"Says State Police Colonel Timothy C. Evers," and here a richer, deeper voice came across the radio, "'If I know my bad men, they'll head to land they know. Well, they'll run into our blockades and we'll take care of 'em the way they should be taken care of.'"

"That ole boy sounds ticked ticked," said Jimmy. "He sounds like we got him out of bed or something. Jesus."

"J-J-J-Jimmy?"

"Yeah, cuz?"

"He did so say we done killed them boys."

"Well, maybe they was real bullets in my my gun. But there weren't none in gun. But there weren't none in yours yours. You in the free. You was just 'long for the ride, Bub. Your cuz Jimmy wouldn't get you in no shit, that I swear. Wouldn't be cool at all. Now, we's just gonna head out to Blue Eye, pick up Edie and off we go. Figure we may lay up with an uncle I got over in Anadarko, Oklahoma. He'll-"

But Bub was crying.

"Bub, what's eating you, boy?"

"Jimmy, I want my mama. I don't want to go to no jail. I didn't want to kill nobody. Oh, Jimmy, why is this happening? It ain't fair. I never did nothing wrong, not nothing. I just want-"

"There, there, Bub, don't you worry 'bout nothing. I swear to you, you got it all up ahead: California, a job as a star's Number One Boy. You can bring your mama out there and buy her a nice little house. It's all set up. I swear to you, all set up."

Bub began to sniffle. His heart ached. He threw the gun on the floor. He just wanted to make it all go away.

"Well, lookie here," said Jimmy.

Bub looked up and saw a gaudy sign against the bright blue sky, but since it was midday, the sign wasn't turned on. It said "Nancy's Flamingo Lounge" and Bub noticed that all up and down the street were other places called "clubs," all of them with unlit signs and the sleepy look of nighttime spots. Jimmy pulled off the road and down a little driveway so that he was out back, in a parking lot area dominated by a large, blank garage.

There was utter silence.

"Hey," said Jimmy. "Guess what? We there. We made it. We gonna be fine."

Bub watched as the large garage doors of the structure peeled back and Jimmy eased the car forward. Darkness and silence swallowed them, cut only by some jangled music, far off, as from a cheap, small radio.

ROCK ROCK ROCK around the clock tonight ROCK ROCK ROCK 'til the broad daylight!

"Cool," said Jimmy.

3.

When he got there, he thought everything would clear up, but instead-and of course-things simply got more confused. He took a room in a cheap motel near the Mexican quarter of town and spent the morning fretting in his room about his next step. Here's what he came up with: no next step.

Ultimately, he decided to go for a walk on the dumb hope that he'd just get lucky, that things would just work out, as they usually did. But of course the one fact he knew precisely and totally was that things didn't always work out. That's why he was here, because sometimes things don't work out, violence and craziness break out, people die, lives are destroyed.

It was so much hotter and brighter. It was, after all, the desert, but he'd had a different image of it, somehow. What he saw was a spine of purple mountains, or hills, actually, blocking the horizon in one direction and in all the others just low rills of hills crusted with spiny, scaly vegetation, the odd cactus pronging up off the desert floor like some kind of twisted tree of death. The color green was largely absent from a World now dominated by browns, ochers and pewters.

The town was total jerkwater; it lay along a single main street, fast-food joints at one end, trailer parks and quasi "suburban" places back a little bit farther under imported palms, and the rest scabby little shops, many boarded up, convenience stores, a grocery, a dry cleaner, cowboy and Indian "souvenir" places for the odd, lost tourist, any small town anywhere too far off the interstate. This state happened to be Arizona and the town happened to be called Ajo.

So Russ walked up and down the street and saw nothing and didn't get lucky. He found a bar-cafe and eventually had lunch, listening to cowboys talk in low hushed voices about nothing much. Nobody noticed him. Finally, he paid the bartender the five dollars for the sandwich and thought he caught a semihuman smile of acknowledgment.

"Say," he said, "I wonder if you can help me."

"Oh, I bet it is I know what you want, son."

"Is it that obvious?"

"It's pretty goddamned obvious."

"You get a lot of guys like me?"

"Some like you. And other kinds too. Had a German TV crew in town for close to a month. Sold 'em maybe a thousand dollars' worth of barbecue. The soundman, Franz, he really got to liking my wife's barbecue."

"But they didn't get anywhere?"

