doug and Emily exchanged glances.

"She was not having fun, Doug said. "This was, is, her first time backpacking. She misses the city and the comforts of home."

Thornton ventured a theory. "Any chance she was angry and went off in a preteen tantrum?"

Doug looked at the ground. Emily looked at the horizon; the sun was nearing it. Another helicopter was approaching, its increasing thump pressing for an answer. "Yes," Doug said, "there's a chance of that."

Using Paige's vital stats--four-feet-seven inches tall, seventy pounds--they estimated her step, measured it against the terrain and time, to determine a search perimeter, sectors, boundaries; then they dispatched teams, equipped with radios, water, food, warm clothing and gear.

"They will search in shifts until dark, when it becomes too dangerous. They'll camp, resume searching at daybreak," Brook said. "More volunteers, dog teams, fixed-wing aircraft, all are on the way. We'll search until we find her, using every resource we can."

Emily thanked Brook. Doug took him off to talk alone with him.

"You've done your calculations." Doug's voice wavered. "Tell me now. How much time before it's critical, given what you know?"

"Doug, each case is--"

"Don't bullshit me now. I am her father. I am an ex-marine, I know about ratios of survivability. Now give it to me."

Brook looked at him. Man to man. Father to father.

"Three to five days."

Three to five days. His little girl could be dead in three to five days and they had already lost twenty-four hours.