It felt too intense. Except during his p.u.b.erty, s.h.i.+n Kim had never felt this kind of l.u.s.t for someone before.

This desperate need… It was new.

He thought he knew all about s.e.x by now. As he got older, s.e.x became more of a sport than anything. But right now, the desire he felt made him helpless. As soon as they walked into his home, their eyes met. s.h.i.+n grabbed Woojin's waist and both of them moaned.

It wasn't like in the movies where the b.u.t.tons flew as the clothes were ripped, but it was pretty close. s.h.i.+n took his coat of and by the time Woojin's s.h.i.+rt was off, they were both panting breathlessly.

s.h.i.+n gently pushed Woojin down onto the sofa and Woojin hugged s.h.i.+n's neck. s.h.i.+n's hot red tongue explored Woojin's neck, leaving a trail of red kisses.

Wet and hot. Their skin touched and everything felt so alive.

s.h.i.+n whispered, "Lift your waist." It wasn't the first time s.h.i.+n had said this to him, but Woojin still blushed. It seemed that Woojin was comfortable taking his clothes off himself, but whenever s.h.i.+n did it for him, an odd expression appeared on his face.

It wasn't exactly embarra.s.sment. Woojin usually hated anyone touching him, but with s.h.i.+n, he seemed to ask for it. s.h.i.+n found it so adorable that he bit Woojin's ear, making him groan.

s.h.i.+n looked down at Woojin, noticing his porcelain skin blus.h.i.+ng like a rose. Woojin's eyes looked so black that they looked blue. s.h.i.+n suddenly wanted to confirm Woojin's affection for him. He asked, "Woojin, how much did you miss me?"

Woojin looked away in embarra.s.sment. It was Woojin who begged s.h.i.+n to take him to the closest hotel, which s.h.i.+n found erotic. And now, Woojin looked away with a blush, and s.h.i.+n thought he looked adorable. When s.h.i.+n bit Woojin's cheek lightly, Woojin moaned and flinched at the same time.

s.h.i.+n whispered, "You said you missed me, right?"

"…"

This time, s.h.i.+n bit Woojin's shoulder hard. Woojin trembled as if in pain, but he didn't tell s.h.i.+n to stop. Suddenly, s.h.i.+n felt an enormous need to hear the words. He kissed Woojin's lips a few times before biting his lower lip. Again, harder this time. Woojin looked like he was feeling pain, but he also looked even more excited, making s.h.i.+n want to tease him even more.

s.h.i.+n asked again, "Who did you miss?"

"… Stop…"

s.h.i.+n licked the inside of Woojin's ear, making him flinch in shock. With a lazy smile, s.h.i.+n insisted, "Tell me."

"… s.h.i.+n…"

"Tell me."

They both knew how fast s.h.i.+n drove to get to his place. As soon as they got into s.h.i.+n's car, which was parked in the Seoul station parking lot, s.h.i.+n helped Woojin with his seat belt while panting uncontrollably. The scent of Woojin in a small s.p.a.ce was driving him crazy. s.h.i.+n almost lost his control then. He seriously considered just doing it in the car, but he took a deep breath and began to drive. They got to s.h.i.+n's home in record time.

Woojin held s.h.i.+n's cheeks and whispered, "Hurry up…"

"I will if you tell me."

s.h.i.+n whispered and took a deep breath as he buried his face in Woojin's neck. Woojin's eyes widened as s.h.i.+n bit and licked the sensitive flesh over and over again. s.h.i.+n knew very well how to make Woojin beg.

"s.h.i.+n…"

"What did you say? I can't hear you."

"I… I said I missed… you."

s.h.i.+n finally smiled. He got what he wanted, and now they could enjoy each other's bodies. When s.h.i.+n placed his finger on Woojin's waist, the doorbell rang.

Woojin flinched and asked, "…Who?"

s.h.i.+n's voice seemed hoa.r.s.e as he ordered, "Just focus on me."

But the doorbell continued to ring desperately.

Ding dong, ding dong.

And suddenly…

"Hey! s.h.i.+n Kim! Open the door RIGHT NOW!"

It was Siwoo Jung.

***

Woojin looked at Siwoo in shock as Siwoo pulled out bottles of hard liquor from a paper bag.

