Ray said to Siwoo with cold interest, "Your skin is pale… It's so easy to turn it red… Hmm…" Siwoo s.h.i.+vered in fear, because he saw that Ray's eyes were blank. Siwoo knew that he would have s.e.x with someone someday eventually, but he didn't want it to happen like this. It wasn't that he had no experience at all, but he just didn't want this. He knew that a.n.a.l s.e.x could be painful and difficult, especially the first time.

"It… it hurts. Y-you are hurting me."

"s.e.x is pain. Didn't you know that, little one?"

Ray laughed as he pushed Siwoo down on the floor. He lifted Siwoo's knees up and tried to take his pants off. When Siwoo flailed to fight back, Ray slapped him again. Siwoo began to cry quietly.

"Wow, you look even prettier when you cry."

"…"

Siwoo bit his lips to stop crying. He tasted his own blood and his fear escalated because it was obvious Ray was becoming more excited. Siwoo closed his eyes in resignation, and Ray seemed to have taken this as consent. He ripped Siwoo's s.h.i.+rt open and bit his neck. Siwoo knew his first time had to happen at some point, but he just couldn't make himself feel okay. He hated crying, so he turned away in an attempt to hide his tears.

Then suddenly, Ray fell to the side. R was standing next to them and he kicked Ray one more time until he hit the wall.

R said quietly, "I told you no rape."

Ray frowned, but ignoring him, R turned towards Chris and ordered, "Take this idiot out."

"R…"

Chris still looked aroused. He grabbed R's wrist desperately, and R just stared at Ray with a silent warning. After a few seconds, Ray stood up and took Chris out of the room. Even as they left, Chris called out R's name, but it was ignored.

Slam!

The door closed behind them. Siwoo was still on the floor, his cheeks wet. R touched Siwoo's hair and asked quietly, "You don't like being slapped around, right?"

"…"

"Come here."

When Siwoo looked hesitant, R smiled oddly. Suddenly, Siwoo felt a strange sensation because R looked so young. R definitely had a cold face, but when he smiled, he looked genuine.

Siwoo looked dumbfounded, which made R's smile only wider. R touched Siwoo's cheek and Siwoo looked back at him.

R said to him, "You look like someone I know, but you are actually very different."

"…What do you mean?"

"I'm saying you shouldn't cry."

R helped Siwoo up and embraced him warmly. Siwoo wasn't a small guy, but because he was very slim for a man, he fit right inside R's arms. Feeling safe, Siwoo smelled R's neck for the familiar scent, making R chuckle.

"You are cute."

"…"

"You've never had s.e.x before, have you?"

"…"

"Have you tried petting before?"

"…"

"It means touching each other."

Siwoo's face turned bright red and R grinned with interest.

"You wanna try it with me?"

"…"

"You don't dislike me, right?"

Softly and confidently, R stroked Siwoo's neck. Siwoo felt happy and when he closed his eyes, R licked the skin below Siwoo's eyes and laughed. R's breath smelled like delicious alcohol.

R whispered, "I will do it for you. Take it out for me." As soon as R said the words, Siwoo's p.e.n.i.s, which was flaccid, began to harden again. Siwoo was no doubt a very s.e.xual person. When he put his hand on his pants, R laughed and said to him, "No, not yours. Mine."

"…Huh?"

"Such a naïve young man."

R put his hand inside Siwoo's pants and Siwoo didn't fight him. The feeling of R's cold hand felt wonderful, so when Siwoo tried to get closer to him, R whispered with a chuckle, "Did you know that it feels even better when you lick it with your tongue?"

"I know that."

"Then take it out."

When Siwoo placed his hand on R's pants, R pushed it harder against himself. Siwoo whispered, "You are big."

"I know."

"But you did it already before."

"Yeah, I did. But now that I have you here, I got hard again."

R bit Siwoo's ear as he rubbed the tip of Siwoo's p.e.n.i.s. Siwoo gasped and R whispered excitedly, "You are so pretty."

Siwoo hated being called pretty, but when R said it, he liked it. When Siwoo panted breathlessly, R took out his hand from Siwoo's pants and showed him the sticky liquid on his fingers.

"Look at this. You are so wet."

"…Don't eat it."

R grinned and licked his fingers. This was bad, because Siwoo was becoming even more aroused. When Siwoo twisted his body in excitement, R licked his fingers as well.

Siwoo murmured, "…Don't."

"You always say no when you want and like something."

"…Mmmhh…"

"Say my name. Call me R."

"…R…"

R brought Siwoo's hand down to their p.e.n.i.ses, which were touching together now. R began to rub them together slowly and leisurely. It felt so different than when Siwoo did it by himself. R rubbed them together and caressed them expertly. Their eyes met and R said to Siwoo, "Your fingers are so s.e.xy."

"Ahh… mmmmh."

"I want to put mine in you the next time."

"Ahh… Aaaa…"'

R's hand… Siwoo's hand… and their most sensitive parts together… The intense and new sensation made Siwoo tear up. R smiled and asked, "Do you want me to kiss you?"

"Yes."

Siwoo didn't want to say no this time, because he was afraid this might be the last time he ever saw this man again. When Siwoo wrapped his arms around R's neck, R pushed his tongue into Siwoo's mouth. Their tongues danced with each other. Siwoo closed his eyes and began to move his waist hard against R.

"…"

It was a smooth but deep kiss. Lips against lips… Tongue against tongue… The burning heat from the kiss alone was enough for Siwoo to reach his climax. R suddenly ended the kiss and whispered again, "You are so pretty."

Siwoo buried his face on R's shoulder and groaned. Reaching his own o.r.g.a.s.m, R bit Siwoo's shoulder hard. It was a long intense relief for the both of them. They s.h.i.+vered, and recovering quicker than Siwoo, R caressed Siwoo's back.

Siwoo panted wordlessly, and R touched Siwoo's cheek. They were still in each others' arms and it felt like time had stopped.

Finally, R stood up and whispered to Siwoo, "Don't ever come back here."

"…"

"And make sure you have s.e.x with someone you love."

R gave Siwoo a slow chaste kiss. He was completely different than what Siwoo imagined. When Siwoo blinked slowly, R laughed and added, "And when you like something, just say so. Don't lie."

"…"

That was the first time Siwoo met R.