"All right," Grinsa said. He looked down at Keziah. "Tavis and I will ride to Rennach, which shouldn't take us more than five or six days, if we push the horses a bit. From there we'll find passage on a merchant ship to the Crown."

"A ship?" Tavis asked.

"Yes, of course. Riding all the way around the gulf and up the peninsula would take far too long." He eyed the young lord. "Is that a problem?"

Tavis looked away. "I don't fare well on ships. I never have."

"If the weather's reasonably fair, the crossing should take less than a day. It's not like crossing the Scabbard during the snows. This time of year the Gulf of Kreanna is actually rather pleasant."

Tavis nodded, clearly unconvinced.

Grinsa looked at Keziah once more. "My point is, we can be in Helke in seven or eight days."

"But then you have to find the assassin."

"I dreamed of him, Keziah. I know where to look."

She wanted to say more, to argue the point until he changed his mind. But that wasn't Grinsa's way. He knew just as she did what he was risking. No doubt he realized as well that the journey he was about to undertake wouldn't be as easy as he made it sound.

For several moments she and her brother stared at one another, until finally, his eyes still locked on hers, Grinsa said, "Tavis, you should tell your parents that we're planning to leave. See if you can get those horses."

"When will we be going?"

"Tomorrow morning, at first light."

"All right." He regarded them both for a moment, then let himself out of the chamber, leaving Keziah and Grinsa alone.

"Does he survive the encounter you saw?" she asked.

"I don't know, but I think his chances are better with me there."

Back in the growing turns, when Grinsa had risked so much to save Tavis from the dungeon of Kentigern, Keziah had asked him if the boy was worth the possible costs. She nearly asked him again now.

"I don't know how you can bring yourself to leave them," she said instead. "It would kill me."

He closed his eyes briefly, taking a long breath. "I'm not sure that I can explain it. He has a role to play in this war before it ends. Killing the assassin isn't ita"to be honest, I'm not certain what it isa"but I sense that he can't do the rest if he's still consumed with his need for vengeance. And if he dies, and his destiny remains unfulfilled, we'll all suffer for the loss."

"And what of Cresenne? Doesn't she have a part to play in this as well?"

"Yes, of course she does. But I fear that . . . that I love her too much to see clearly what it might be." He swallowed, looking more unsure of himself than Keziah could remember. "For all I know, she did her part by having Brienne killed and betraying me."

Keziah shook her head. "I think there's more to it than that. She's not the same person she was then."

"I know."

She felt his weariness as if it were her own. Much as she wanted to convince him to remain, she understood that she could help him best by not trying to do so.

"If the Weaver comes for her again, you'll have to find a way to wake her," he said. "He can't make her remain asleep, although it may seem that way at times. This is something you need to learn as well." He held his face close to hers, his yellow eyes fixed on her own, as if he could will her to comprehend what he was saying. "When he hurts you, when he closes a hand round your throat, it's all an illusion. His magic only allows him to reach into your dreams. After that, he's using your magic and your mind to hurt you. So you have to train your mind to resist him. You can't panic, you can't give in to fear of what he seems to be doing to you. He can't kill you without your complicity. If you keep your thoughts clear, you should be able to wake yourself before he can harm you. Explain this to Cresenne. Work on it together."

Keziah nodded, feeling tears on her face again. "We'll try."

He started to say something, then stopped himself. Trying isn't enough, Kezi. He had said this to her before and no doubt he was thinking it now. But he merely kissed her and wiped away her tears with a gentle hand. "I know you will," he whispered. And left her.

The light in her chamber was just as she had envisioned it, soft and golden, deep orange from the sunset seeping through the small window to mingle with the bright yellow of the torches. She had bathed earlier in the day, rousing herself from her tears and her fright to clean the stale smell from her limbs and hair. Then she had bathed Bryntelle as well, so that they would both be clean for him on this last night.

