Miss Sheringham seemed unnaturally quiet as he led her toward the cooling shade. She was wearing a straw hat, but it was pushed so far back on her head that it did little to keep the sun off her face. A whirlwind off the lake pulled the hat completely off, so it lay against her back, hanging by the soft yellow ribbon knotted at her throat.
Chestnut wisps had escaped the simple knot at her crown and graced her brow and temples. Tiny beads of perspiration had gathered above her mouth. He had the irresistible urge to kiss them off. But resisted it.
Her eyes looked troubled. She was chewing on her lower lip. The sight of her plump lower lip, damp and soft, sent the blood rushing to his loins. Sinews and tendons flexed as he battled temptation. And won.
He waited for her to speak first, but they were far into the forest-far enough that they could not be observed by those boating on the lake or settled on blankets beside it-and she still had said nothing.
"Miss Sheringham?" he said at last.
Her eyes widened, as though she was not only surprised to find him standing across from her, but astonished to find herself alone with him. Her eyes darted like a cornered rabbit, scouting avenues of escape. "I thought the earl and countess were joining us."
"In a few minutes," he reassured her.
She relaxed, but only slightly.
"You seem disturbed about something," he said. "Can I be of help?"
"I should not even be speaking to you. Not after the liberties you took this morning. But ..."
"But ...?"
"It isn't working," she blurted out. "What you taught me isn't working on Julian."
"How do you know?"
"It isn't there! I don't see it when I am with him."
"What isn't there?" he asked gently. "What don't you see?"
"That look. The one in your eyes when you touched me. Before you kissed me." She cut herself off and began pacing, her strides long and agitated, limited only by the width of her flounced hem.
"I am being silly, I know," she said. "You and I were alone. Julian and I were standing among a host of people. Of course he could not share such a look with me in public."
She glanced up, and her gaze caught on his. "Oh, no," she whispered. "There it is again."
"It is only desire, Miss Sheringham. Nothing more." It could not be more than that. He would not allow it to be.
She shook her head. "No, Captain. I have seen lust in a man's eyes. You look at me with ... something more."
He could not speak. His heart was pounding. No. No. There is nothing more.
She took a step closer, searching his face. "What I see in your eyes makes me feel ... so much more ... than I feel with Julian."
He swore under his breath. "What you feel is merely desire, Miss Sheringham."
Her brow furrowed deeply. "Desire for you? How is that possible, Captain? I do not even like you very much."
He had never wanted her as much as he did at that moment. The situation was fraught with danger, as much for him, as for her. How had a chit of seventeen brought him to the brink of sexual frenzy? It was the look in her golden eyes when she focused them on him, the same look that must be reflected in his. A look of loneliness. A look of need. Desperate need.
"Eliza ..."
He did not realize he had used her first name until he saw the surprise on her face. He opened his mouth to correct himself and apologize for his forwardness, but the words never got out. His mouth was already on hers, and her arms had circled tight around his waist.
"Please let me in," he breathed against her closed mouth. "I want you, Eliza. I need you."
With a moan of surrender, she opened to him.
He thrust his hands into her hair, sending pins flying as the loosened knot fell free. Rich chestnut curls tumbled over her shoulders and down her back.
Some deep, dark place inside him blazoned with light as he drank his fill of her, his mouth rapacious, his hands plundering. He had never felt so out of control, so overwhelmed by passion. He could not stop himself from taking more ... and more.
Until he tasted salty tears.
"Dear God," he whispered as he lifted his head to stare at her tear-streaked face. "What have I done?"
"Nothing I did not want as badly as you," she rasped. "I do not understand why ... I cannot imagine what ..." She backed away from him.
He took a step toward her, ready to offer anything if she would not leave him.
She turned to run and stumbled over an almost buried log. Arms windmilling, she tried to catch her balance.
He reached for her, but only managed to grasp a single puffed sleeve before she began to fall. He held on until the fabric tore with a loud rrrriiiip.
He heard the breath whoosh out of her when she landed facedown, her hands spread wide to break her fall, in a century's collection of dead and moldy leaves.
He expected her to push herself upright, but when she lay unmoving, he crouched on one knee beside her. "Miss Sheringham? Are you all right?"
She rolled over with a painful grunt, opened her eyes, and stared up into the patchwork of leaves and sun above them. "I think that must rank very high on my list of graceless exits."
He chuckled and sat down beside her. "Doubtless number one."
He put a hand beneath her back and helped her sit up, then brushed a dead leaf off her face, leaving a streak of dirt behind. It was hard not to touch her more. Hard to remove his hand.
His stomach lurched when blood began to well from a cut on her lower lip. "You're hurt!"
"I am?" She looked at her hands and elbows, but they were merely dirty.
"You've cut your lip," he said. "Have you a handkerchief?"
She reached into her bodice but came away with nothing. "I have no idea where it could have gone."
"Mine has been used," he said, nevertheless reaching into his pocket. He rearranged the fold and handed it to her.
She reached up with a fingertip to search for the cut. And found it. "Ouch." Her finger came away bloody. "Is it bad?" She dabbed at her lip with the handkerchief.
"I don't believe so." He leaned closer, to take a better look.
A triumphant female voice announced, "I told you so! I expected no less from a rake like Captain Wharton. And no more from a woman who breaks the rules of Society as conspicuously as Miss Sheringham."
"Miss Whitcomb, I believe you should return to your mama," Major Sheringham said.
"I am here, Major," a disdainful female voice said from somewhere beyond him. "Come to me, dearest," Mrs. Whitcomb implored her daughter. "These are not sights for your tender eyes."
Julian did not need to say a word for Marcus to see that he was furious. They greeted each other with stiff-necked nods.
