They continued to find and kill spots as they talked. Then she stopped. "I didn't think I wanted to think about it. I found her, I called it in, now it's for the USFS to deal with. But it's been gnawing at me ever since. It ... it shook me,"

she confessed.

"It would shake anybody, Rowan."

"Have you ever seen somebody after they've been-"

"Yeah. It sticks with you." And he knew talking about it, thinking about the hows and whys, helped.

"Summers are usually about this." She drowned a bucket-sized spot before it had a chance to grow. "Putting out fires, mopping them up, training and prepping to jump the next. But this summer? We've got crazy Dolly, my father going on a date, dead people."

"Your father dating ranks with vandalism and possible homicide and arson?"

"It's just different. Unusual. Like me sleeping with a rookie-which I haven't done, by the way, since I was one." "Points for me."

She shifted direction, angled south. Points for him, maybe, but to her mind change, exceptions, the different screwed up the order of things. After nearly two hours on spots, they rejoined the crew and shifted to mop-up mode. She pulled out her radio to take a call from the operations desk.

"We want the first load to demob," L.B. told her. "Second load and ground crew will complete the mop-up." "I hear that."

"The fed wants to talk to you when you get back."

"Can't it wait until tomorrow? I talked to the rangers, gave them all the details."

"Doesn't look like it. You can pack out. There'll be ground transportation for you at the trailhead." "Copy that." What the h.e.l.l, she thought, at least this way she'd get it all over with in one day.

SHE'D PLANNED on getting a shower first, but she'd no more than dumped her gear when the fed came looking for her. "Rowan Tripp?"

"That's right."

"Special Agent Kimberly DiCicco. I have some questions."

"The rangers already have my answers, but since we both work for a bureaucracy, I know how it goes." "Mr. Little Bear offered his office so we can speak in private."

"I'm not stinking up L.B.'s office. In case you haven't noticed, I'm pretty ripe with smoke and sweat."

She had to notice, Rowan thought. The agent's compact body was tucked into a black suit of cla.s.sic lines with a pristine white shirt. Without a hair out of place, her sleek nape-of-the-neck bun left her refinedboned, coffee-with-a- splash-of-cream face unframed. DiCicco's eyebrows arched over tawny eyes as she angled her head. "You've put in a long day. I'm aware. I'll make it as brief as possible." "Then let's walk and talk." Rowan stripped down to her tank and trousers. "Maybe I'll air out a little."

"Heads up."

She turned, caught the cold bottle of c.o.ke Gull sent her in a smooth underhand pa.s.s. "Thanks. Save me some lasagna." "I'll do what I can."

"Okay, Agent DiCicco." At Rowan's gesture, they walked outside. "You ask, I'll answer." "You could start by telling me how you came upon the body."

Already covered, Rowan thought, but went through it again. "With the way the fire was running," she continued, "I had to cut off the recon and make for a safe zone. I headed in, then hiked across the old burnout section and into the black. The area adjacent to where the fire had pa.s.sed through. I was heading for Lolo Trail. I could take that most of the way back to my crew. And I found her."

"Her?"

"I don't know. The remains were on the small side for a grown man." "You'd be correct. The victim was female."

"Oh. Well." Rowan stopped, blew out a breath. "That's better than the alternative." "Excuse me?"

"It could've been a kid. The size again."

"You contacted your operations desk immediately on the discovery?" "That's right."

"So, if I have this correct." DiCicco read back Rowan's movements, the times she'd radioed in her position and the situation through her recon to the report of the body. "That's a considerable area in a short amount of time." "When you catch fire, you're not out on a stroll or a nature hike. You move, and you move fast. It's my job to a.s.sess the situation on the ground, strategize a plan and approach with Gibbons, the line boss on this one, to recon and to keep Ops apprised of the situation and any additional support we might need."

"Understood. When you contacted Operations, you stated you believed the victim had been murdered and the fire started to cover up the crime." Should she have kept her mouth shut? Rowan wondered. Would this be done if she'd kept her speculations to herself?

Too late now, she reminded herself.

"I said what it looked like. I've been jumping fires for five years, and I worked with a hotshot crew for two before that. I'm not an arson expert, but I know when a fire looks suspicious. I'm not a doctor, but I know when a head's twisted wrong on a neck."