He entered the chamber with food from the kitchens and a small carafe of wine. After the guard closed the door, Grinsa asked that he and his comrade leave the corridor so that the three of them might have some privacy. Just to the bottom of the tower, he pleaded. When the men refused, he pulled two daggers from his belt, stuck them in the wooden door just above its steel grate, and draped his overshirt from them so that it hung in front of the small window. This, too, was just as she had seen.

They ate, he sang to Bryntelle until she slept. And as night settled over the castle, moonless and cool, Grinsa took Cresenne in his arms and began to remove her clothes, gently and silently.

She hadn't been with any other man since their time together, and the memory of his touch seemed to awaken her passion as from a long sleep. His lips on her neck and breasts, his hands traveling her body, deft and sure. There was something familiar about it, and yet something new as well. Moving above him, her back arched, her hair falling loose, she finally found it within herself to admit what she had known for so long. She loved this man, and somehow, a gift of the gods, an offer of forgiveness beyond any she had imagined possible, he loved her as well.

She felt it in the rhythm of their movements on the small bed, in the way he gazed up at her, watching her love him.

A part of her wanted to hate herself for all that she had done to him, to the world in which their daughter would live. But his touch wouldn't allow it. If I can forgive you, he seemed to say with his kisses, his caresses, if I can love you, you must do the same for yourself.

And as she arced over him one last time, biting back a soft cry, her body seeming to burn with what he had done to her, what they had done together, she realized that she could do this much, for him, for herself, for Bryntelle.

Afterward, drained and sated, happier than she had been in many turns, and more afraid as well, she watched him sleep, touching his white hair, studying his face by the faint light that the window allowed into the chamber.

When the sky began to brighten with morning, he awoke, dressed quickly, and stooped to kiss her where she lay.

"I'll come back to you," he whispered. "To both of you. I promise."

He kissed Bryntelle, brushed her cheek with a slender finger. Then he straightened, and left the chamber, tears glistening on his cheeks.

It was all just as she had dreamed it would be.

She had seen much else in her vision as well, things that made her tremble for herself and for her child. She hadn't seen enough, however, to know if Grinsa could keep this last promise he had made.

CHAPTER.

Twenty-Four.

Curtell, Braedon, Amon's Moon waxing The high chancellor didn't have to look at Nitara to know that she was watching him, following his every movement with her ghostly pale eyes. He felt her stares as he might the breath of a lover, stirring his hair, touching the nape of his neck, the harbinger of a kiss. He had regretted turning her away from his bed every night since their encounter in his chamber, though he knew he had been right to do so. For years he had dreamed of finding a woman with whom he could lead the Forelands when at last his plans bore fruit. He had thought to make Cresenne his queen, and when he realized that she had betrayed him, he had turned such thoughts to Jastanne. Certainly it had never occurred to him to look for his queen within Harel's court.

There could be no denying that Nitara was beautiful and intelligent. When Dusaan first thought to turn Kayiv and her to his cause, he had considered the man the more promising of the two. Only as he spoke to them of the movement and its needs did he begin to see just how wrong he had been. She was brilliant, and Kayiv proved far more limited than the Weaver had hoped.

That she knew who and what he was only served to deepen Dusaan's fascination with the woman. It was one thing to touch Jastanne with his mind as she stood naked before him, her hair dancing in the wind on the plain he had conjured for her dreams. It would have been quite another to lie with a woman who knew his face and his name, as well as the extent of his power. He realized, however, that there were dangers as well, and thus far, his caution had overmatched his need and his passion.

The greatest risk, he felt certain, came not from Nitara herself but rather from Kayiv, who had been her lover until recently. Dusaan didn't know what she had told him, or how she had explained her decision to end their love affair. The Weaver had made her swear that she wouldn't tell anyone what she knew about him, and he had urged her to go back to Kayiv and repair their relationship. But though she had promised to keep his secret, she had made it clear that she couldn't love the minister anymore. And judging from the way Kayiv was glaring at the high chancellor, as the other Qirsi in the ministerial chamber argued some arcane point of Braedon law, Dusaan could only assume that the man had guessed where her affections were now directed. He might even have concluded that Nitara was already sharing the chancellor's bed.

