"Run!" I shouted at Lundist in case it hadn't occurred to him.

Actually, he was running, only in the wrong direction. I knew the years lay less heavy on him than an old man had a right to expect, but I didn't think he could sprint.

I moved to put the table, and the Nuban, between Lundist and me.

The Nuban unpinned both ankles as Lundist reached him. "Take the boy, old man, and go." He had the deepest voice I'd ever heard.

Lundist fixed the Nuban with those disconcerting blue eyes of his. His robes settled, forgetting the rush from the doorway. He held hands to his chest, one atop the other. "If you go now, man of Nuba, I will not stop you."

That brought a scatter of laughter from the cells.

The Nuban watched Lundist with the same intensity I'd seen earlier. He had a few inches on my tutor, but it was the difference in bulk that made it seem a contest between David and Goliath. Where Lundist stood slender as a spear, the Nuban had as much weight again, and more, corded into thick slabs of muscle over heavy bone.

The Nuban didn't laugh at Lundist. Perhaps he saw more than the prisoners did. "I'll take my brothers with me."

Lundist chewed on that, then took a pace back. "Jorg, here." He kept his gaze on the Nuban.

"Brothers?" I asked. I couldn't see any black faces at the bars.

The Nuban gave a broad smile. "Once I had hut-brothers. Now they are far away, maybe dead." He spread his arms, the smile becoming half grimace as he felt his burns. "But the G.o.ds have given me new brothers, road-brothers."

"Road-brothers." I rolled the words across my tongue. An image of Will flickered in my mind, blood and curls. There was power here. I felt it.

"Kill them both, and let me out." A door to my left rattled as if a bull were worrying at it. If the speaker matched his voice, there was an ogre in there.

"You owe me your life, Nuban," I said.

"Yes." He jerked the keys from Berrec's belt and stepped toward the cell on my left. I stepped with him, keeping him between Lundist and myself.

"You'll give me a life in return," I said.

He paused, glancing at Lundist. "Go with your uncle, boy."

"You'll give me a life, brother, or I'll take yours as forfeit," I said.

More laughter from the cells, and this time the Nuban joined in. "Who do you want killed, Little Brother?" He set the key in the lock.

"I'll tell you when we see him," I said. To specify Count Renar now would raise too many questions. "I'm coming with you."

Lundist rushed forward at that. He pivoted past the Nuban, delivering a kick to the back of his knee. I heard a loud click as the black man went down.

The Nuban twisted as he fell, and lunged for Lundist. Somehow the old man evaded him, and when the Nuban sprawled at his feet, Lundist kicked him in the neck, a blow that cut off his oath and left him limp on the stone floor.

I almost skipped free, but Lundist's fingers knotted in my hair as it streamed behind me. "Jorg! This is not the way!"

I fought to escape, snarling. "It's exactly the way." And I knew it to be true. The wildness in the Nuban, the bonds between these men, the focus on what will make the difference-no matter what the situation-all of it echoed in me.

From the corner of my eye I caught sight of the cell door opening. The click had been the key turning.

Lundist held my shoulders and made me face him. "You've no place with these men, Jorg. You can't imagine the life they lead. They don't have the answers you want." He had such intensity to him, I could almost believe he cared.

A figure emerged from the cell, stooping to come through the doorway. I'd never seen a man so big, not Sir Gerrant of the Table Guard, not Shem the stablehand, nor the wrestlers from The Slavs.

The man came up behind Lundist, quick, a rolling storm.

"Jorg, you think I don't understand-" The sweep of a ma.s.sive arm cut off Lundist's words and sent him to the stone floor with such force I'd have winced even if he hadn't taken a handful of my hair with him.

The man towered over me, an ugly giant in stinking rags, with his hair hanging down in matted curtains. The scale of him mesmerized me. He reached for me, and I moved too slow. The hand that caught me could almost close around my waist. He lifted me level with his face, and his filthy mane parted as he looked up.

"Jesu, but you're one hideous offence to the eye." I could tell he was going to kill me, so no point in being tactful. "I can see why the King wants to execute you."

Even from the anonymity of the cells the laughter was hesitant. Not a man to mock, then. Nothing soft in his face, just brute lines, scar, and the jut of bone beneath coa.r.s.e skin. He lifted me, as if to dash me on the stone, like throwing down an egg.

"No!"

I could see under the giant's arm, an old man and a red-haired youth had followed him out and were now helping the Nuban to his feet.