And now, d.a.m.n it, d.a.m.n it, that image carved in her brain again. "I acted on what I observed so the proper authorities could be contacted. Is that a problem?"

"I'm gathering facts, Ms. Tripp." DiCicco's tone made a mild counterpoint to Rowan's snap. "The medical examiner's preliminary findings indicate the victim's neck had been broken."

"She was murdered." Better or worse? Rowan wondered.

"The ME will determine if this is homicide, accidental, whether the neck injury was cause of death or postmortem." "Have you checked with the campground? Lolo Campground isn't far from where I found her, not for a day hike." "We're working on identifying her. You had some trouble here recently?" "What?" Rowan pulled her mind back from speculating on just how much force it took to break a neck. "The vandalism?"

"That's plural, isn't it?" DiCicco kept unreadable eyes on Rowan's face.

"According to my information, one Dolly Brakeman, employed at that time as a cook here, vandalized your room. You caught her in the act and had to be physically restrained from a.s.saulting her."

Temper burned through fatigue like a brushfire. "You walk into your quarters, DiCicco, and find somebody pouring animal blood on your bed. See how you react. If you want to call my reaction 'attempted a.s.sault,' you go right ahead."

"Ms. Brakeman was also questioned by the police regarding the vandalism of the ready room here on base."

"That's right. That little number cost us hours of time and could have cost more if we'd gotten a call out before we'd repaired the damage." "You and Ms. Brakeman have a history."

"Since you already know that, I'm not going over the ground again. She's a pain in the a.s.s, a vindictive one, and an unstable one. If the locals turned over the vandalism here to your agency, good. I hope it scares the s.h.i.t out of her.

Now look, I'm tired, I'm hungry and I want a G.o.dd.a.m.n shower."

"Nearly done. When did you last see Dolly Brakeman?" "Jesus, when she trashed my room."

"You haven't seen or spoken with her since?"

"No, I haven't, and I'd be thrilled if I can keep that record. What the h.e.l.l does Dolly have to do with me finding a dead woman burned to a crisp in Lolo?"

"We'll need to wait for confirmation of identification, but as Dolly Brakeman failed to return home last night-a home she shares with her parents and her infant daughter-as the victim and Ms. Brakeman are the same height, and thus far the investigation has turned up no other female missing, it's a strong possibility the victim is Dolly Brakeman."

"That's ..." Rowan felt her belly drop, the blood just drain out of her head while those unreadable eyes never shifted off her face. "A lot of women are Dolly's height."

"But none of them has been reported missing in this area."

"She's probably hooked up with some guy. Take a look at that part of her history." But she had a baby now, Rowan thought. Jim's baby. "Dolly wouldn't be on the trail, in the forest. She likes town."

"Can you tell me your whereabouts last night, from eight P.M. until you reported to the ready room this morning?"

"I'm a suspect?" Anger and shock warred-a short, b.l.o.o.d.y battle before anger won. "You actually think I snapped her neck, hauled her into the forest, then started a fire? A fire men and women I work with, live with, eat with every day would have to jump. Would have to risk their lives, their lives, to beat down?"

"You tried to a.s.sault her. Threatened to kill her."

"f.u.c.king A right I did. I was p.i.s.sed. Who wouldn't be p.i.s.sed? I wish I'd gotten a punch in, and that's a h.e.l.l of a long way from killing somebody." "It'd be easier if you could tell me where you were last night between-"

"I'll make it real easy," Rowan interrupted. "I had dinner in the cookhouse about seven, maybe seven-thirty. About thirty of the crew were in there at the same time, and the kitchen staff. We hung out, bulls.h.i.tting until close to ten.

Then I went to my quarters, where I stayed until the siren went off this morning. Squeezed into bed with the hottie you saw toss me this c.o.ke."

"And his name?" DiCicco asked without a blink of reaction.

"Gulliver Curry. He's probably in the cookhouse by now. Go ask him. I'm getting a G.o.dd.a.m.n shower." She stormed off, outrage burning a storm in her belly, slammed into the barracks.

Trigger had the misfortune of getting in her way. "Hey, Ro, are you-"

"Shut up and move." She shoved him aside, then slammed into her quarters.

She kicked the door, then the dresser, causing the little dish she tossed loose change into to jump off and crash onto the floor.

Her boots stamped the shards.