Wine, tequila, vodka…

s.h.i.+n asked Siwoo, "You do know that tomorrow is a workday, right?"

"This is the punishment you get for leaving me in the cold for half an hour. It's -15 degrees outside!"

Woojin blushed, remembering what was going on inside s.h.i.+n's apartment. When Woojin heard Siwoo's voice, he pushed s.h.i.+n away. Woojin wanted to ignore Siwoo, but when he saw the concerned expression on s.h.i.+n's face, it was him who first said that they should let Siwoo in.

s.h.i.+n's eyes narrowed a little bit. His face was still red with excitement, but he also looked appreciative. Woojin was happy just to see s.h.i.+n happy.

It did take a little while for them to get dressed and open the door for Siwoo, and by the time they did, Siwoo's face was bright red. When s.h.i.+n smiled, Siwoo walked in, looking apologetic.

s.h.i.+n pulled Siwoo into the living room where Woojin was waiting. Siwoo immediately suggested that they drink. When Woojin tried to leave, Siwoo grabbed his wrist and pulled him to the sofa. Siwoo asked, "Aren't you afraid I might do something to s.h.i.+n? Are you sure you want to leave us alone?"

"Pardon?"

Woojin didn't expect such a comment from Siwoo, but the truth was, he always hated how Siwoo touched s.h.i.+n so familiarly. He couldn't control his sudden annoyance, so he asked sharply, "Were you planning to do something?" Woojin's voice sounded so cold that both s.h.i.+n and Siwoo looked surprised and confused.

In the end, the three of them gathered around in the living room. s.h.i.+n expertly poured the wine in two gla.s.ses. Siwoo asked, "Aren't you going to drink, Mr. Woojin?"

"My Woojin isn't a strong drinker."

"My Woojin? MY WOOJIN??"

Siwoo looked at s.h.i.+n in disgust. Woojin watched with interest; Siwoo's face was very expressive and it was fun to watch him. Noticing Woojin looking at him, Siwoo asked, "This jerk can be so corny, right? To say something like that… I can't believe it."

"I like it."

Woojin replied quietly and began to eat a piece of fruit, which were brought by s.h.i.+n. Ignoring Siwoo, who gaped in confusion, Woojin poured himself a shot of tequila and emptied the cup in one go. Siwoo smiled brightly and said to s.h.i.+n, "You were so wrong, jerk! He IS a strong drinker!"

s.h.i.+n sat down beside Woojin with a sigh. He looked at Siwoo worriedly, but Siwoo continued to look at Woojin. After a short silence, Siwoo pouted and said, "Woojin. I have known s.h.i.+n for a very long time."

"I know."

"Wow, so s.h.i.+n told you everything?"

"He told me before that dinner we had."

"Well, I guess you and I have known each other for just as long."

Woojin looked at Siwoo in shock. Siwoo smiled, but didn't laugh out loud. Siwoo had such a gorgeous face, but when he just smiled right now, he didn't look alright. For some reason, Woojin liked it.

Siwoo asked, "You are Jin Yoo, right?"

"…Pardon?"

Woojin never expected someone to recognize him, especially from high school. Siwoo continued, "I spied on you sometimes."

s.h.i.+n seemed confused, "Really? You never told me that."

"Of course, I didn't tell you. I wasn't ready for you to find out that I was gay at the time."

"What?"

"I was interested because Jin looked similar."

"To who?"

"Me."

"You gotta be kidding!"

s.h.i.+n exclaimed in surprise, but Woojin instantly knew what Siwoo meant.

The way Woojin looked at s.h.i.+n… That was how Siwoo looked at s.h.i.+n too.

Siwoo continued, "You always walked towards the swimming pool from the dorm at the same time every day."

"…"

"I'm right, aren't I?"

Siwoo smiled pleasantly, but he looked sad. Woojin slowly nodded, making Siwoo's smile wider. The fact that Siwoo knew how Woojin walked towards the pool… It meant that Siwoo also did the same.

When Woojin sighed deeply, Siwoo laughed and added, "Of course, things are very different now."

"…Yes."

"But at the time, you made me feel better, Uppercla.s.sman Jin Yoo."

"…"