"No," the Nuban said again. "I owe him a life, Brother Price. And besides, without him, you'd still be in that cell waiting on the pleasures of the morrow."

Brother Price gave me a look of impersonal malice, and let me fall as though I'd ceased to exist. "Let them all out." He growled the words.

The Nuban gave the keys to the old man. "Brother Elban." Then he came across to where I'd landed. Lundist lay close by, face to the floor, blood pooling around his forehead.

"The G.o.ds sent you, boy, to loose me from that table." The Nuban glanced at the torture rack, then at Lundist. "You come with the brothers now. If we find the man you want dead, I kill him, maybe."

I narrowed my eyes. I didn't like that "maybe."

I looked to Lundist for a moment. I couldn't tell if he was still breathing. I sensed a ghost of the guilt I should perhaps have felt, the itch from an amputated limb, still niggling though the flesh has long since gone.

I stood beside the Nuban, with Lundist at my feet, and watched as the outlaws released their comrades. I found myself staring into the orange heat of the coals, remembering.

I remembered a time when I lived in the lie. I lived in a world of soft things, mutable truths, gentle touches, laughter for its own sake. The hand that pulled me from the carriage that night, from the warmth of my mother's side, into a night of rain and screaming, that hand pulled me out by a doorway that I can't go back through. We all of us pa.s.s through that door, but we tend to exit of our own volition, and by degrees, sniffing the air, torn and tentative.

In the days following my escape and illness, I saw my old dreams grow small and wither. I saw my child's life yellow on the tree and fall, as if a harsh winter had come to haunt the spring. It was a shock to see how little my life had meant. How mean the dens and forts in which William and I had played with such fierce belief, how foolish our toys without the intensity of an innocent imagination to animate their existence.

Every waking hour I felt an ache, a pain that grew each time I turned the memory over in my hand. And I returned to it, time and again, like a tongue to the socket of a missing tooth, drawn by the absence.

I knew it would kill me.

The pain became my enemy. More than the Count Renar, more than my father's bartering with lives he should have held more precious than crown, or glory, or Jesu on the cross. And, because in some hard core of me, in some stubborn trench of selfish refusal, I could not, even at ten years of age, surrender to anything or anyone, I fought that pain. I a.n.a.lysed its offensive, and found its lines of attack. It festered, like the corruption in a wound turned sour, drawing strength from me. I knew enough to know the remedy. Hot iron for infection, cauterize, burn, make it pure. I cut from myself all the weakness of care. The love for my dead, I put aside, secure in a casket, an object of study, a dry exhibit, no longer bleeding, cut loose, set free. The capacity for new love, I burned out. I watered it with acid until the ground lay barren and nothing there would sprout, no flower take root.

"Come."

I looked up. The Nuban was speaking to me. "Come. We're ready."

The brothers were gathered around us in ragged and ill-smelling array. Price had one of the warders' swords. The other gleamed in the hand of a second giant of a man, just a shade shorter, a shade lighter, a shade younger, and so similar in form that he could only have been squeezed from the same womb as Price.

"We're going to cut a way out of here." Price tested the edge of his sword against the short beard along his jawline. "Burlow, up front with Rike and me. Gemt and Elban, take the rear. If the boy slows us down, kill him."

Price threw a look around the chamber, spat, and made for the corridor.

The Nuban put a hand on my shoulder. "You should stay." He nodded to Lundist. "But if you come, don't fall behind."

I looked down at Lundist. I could hear the voices telling me to stay, familiar voices, but distant. I knew the old man would walk through fire to save me, not because he feared my father's wrath, but just . . . because. I could feel the chains that bound me to him. The hooks. I felt the weakness again. I felt the pain seeping through cracks I'd thought sealed.

I looked up at the Nuban. "I won't fall behind," I said.

The Nuban pursed his lips, shrugged, and set off after the others. I stepped over Lundist, and followed.

a.s.sa.s.sination is just murder with a touch more precision. Brother Sim is precise.

14.

So we rode out from Norwood. The peasants watched us, all sullen and dazed, and Rike cursed them. As if it had been his idea to keep them from a Renar bonfire and now they owed him a cheer as he left. We left them the ruins of their town, decorated with the corpses of the men that ruined it. Poor compensation, especially after Rike and the brothers had stripped the dead of anything of worth. I reckoned we could make Crath City by nightfall, riding hard, and be banging on the gates of the Tall Castle before the moon rose.