Dusaan didn't fear the man. He had far more pressing matters with which to concern himself than the pique of a spurned lover. But the chancellor knew from what Nitara had told him that when she first began to consider that he might be the Weaver, she voiced these suspicions to Kayiv. If Kayiv's resentment ran deep enough, he might repeat what he heard to other ministers, perhaps even to the emperor.

He thought he could ease Kayiv's anger, and with it the danger that the man might act against Dusaan, if he could manage to speak with him in private. The mere need to arrange such a conversation, however, pointed to a far greater problem. Kayiv had cause to hate him, and therefore to spread rumors that he had betrayed the emperor, that he might in fact be far more than he admitted. Nitara, who knew for certain that he was the Weaver and did lead the movement, was in love with him. And though she seemed satisfied for now to love him from a distance, it was possible, even likely, that she would grow restive with time, coming to resent him for refusing to return her love.

Cresenne had betrayed him. Grinsa had seen his face. Yaella ja Banvel, first minister to the duke of Mertesse, had thought to blame him for the death of Shurik jal Marcine, her lover. In the past half year, the movement had lost, in addition to Shurik, Enid ja Kovar, first minister in Thorald, Paegar jal Berget, high minister to the king of Eibithar, and Peshkal jal Boerd, first minister to the duke of Bistari. Their deaths had little in commona"one had died at the hands of a drunken musician, another succumbed to the poison of a ruthlessly ambitious Eandi noble, and yet another died at the hands of the Weaver himself, who had been forced to kill Paegar to guard the secret of his identity. Only Enid had died as a direct result of her duke learning that she served the Weaver's cause. Yet it seemed to Dusaan that for the first time, his movement was in danger of being exposed to too much scrutiny. From what he had been told by his chancellor in Yserne, he gathered that the recent assassination attempt in Curlinte had fooled no one. The movement hadn't suffered for this failure. A minister loyal to the courts had been killed in such a way as to convince the duchess and Sanbira's queen that he was the traitor responsible for the assault. But they had been fortunate in this instance. A similar failure elsewhere might be disastrous.

Which brought him to the crux of the matter. He wasn't ready to reveal himself and challenge the courts directly; the Eandi weren't sufficiently weakened yet. But perhaps the time had come to push the emperor into a war with Eibithar. Such a conflict, if it succeeded in drawing Aneira, Caerisse, and Wethyrn into battle as well, might succeed where more subtle machinations no longer could. Even if the emperor gave the order to begin preparations for the invasion now, it would take another turn or two before the fighting began in earnest. Enough time, Dusaan believed, for the final pieces of his plan to be put in place.

Yes, the time had come at last. Perhaps this was a bit earlier than he had intended originally, but a skilled leader knew when to hold true to his initial designs, and when to change them to meet the exigencies of circumstance.

"Wouldn't you agree with that, High Chancellor?"

He stared blankly at Stavel. He had completely lost the thread of their discussion. "I'm sorry, Chancellor. My mind must have wandered."

The older man frowned. "I was saying that we may be able to satisfy both Muelry and Grensyn by making whatever solution we propose temporary."

The high chancellor shook his head, finding it nearly impossible to believe that they were still discussing this foolish dispute among the southern houses. The matter should have been settled days ago. "No wonder my attention drifted," he muttered.

A few of the ministers laughed, Nitara a bit too loudly. Kayiv didn't even smile, nor, for that matter, did Stavel.

Dusaan laughed with the others, though inwardly he berated himself for his carelessness. He didn't usually allow himself to be so thoroughly distracted. There could be no doubt: the time had come to move forward with his plans.

"Yes, Chancellor," he said. "That does strike me as an equitable solution to the problem. I'll mention it to the emperor, and I'll be sure to tell him that it was your idea."

Stavel nodded, obviously trying not to appear too pleased.

Dusaan stood. "Perhaps we should adjourn for the day."

The others stood as well, Nitara lingering as if she wished to speak with him privately. The Weaver, however, was watching Kayiv, who strode past the older chancellors toward the door.

"Minister," Dusaan called.

The man stopped, casting a dark look his way.

