"n.o.ble born!" I called out. "Flag o' truce." I didn't expect to get this far with my sword.

I caught the stink of the column and could hear the weeping. The prisoners turned blank eyes upon me.

Two of Renar's riders came forward to intercept me. "Where'd you steal the armour, boy?"

"Go f.u.c.k yourself," I said. I kept it pleasant. "Who've you got leading this show then? Marclos?"

They exchanged a look at that. A wandering hedge-knight probably wouldn't know one son of the House Renar from the next.

"It doesn't do to kill a n.o.ble prisoner without orders," I said. "Best let the Count-ling decide."

Both riders dismounted. Tall men, veterans by the look of them. They took my sword. The older one, dark bearded with a white scar under both eyes, found my knife. The cut had taken the top of his nose too.

"You're a bit of an ugly mess aren't you?" I asked.

He found the knife in my boot as well.

I had no plan. The pain in my head hadn't left any room for one. I'd ignored the wordless voice that had led me for so long. Ignored it for the joy of being stubborn. And here I was unarmed amongst too many foes, stupid and alone.

I wondered if my brother William was watching me. I hoped my mother wasn't.

I wondered if I was going to die. If they'd burn me, or leave me as a maimed thing for Father Gomst to cart back to the Tall Castle.

"Everyone has doubts," I said as Scar-face finished his search. "Even Jesu had his moment, and I ain't him."

The man looked at me as if I were mad. Maybe I was, but I'd found my peace. The pain left me and I saw things clear once again.

They led me to where Marclos sat on his horse, a monstrous stallion, twenty hands if it was one. He lifted his visor then and showed a pleasant face, a bit fat in the cheeks, quite jolly really. Looks, of course, can be deceiving.

"Who the h.e.l.l are you?" he asked.

He had a nice bit of plate on, acid etched with a silver inlay and burnished so it shone even in the dreariest of light.

"I said who the h.e.l.l are you?" He got some red in his cheeks then. Not so jolly. "You'll sing on the fire, boy, so you may as well tell me now."

I leaned forward as if to hear him. The bodyguards reached for me but I did the old shake and twist. Even with me in armour they were too slow. I used Marclos's foot as a step, where it stuck out from the stirrup, and got up alongside him in no time at all. He had a nice stiletto in a sheath set handy in the saddle, so I had that out and stuck it in his eye. Then we were off. The pair of us galloping out across the market field. How to steal a horse is the first thing you learn on the road.

We bounced along, with him howling and shaking behind me. A couple of the house-troops tried to bar the way but I rode them down. They weren't going to get up again either; that stallion was fearsome big. The archers might have taken a shot or three, but they couldn't make sense of it from that distance, and we were headed into town.

I could hear the bodyguard thundering along behind. It sounded as if they knocked a few men down themselves. They came close, but we'd taken them by surprise, me and Marclos, and got a start on them. And as we reached the outskirts of Norwood they drew up short.

At the first building I wheeled sharply, and Marclos obliged by falling off. He hit the ground face first. Another one that wouldn't be getting up again. It felt good, I won't lie about that. I imagined the Count getting the news as he broke his fast. I wondered how he'd like the taste of it. Would he finish his eggs?

"Men of Renar!" I shouted it hard enough to hurt my lungs. "This town stands under the Prince of Ancrath's protection. It will not be surrendered."

I turned the horse again and rode on. A few arrows clattered behind me. At the steps I drew up and dismounted.

"You came back . . ." Father Gomst looked confused.

"I did," I said. I turned to face Elban. "No fighting a retreat now, eh, brother?"

"You're insane." The words escaped in a whisper. For some reason he didn't lisp when he whispered.

The riders, Marclos's personal guard, led the charge. Now that they had fifty foot soldiers around them, they had found their courage. Up on the ridge the two dozen house-troops took their cue and began to run with the slope. The archers started to emerge from the thicket for better aim.

"These b.a.s.t.a.r.ds will burn you alive if they take you that way," I said to the five brothers I had with me. Then I paused and I looked them in the eye, each one. "But they don't want to die. They won't want to go back to the Count either way. Would you take old bonfire-Renar his dead son back, and smooth it over with an 'oh yes, but we killed scavengers . . . there was this boy . . . and an old man with no teeth . . .'?

"So mark me now. You fight these tame soldiers, and you show them h.e.l.l. Show them enough of it and the b.a.s.t.a.r.ds'll break and run." I paused and caught Brother Roddat's eye, for he was a weasel and like to run, sense or no sense. "You stick with me, Brother Roddat."

I looked to the thicket, over the heads of the men surging up from the market field and saw an archer fall among the trees. Then another. An armoured figure emerged from the undergrowth. The archers in front of him still had their eyes on the advance. He took the head from the first one with a clean swing. Thank you, Makin, I thought. Fat Burlow came out at a run then, barrelling his armoured bulk into the bowmen.