I shouldn't have been turning for home, picking up my old ways, and thinking once more about vengeance upon the Count of Renar. That's what instinct told me. But today instinct spoke with an old and dry voice and I no longer trusted it. I wanted to go home, perhaps because it felt as though something else required that I did not. I wanted to go home and if h.e.l.l rose up to stop me, it would make me desire it the more. We took the Castle Road, up through the garden lands of Ancrath. Our path ran alongside gentle streams, between small woods and quiet farms. I'd forgotten how green it was. I'd grown used to a world of churned mud, burned fields, smoke-grey skies, and the dead rotting on the ground. The sun found us, pushing its way through high cloud. In the warmth our column slowed until the clatter of hooves broke into lazy thuds. Gerrod paused where a three-bar gate led through the hedgerow. Beyond it, a field, golden with wheat, rolled out before us. He tore at the long gra.s.s around the gatepost. It felt as if G.o.d had poured honey over the land, sweet and slow, holding everything at peace. Norwood lay fifteen miles, and a thousand years, behind us.

"Good to be back, eh, Jorg?" Makin pulled up beside me. He leaned forward in his stirrups and drank in the air. "Smells of home."

And it did. The scent of warm earth took me back, back to times when my world was small, and safe.

"I hate this place," I said. He looked shocked at that, and Makin was never an easy man to shock. "It's a poison men take willingly, knowing it will make them weak."

I gave Gerrod my heels and let him hurry up the road. Makin caught me up and cantered alongside. We pa.s.sed Rike and Burlow at the crossroads, throwing rocks at a scarecrow.

"Men fight for their homeland, Prince," Makin said. "It's the land they defend. The King and the land."

I turned to holler at the stragglers. "Close the line!"

Makin kept pace, waiting for an answer. "Let the soldiers die for their land," I said to him. "If the time comes to sacrifice these fields in the cause of victory, I'll let them burn in a heartbeat. Anything that you cannot sacrifice pins you. Makes you predictable, makes you weak."

We rode on at a trot, west, trying to catch the sun.

Soon enough we found the garrison at Chelny Ford. Or rather they found us. The watchtower must have seen us on the trail, and fifty men came out along the Castle Road to block our way.

I pulled up a few yards short of the pikemen, strung across the road in a bristling hedge, double-ranked. The rest of the squad waited behind the pike-wall, with drawn swords, save for a dozen archers arrayed amongst the corn in the field to our right. A score of heifers, in the field opposite, saw our approach and idled over to investigate.

"Men of Chelny Ford," I called out. "Well met. Who leads here?"

Makin came up behind me, the rest of the brothers trailing in after him, easy in their saddles.

A tall man stepped forward between two pikemen, but not too far forward, no idiot this one. He wore the Ancrath colours over a long chain shirt, and an iron pot-helm low on his brow. To my right a dozen sets of white knuckles strained on bowstrings. To my left the heifers watched from behind the hedge, complacent and chewing on the cud.

"I'm Captain Coddin." He had to raise his voice as one of the cows let out a low moo. "The King signs mercenaries at Relston Fayre. Armed bands are not permitted to roam into Ancrath. State your business." He kept his eyes on Makin, looking for his answer there.

I didn't care for being dismissed as a child, but there's a time and place for taking offence. Besides, old Coddin seemed to know his stuff. Putting Brother Gemt out of his misery was one thing, but wasting one of Father's captains quite another.

I had my visor up already, so I used it to pull my helm off. "Father Gomst!" I called for the priest, and the brothers shuffled their horses aside with a few mutters to let the old fellow past. He wasn't much to look at. He'd hacked off that beard he grew in the gibbet-cage, but grey tufts still decorated his face in random cl.u.s.ters, and his priestly robes seemed more mud than cloth.

"Captain Coddin," I said. "Do you know this priest, Father Gomst?"

Coddin raised an eyebrow at that. He had a pale face, and now it went paler. His mouth took on a hard edge, like a man who knows he's the b.u.t.t of a joke that he hasn't worked out yet. "Aye," he said. "The King's priest." He snapped his heels together and inclined his head, as if he were in court. It seemed funny out there in the road, with the birds tweeting overhead and the stink of the cows washing over us.

"Father Gomst," I said. "Pray tell Captain Coddin who I am."

The old fellow puffed himself up a bit. He'd been listless and grey since Norwood, but now he tried to find a crumb or two of authority.

"Prince Honorous Jorg Ancrath sits before you, Captain. Lost and now returned, he is bound for his royal father's court, and you would do well to see that he gets there with proper escort . . ." He glanced at me, s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g up what courage he had behind the foolish remnants of his beard. "And a bath."