"A word, please."

Kayiv looked at the door once more, seeming to consider leaving anyway. His mouth was set in a thin line, his hands flexed restlessly, but he remained by the door, allowing the other Qirsi to file past him.

Nitara stared at the high chancellor for several moments, until it occurred to Dusaan that she was awaiting an invitation to remain as well.

"Was there something you wished to discuss, Minister?" he asked.

She furrowed her brow. "No, I . . . I merely thought . . ."

"I won't keep the minister long," he said, indicating Kayiv with an open hand. "Perhaps you can wait for him in the corridor."

Her face colored, her eyes straying to Kayiv briefly. An instant later she left the chamber, as if suddenly eager to get away. Dusaan closed the door.

"I hope you didn't think to fool me with that little deceit."

The Weaver gave a small frown. "I'm afraid I don't know what you mean."

"Please don't play games with me, High Chancellor. You know as well as I that Nitara wasn't interested in speaking with me. It's you she wants." He looked away, his gaze flitting about the chamber as if searching for an escape. "For all I know, she already has you."

"She doesn't."

Their eyes met. Kayiv appeared to be trying to gauge whether Dusaan was telling the truth.

"Please," the chancellor said, gesturing toward a pair of chairs in the center of the chamber.

After a moment, Kayiv stepped to one of them and sat. Dusaan did the same.

"You're right. I do know that she wasn't waiting for you. I said what I did to make her leave." He paused. If he was to keep Kayiv from turning on him, he'd have to allay the man's jealousy. And that meant being completely honest with him where the woman was concerned. "I'll also grant that you're right about Nitara. She has admitted that she harbors some . . . affection for me. But nothing has come of it, and nothing will. I have more important matters with which to occupy my time."

"I'm not certain I believe you."

"That's your heart talking, not your mind. Think about it for a moment. Given what I've told youa"both of youa"about my role in the movement, would I risk an affair with her, knowing that it would anger you, that if it ended badly, it would anger her as well? She's an attractive woman, and under different circumstances I wouldn't worry about bruising your feelings. But I'm not about to risk my life and the movement merely to bed her."

"Is this why you asked me to stay? To tell me that she's not your lover?"

"Not entirely, no. I did sense your jealousy, however. It concerns me that you conceal your emotions so poorly. Others in the movement, myself included, are depending upon you to be more subtle."

"You have nothing to worry about." He gripped the arms of his chair, as if waiting for the high chancellor to give him leave to stand.

"I'd like to believe that." Dusaan regarded the man for a moment. "Nitara told you that she believes I'm the Weaver."

"Yes." His eyes narrowed. "Are you?"

The Weaver gave an easy laugh. "What do you think?"

"I think she's so taken with you that she sees far more than is there."

He made certain that the smile remained on his lips, but he allowed just a hint of anger to shade his voice when he said, "Careful, Minister. I may not be a Weaver, but I'm still high chancellor, and I do have some influence with the leaders of the movement."

"Forgive me, High Chancellor. I forget myself."

"Don't give the matter a second thought." Dusaan stared out the window, watching a raven circle over the palace walls. "Tell me, Kayiv, are you comfortable with your decision to join the movement?"

Even without looking at the man, the Weaver sensed his unease.

"Of course I am, High Chancellor. Don't I appear to be?"

"I can't say for certain. You were reluctant the first day I spoke to you of allying yourself with our cause. I seem to remember you saying that you didn't trust me. At the time I assumed that Nitara would be able to convince you where I could not, and that the gold you were to be paid would do the rest, and I've continued to hope this would be the case in the days since. Now . . ." He opened his hands and shrugged. "I worry that perhaps your anger at Nitara will effect your relationship with us."

"I hated the Eandi before I met Nitara, and I hate them still, though I'm no longer with her. One has nothing to do with the other."

"Good. I'm pleased to hear that. But you haven't really answered my question. Hating the Eandi is one thing, working with the movement to end Eandi rule in the Forelands is quite another."

Kayiv nodded. "I know that. I'm with you, High Chancellor. You have my word."