The troops from the ridge pa.s.sed by Rike's position and his lads set to gutting them from behind. Not the sort of odds Little Rikey favoured, but the word "loot" always did have an uncanny effect on him.

ChooOm! The Nuban's crossbow shot its load. He couldn't really miss with so many targets, but by rights he shouldn't be able to pick his man with that thing. Even so, both bolts. .h.i.t the lead rider in the chest and lifted him out of his saddle. Kent and the other two rose from behind the burgermeister's walls. They did a double-take when they saw what was coming, but choices were in short supply and they had plenty of arrows.

The Renar troops. .h.i.t our trip-pits at full tilt. I swear I heard the first ankle snap. After that it was all yelling as man went over man. Kent and Liar and Row took the opportunity to send a dozen more arrows into the main ma.s.s of the attack. The Nuban loaded his monster again and this time nearly took the head off a horse. The rider went over the top, and the beast fell onto him, brains spilling on the ground.

Some of those soldier boys didn't like the road so much any more and took to finding a way through the ruins. Of course they found more than a way, they found the brothers who were waiting there.

The archers broke first. There isn't much a man in a padded tunic, with a knife at his hip, can do against a decent swordsman in plate armour. And even Burlow was more than decent.

Three of the riders reached us. We didn't stay on the street to meet them. We fell back into the skeleton of what used to be Decker's Smithy. So they rode in, slowly, ash crunching under hoof. Elban leapt the first one from an alcove over the furnaces. Took that rider down sweet as sweet he did, his sharp little knife hitting home over and over. If you recall, I said Elban had a bite to him.

Two brothers pulled the second rider down, feinting in and out until they got an opening. He had no room to move his horse around. Should have got off.

That left me and Scar-face. He had a bit more to him, and had dismounted before he followed us. He came at me slow and easy, the tip of his sword waving before him. He wasn't in a hurry: there's no rush when the best part of fifty men are hard on your heels.

"Flag o' truce?" I said, trying to goad him.

He didn't speak. His lips pressed together in a tight line and he stepped forward, real slow. That's when Brother Roddat stepped up behind him and stuck a sword through the back of his neck.

"Should have taken your moment, Scar-face," I said.

I got back onto the street just in time to meet some huge red-faced b.a.s.t.a.r.d of a house-trooper who'd run his way up the hill. He pretty much exploded as the Nuban's bolts. .h.i.t him. Then they were on us. The Nuban picked up his mattock and Red Kent grabbed his axe. Roddat came past me with his spear and found a man to pin with it.

They came in two waves. There were the dozen or so who'd kept up with Marclos's bodyguard and then behind them, another twenty coming at a slower pace. The rest lay strewn along the main street or dead in the ruins.

I ran past Roddat and the man he'd skewered. Past a couple of swordsmen who didn't want me bad enough, and I was through the first wave. I could see that skinny b.a.s.t.a.r.d with the boils on his cheeks, there in the second wave, the one who'd joked about me on the fire.

Me charging the second wave, howling for Boil-cheeks's blood. That's what broke them. And the men from the ridge? They never reached us. Little Rikey thought they might be carrying loot.

I reckon more than half of the Count's men ran. But they weren't the Count's men any more. They couldn't go back.

Makin came up the hill, blood all over him. He looked like Red Kent the day we found him! Burlow came with him, but he stopped to loot the dead, and of course that involves turning the injured into the dead.

"Why?" Makin wanted to know. "I mean, superb victory, my prince . . . but why in the name of all the h.e.l.ls run such a risk?"

I held my sword up. The brothers around me took a step back, but to his credit, Makin didn't flinch. "See this sword?" I said. "Not a drop of blood on it." I showed it around, then waved it at the ridge. "And out there there's fifty men who'll never fight for the Count of Renar again. They work for me now. They're carrying a story about a prince who killed the Count's son. A prince who would not retreat. A prince who never retreats. A prince who didn't have to blood his sword to beat a hundred men with thirty.

"Think about it, Makin. I made Roddat here fight like a madman because I told him if they think you're not going to give up, they'll break. Now I've got fifty enemies who're out there telling everyone who'll listen, 'That Prince of Ancrath, he's not going to break.' It's a simple sum. If they think we won't break, they give up."

All true. It wasn't the reason, but it was all true.

9.

Four years earlier The baton struck my wrist with a loud crack. My other hand caught hold as it rose. I tried to twist it free, but Lundist held tight. Even so, I could see his surprise.

"I see you were paying attention after all, Prince Jorg."

In truth I had been somewhere else, somewhere b.l.o.o.d.y, but my body has a habit of keeping watch for me at such times.

"Perhaps you can summarize my points thus far?" he said.

"We are defined by our enemies. This holds true for men, and by extension, their countries," I said. I'd recognized the book Lundist brought to the lesson. That our enemies shape us was its central thesis.

"Good." Lundist pulled his baton free and pointed to the tablemap. "Gelleth, Renar, and the Ken Marshes. Ancrath is a product of her environs; these are the wolves at her door."