A little sn.i.g.g.e.r went up at that, on both sides of our standoff. It doesn't pay to underestimate a cleric. They know the power of words and they'll use them to their own ends. My palm ached for the hilt of my sword. I saw old Gomst's head falling from his shoulders, bouncing once, twice, and rolling to a halt by the hooves of a black-and-white heifer. I pushed the vision away.

"No bath. It's about time for a little road-stink at court. Soft words and rose water may please the gentry, but those that fight the war live dirty. I return to my father as a man who has shared the soldier's lot. Let him know the truth of it." I let my words carry on the still air, and kept my eyes on Gomsty. He had the wit to look away.

My speech earned no rousing cheer, but Coddin bowed his head and we had no further mention of baths. A shame, truth be told, because I'd been looking forward to a hot tub ever since I decided to turn for home.

So Coddin left his second to command the garrison, and rode with us. His escort of two dozen riders swelled our numbers to nearly sixty. Makin carried a lance from the Ford armoury now, flying the Ancrath colours and royal crest. The garrison riders spread word through the villages as we pa.s.sed. "Prince Jorg, Prince Jorg returned from the dead." The news stole ahead of us, until each town presented a larger and better prepared reception. Captain Coddin sent a rider to the King before we left Chelny Ford, but even without his message, they would know of us in the Tall Castle well before we got there.

At Bains Town the bunting stretched across Main Street, six minstrels, sporting lute and clavichord, played "The King's Sword" with more gusto than skill, jugglers exchanged twirling fire-brands, and a bear danced before the mill pond. And the crowds! People packed in so tight we'd no hope of riding through. A fat woman in a tent of a dress which was striped like a tourney pavilion saw me amid the van. She pointed and gave a shriek that drowned the minstrels out, "Prince Jorg! The Stolen Prince!" The whole place went mad at that, cheering and crying. They surged forward like wild things. Coddin had his men in quick, though. I forgave him his earlier slight for that. If peasants had reached Rike, we'd have had red slaughter.

On the Lich Road the brothers were more scared, but that's the only time I've seen more fear in them than there at Bains Town. They none of them knew what to make of it. Grumlow's left hand never left his dagger. Red Kent grinned like a maniac, terror in his eyes. Still, they'd learn fast enough. When they figured out the welcome that lay ahead. When they'd seen the taverns and the wh.o.r.es. Well, there'd be no dragging them out of Bains Town in a week.

One of the minstrels found a horn, and a harsh note cut through the tumult. Guards, red-robed with black chain beneath, cleared a path, and no less a man than Lord Nossar of Elm emerged before us. I recognized the man from court. He looked slightly fatter in his gilded show-plate and velvets, rather more grey in the beard spilling down over his breastplate, but pretty much the same jolly old Nossar who rode me on his shoulders once upon a time.

"Prince Jorg!" The old man's voice broke for a moment. I could see tears shining in his eyes. It caught at me, that did. I felt it hook something in my chest. I didn't like it.

"Lord Nossar," I gave back, and let a smile curl my lip. The same smile I gave Gemt before I let him have my knife. I saw a flicker in Nossar's eyes then. Just a moment of doubt.

He rallied himself. "Prince Jorg! Beyond all hope, you've returned to us. I cursed the messenger for a liar, but here you are." He had the deepest voice, rich and golden. Old Nossar spoke and you knew it was truth, you knew he liked you, it wrapped you up all warm and safe, that voice did. "Will you honour my house, Prince Jorg, and stay a night?"

I could see the brothers exchanging glances, eyeing women in the crowd. The mill pond burned crimson with the dying sun. North, above the dark line of Rennat Forest, the smoke of Crath City stained a darkening sky.

"My lord, it's a gracious invitation, but I mean to sleep in the Tall Castle tonight. I've been away too long," I said.

I could see the worry on him. It hung on every crag of the man's face. He wanted to say more, but not here. I wondered if Father set him to detain me.

"Prince . . ." He lifted a hand, his eyes seeking mine.

I felt that hook in my chest again. He would set me down in his high hall and talk of old times in that golden voice. He'd speak of William, and Mother. If there was a man who could disarm me, Nossar was that man.

"I thank you for the welcome, Lord Nossar." I gave him court formality, curt and final.

I had to haul on the reins to turn Gerrod. I think even horses liked Nossar. I led the brothers around by the river trail, trampling over some farmer's autumn turnips. The peasants cheered on, not sure what was happening, but cheering all the same.