"Julian."
"Marcus."
Marcus rose slowly, helping Eliza to her feet at the same time. She stood frozen like a statue beside him, her eyes trained on Julian's reproachful features.
"I thought you were boating on the lake," Marcus said.
"The sway of the boat made Miss Whitcomb queasy. She preferred to walk in the forest. I obliged her."
"Conniving chit," Marcus muttered under his breath. Miss Whitcomb had taken terrible revenge for his slight. Regrettably, it was Miss Sheringham who would suffer the most.
Marcus glanced at Julian, who looked ready to murder someone. It was time to start explaining.
"This is not what it looks like," Marcus began.
"It looks like you ravished my cousin," Julian said in a deadly voice.
Marcus took one look at Miss Sheringham and realized even he would be hard-pressed to believe in his innocence-or hers. Her dress was torn, her lip was bloodied, and her hair was all about her shoulders. To make matters worse, they had been sitting on the ground, his hands on her face, their faces intimately close together, when they were discovered.
"The Earl and Countess of Denbigh are not far behind me," Julian bit out. "I am afraid we cannot rely on the discretion of either Miss Whitcomb or her mama. Word of this encounter will doubtless have spread to the entire party before you and Eliza reach the edge of the forest."
"Miss Whitcomb does have a way with wcrds," Marcus said bitterly.
"I think it best you pay your addresses to my cousin now."
Marcus opened his mouth to object, but Miss Sheringham was before him.
"Best for whom?" she demanded. "Despite the look of things, nothing happened here except a kiss. A kiss, Julian."
"Your dress is torn. Your lip is bloodied. It must have been quite a kiss, Eliza."
She made a disgusted sound. "I was running-" She stopped herself and said more calmly, "Captain Wharton and I were returning to the picnic, when I tripped over that log on the ground." She pointed to the half-hidden obstacle. "Captain Wharton grabbed at my arm to keep me from falling, but caught my sleeve instead, which tore. I cut my lip when I fell. The captain only knelt beside me because he saw I had hurt myself. That is how you found us."
"I suppose the pins dropped out of your hair when you fell, too."
"No. They did not," she admitted, her chin held high.
Marcus admired her quiet dignity. She could have lied. Julian would not have believed her, but he would not have contradicted her story.
"Have you an explanation?" Julian demanded.
She met his gaze levelly. "The pins fell when Captain Wharton kissed me."
A muscle in Julian's jaw jerked.
Marcus waited for his friend to confront him. He knew what was coming but still wished there were some way to avoid it.
"What do you have to say for yourself, Marcus?"
"I will make certain Miss Sheringham gets back to the house without further incident."
Julian shook his head. "I will hear a proposal before we leave this spot. My cousin has been ruined. This scandal, atop the other, will sink her for sure. I insist you take the necessary steps to mend the situation."
Marcus lifted a supercilious brow. "Miss Sheringham and I were merely strolling through the forest, Julian, when she tripped and fell. With your support, and that of the Earl and Countess of Denbigh"-he nodded to the arriving couple-"I am certain we can pass off this incident as the innocent encounter it was."
"Innocent?" Julian shook his head as he stared at his cousin's tangled hair. "I think not."
Miss Sheringham took a step toward Julian. "You could not be more wrong, Julian. Captain Wharton has acted entirely the gentleman with me."
Marcus saw that no one present believed her, not even the irrepressible Countess of Denbigh.
"He did nothing I did not allow," she persisted.
Julian snorted derisively. "Your defense of the rogue only makes you both look more guilty, Eliza." He turned to Marcus and said, "I demand to know your intentions toward my cousin, Marcus. I expect you will be riding to Ravenwood this afternoon to pay your respects to my brother and to ask for Miss Sheringham's hand in marriage."
Miss Sheringham gasped. "I do not wish to marry Captain Wharton."
"You should have considered that before you kissed him!" Julian snarled.
Miss Sheringham turned pleading eyes to the Earl and Countess of Denbigh. "Please, Charlie, is there nothing you can do to help me?"
Marcus watched the countess wring her hands. She exchanged a guilty glance with the earl, who said, "I am afraid your cousin is right, Miss Sheringham. This scandal will not soon be forgotten. You may avoid marriage with Captain Wharton, but you should know he may be your last chance for a suitable alliance. You are ruined, my dear. From this day forward, no gentleman of the ton can be expected to make you a proper proposal of marriage. I am sorry, but that is the brutal truth."
Miss Sheringham put a hand to her mouth, but an agonized cry nevertheless escaped. Her eyes welled with tears as she stared at the earl in disbelief and dread.
"I am waiting, Marcus," Julian said.
Marcus knew they all expected him to propose, even Miss Sheringham, who, in all likelihood, would refuse him. No doubt his brother would be disappointed in him if he abandoned her to her fate. But his reputation could not get much worse than it was. And he would not be forced into anything. He would rather endure the scandal.
He was sorry for Miss Sheringham's plight. But there was nothing he could do to help her without condemning them both to a lifetime of unhappiness.
Over the sudden lump in his throat he said, "I have no intentions at all toward the lady, Julian. As you would realize if you stopped a moment to think."
"Do you hear that, Eliza?" Julian said. "The infamous Beau has no intention of making an honest woman out of you. Oh, he will gladly take everything you have to give. But he offers nothing in return. I expect it must have been exciting to have such a notorious gentleman's attention, but you would have been better served-"
"Julian, please stop."
Miss Sheringham pressed her fingertips against her temples, where Marcus could see the pulse beating erratically.
"Leave her be," Marcus said rage growing inside him at Julian's attack on his cousin.
"You have no right-"