"The Renar highlands are all I care about," I said. "The rest can go hang." I rocked my chair onto the back two legs. "When Father orders the Gate against Count Renar, I'm going too. I'll kill him myself if they let me."

Lundist shot me a look, a sharp one, to see if I meant it. There's something wrong about such blue eyes in an old man, but wrong or not he could see to the heart with them.

"Boys of ten are better occupied with Euclid and Plato. When we visit war, Sun Tzu will be our guide. Strategy and tactics, these are of the mind, these are the tools of prince and king."

I did mean it. I had a hunger in me, an aching for the Count's death. The tight lines around Lundist's mouth told me that he knew how deep the hunger ran.

I looked to the high window where sunlight fingered into the schoolroom and turned the dust to dancing motes of gold. "I will kill him," I said. Then, with a sudden need to shock, "Maybe with a poker, like I killed that ape Inch." It galled me to have killed a man and have no memory of it, not even a trace of whatever rage drove me to it.

I wanted some new truth from Lundist. Explain me, to me. Whatever the words, that was my question, youth to old age. But even tutors have their limits.

I rocked forward, set my hands upon the map, and looked to Lundist once more. I saw the pity in him. A part of me wanted to take it, wanted to tell him how I'd struggled against those hooks, how I'd watched William die. A part of me longed to lay it all down, that weight I carried, the acid pain of memory, the corrosion of hate.

Lundist leaned across the table. His hair fell around his face, long in the fashion of Orient, so white as to be almost silver. "We are defined by our enemies-but also we can choose them. Make an enemy of hatred, Jorg. Do that and you could be a great man, but more importantly, maybe a happy one."

There's something brittle in me that will break before it bends. Something sharp that puts an edge on all the soft words I once owned. I don't think the Count of Renar put it there that day they killed my mother, he just drew the razor from its sheath. Part of me longed for a surrender, to take the gift Lundist held before me.

I cut away that portion of my soul. For good or ill, it died that day.

"When will the Gate march?" I left nothing in my voice to say I'd heard his words.

"The Army of the Gate won't march," Lundist said. His shoulders held a slump, tiredness or defeat.

That hit me in the gut, a surprise shot pa.s.sing my guard. I jumped up, toppling the chair. "They will!" How could they not?

Lundist turned toward the door. His robes made a dry sound as he moved, like a sigh. Disbelief pinned me to the spot, my limbs strangers to me. I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks. "How could they not?" I shouted at his back, angry for feeling like a child.

"Ancrath is defined by her enemies," he said, walking still. "The Army of the Gate must guard the homeland, and no other army would reach the Count in his halls."

"A queen has died." Mother's throat opened again and coloured my vision red. The hooks burned in my flesh once more. "A prince of the realm, slain." Broken like a toy.

"And there is a price to pay." Lundist paused, one hand against the door, leaning as if for support.

"The price of blood and iron!"

"Rights to the Cathun River, three thousand ducats, and five Araby stallions." Lundist wouldn't look at me.

"What?"

"River trade, gold, horses." Those blue eyes found me over his shoulder. An old hand took the door-ring.

The words made sense one at a time, not together.

"The army . . ." I started.

"Will not move." Lundist opened the door. The day streamed in, bright, hot, laced with the distant laughter of squires at play.

"I'll go alone. That man will die screaming, by my hand." Cold fury crawled across my skin.

I needed a sword, a good knife at least. A horse, a map-I s.n.a.t.c.hed the one before me, old hide, musty, the borders tattooed in Indus ink. I needed . . . an explanation.

"How? How can their deaths be purchased?"

"Your father forged his alliance with the Horse Coast kingdoms through marriage. The strength of that alliance threatened Count Renar. The Count struck early, before the links grew too strong, hoping to remove both the wife, and the heirs." Lundist stepped into the light, and his hair became golden, a halo in the breeze. "Your father hasn't the strength to destroy Renar and keep the wolves from Ancrath's doors. Your grandfather on the Horse Coast will not accept that, so the alliance is dead, Renar is safe. Now Renar seeks a truce so he may turn his strength to other borders. Your father has sold him such a truce."

Inside I was falling, pitching, tumbling. Falling into an endless void.

"Come, Prince." Lundist held out a hand. "Let's walk in the sunshine. It's not a day for desk-learning."

I bunched the map in my fist, and somewhere in me I found a smile, sharp, bitter, but with a chill to it that held me to my purpose. "Of course, dear tutor. Let us walk in the sun. It's not a day for wasting-oh no."

And we went out into the day, and all the heat of it couldn't touch the ice in me.

Knife-work is a dirty business, yet Brother Grumlow is always clean.

10.

We had ourselves a prisoner. One of Marclos's riders proved less dead than expected. Bad news for him all in all. Makin had Burlow and Rike bring the man to me on the burgermeister's steps.