"Stiff-necked, tight-a.s.sed b.i.t.c.h! And it wasn't Dolly!" Fuming, she tore at the laces of her jump boots, then hurled them.

Dolly was the type who just kept rolling, she thought as she yanked off her clothes, balled them up and threw them. She made people feel sorry for her, or-if they were men-sweetened the pot with s.e.x or the promise of it.

She was the type who did whatever the h.e.l.l she wanted, then blamed somebody else if it didn't work out.

Her mother's type, Rowan decided, and maybe that was just one more reason she'd never liked Dolly Brakeman. Selfish, scheming, whining ... Her mother's type, she thought again. Her mother had died bleeding on the floor. Murdered.

Not the same, she told herself firmly. Absolutely not the same.

In the shower, she turned the water on full, braced her hands on the wall and let it run over her. Watched it run black, then sooty gray. She'd had enough of this s.h.i.t, enough of the sucker punches. What right did that federal b.i.t.c.h have to accuse her? She was the reason the body was found so quickly, the reason the feds had been called in the first d.a.m.n place.

By the time she'd all but scrubbed herself raw, the leading edge of temper had dulled into a sick fear.

Her hands shook as she dressed, but she told herself it was hunger. She hadn't eaten in hours and had burned thousands of calories. So she was shaky. That's all it was.

When the door opened, she whirled, felt the shaking increase as Gull closed it quietly behind him. "Did you tell that b.i.t.c.h you spent the night nailing me?"

"I told her we spent the night in here, in a bed small enough if you'd managed to roll over I'd've known it."

"Good. Good. She can stick that up her federal a.s.s." She pushed him back when he came to her. "I don't want to be coddled. Appreciate the alibi and all that. It looks like breaking my rule just keeps paying off. Whoopee."

She pushed at him again, but this time he got his arms around her, hard and tight, and just held on while she struggled against him.

"I said I didn't want to be coddled. I've got a right to blow off some steam after being questioned as a killer, an arsonist, as somebody who'd betray everything that matters to squash some little p.i.s.sant-"

She broke off, broke down. "Oh, G.o.d, oh, G.o.d, they think it's Dolly. They think Dolly's dead and I killed her."

"Listen to me." His hands firm on her shoulders, he eased her back until he could see her eyes. "They don't know who it is at this point. Maybe it is Dolly."

"Oh, Jesus, Gull. Oh, G.o.d." "There's nothing anybody can do about that if it is. If it is, n.o.body thinks you had anything to do with it." "DiCicco-"

"Was just informed you and I were together all night. There are plenty of people in the barracks who know we came in here together, and we came out together. So, if you're a suspect, I'm one, too. I don't think that's going to play for DiCicco or anyone else. She had a job to do. She did it, and now that part's over."

He ran his hands down her arms until he could link them with hers. "You're beat, you're shaky. She wouldn't have gotten to you like this if you'd been in top form."

"Maybe not, but boy, did she."

"Screw her." He kissed Rowan's forehead, then her lips. "Here's what we're going to do. We're going to go get dinner. You can listen to the rest of the unit express their pithy and colorful opinions over the fed asking you for an alibi."

"Pithy." That nearly got a smirk out of her. "I guess that would feel good."

"Nothing like solidarity. Then, we're going to come back here so I can give you an alibi for tonight." Now the smirk formed, quick and c.o.c.ky. "Maybe I'll be the one giving you an alibi."

"Either way works. Let's go before those hogs suck down all the lasagna." He gave her a.s.s a light pat as they started out. "And, Ro? Don't worry. If they arrest you, I'll make your bail."

The laugh surprised her. And smoothed out some of the jitters in her belly.

CHAPTER 15

After her morning PT, Rowan made a point of going to the cookhouse kitchen.

If there was one person who knew something about everything, and most everything about something, it was Marg.

"Lynn's reloading the buffet now," Marg told her. "Or are you looking for a handout?"

"I wouldn't mind."

With silver hoops dancing at the sides of her do-rag-yellow smiley faces over bright blue today-Marg reached for a pitcher. "You don't want to have breakfast with your boyfriend?"

Rowan answered Marg's smirk with an eye roll. "I don't have boyfriends, I have lovers. And I take them and cast them off at my will." "Ha." Marg poured a gla.s.s of juice. "That one won't cast off so easy. Drink this."