"Nope. Not them. Not nobody. Had a real slick fellow from New York. He acted like he owned the world and we was his employees. He was out here for six weeks. He'd done a lot of big business. He'd set up a deal with that fellow they executed in Utah and with O.J. himself. But he didn't get nowhere. And a French magazine writer. Some babe. Wish she'd come to write about me me. I'd have told her all my secrets, even the secret to my wife's barbecue."

"Does anybody ever see him? Does he come out?"

"Oh, he's about. Tall, quiet fellow, keeps to himself mostly. Married a damn fine woman. They got a little girl now. But he lives a life. He does things, sees things, mixes."

"Can you tell me where he lives?"

"Can't do that, son. He wouldn't want me to. I respect him. You have to respect him. I think he just wants the world to leave him alone."

"I do do respect him," said Russ. "That's why I'm here." respect him," said Russ. "That's why I'm here."

"You're probably going to fail. Everybody else has. Why should you be different?"

Why should should I be different? Russ thought. Yes, key question. I be different? Russ thought. Yes, key question.

"Well," Russ said, "I bet it's something nobody ever threw at him before. It's not even about him."

"Then just be patient, son. He'll know you're here. Probably knows already. People tell him things, you know."

"Yeah, I know. Well, thanks. I'll probably end up buying my thousand dollars' worth of barbecue too. I'm in for the long haul."

Russ went out-ouch! that blinding sun-and fumbled for his sunglasses. As he got them on, a pickup truck pulled down the road and Russ thought he saw him: a lean man, suntanned and leathery, with calm, squinty eyes. But no; it was just a fat cowboy.

He ambled up and down the street, trying for eye contact with the locals, but all he got was the grim stare of smalltown America that proclaimed: No trespassing. Eventually, he went back to the motel and got out his file again.

The exhibits were tattered and dry, a few a little greasy, from being handled too much. If reading could have drawn the blackness out of the ink, then they'd be faded as well; but it hadn't and they weren't. Modern industrial printing: vibrant, colorful, indestructible.

The most famous item was the Newsweek Newsweek cover from that month in 1992 when he'd been the most wanted man in America. "Bob Lee Swagger," it said, "hero turned assassin." cover from that month in 1992 when he'd been the most wanted man in America. "Bob Lee Swagger," it said, "hero turned assassin." Time Time, which he didn't have, had run the same shot: "Bob Lee Swagger, Vietnam's Tragic Legacy." It was an old picture of Swagger, taken in Vietnam. It told everything and nothing: a southern face, somehow, a man in his twenties who could have been in his forties, with a jaw so grim and skin so tight he looked a little like a death's head, which in a way he was. He wore tiger camouflage and a marine boonie cap; the eyes were narrow and hooded, allowing no contact with the world on any terms save their owner's; they lurked behind sharply etched cheekbones. It was almost a nineteenth-century face: he looked like a cavalry trooper with Mosby or one of Quantrill's raiders or someone who'd lugged a Colt down to the OK Corral-and come back again five minutes later, the job done. On the magazine cover, in the crook of his arm there rested a sleek rifle with about a yard of scope atop it, and it had been well established that with that tool he was one of the world's foremost hunters of men.

Russ passed on the cover shot and looked at other photos, which had come out of the photo morgue of his recent employer, the Daily Oklahoman Daily Oklahoman of Oklahoma City. These were shots taken at the mysterious 1992 hearing that ended Bob Lee Swagger's two months of celebrityhood and marked his return to total self-willed obscurity. He was like T. E. Lawrence hiding as Shaw the aircraftsman, a man who had an almost physical need for anonymity. He had just vanished, amazing in an America that quite routinely awarded celebrity with huge amounts of cash. But no: no book deals, no movies, no TV specials, no answers to the provocative questions some analysts had raised, suggesting that he knew things no one else knew. There'd been a rip-off novel from someone way on the outside and a number of patch-job articles in the survivalist and gun-nut press, all misleading, all vague and speculative, all, Russ knew, of Oklahoma City. These were shots taken at the mysterious 1992 hearing that ended Bob Lee Swagger's two months of celebrityhood and marked his return to total self-willed obscurity. He was like T. E. Lawrence hiding as Shaw the aircraftsman, a man who had an almost physical need for anonymity. He had just vanished, amazing in an America that quite routinely awarded celebrity with huge amounts of cash. But no: no book deals, no movies, no TV specials, no answers to the provocative questions some analysts had raised, suggesting that he knew things no one else knew. There'd been a rip-off novel from someone way on the outside and a number of patch-job articles in the survivalist and gun-nut press, all misleading, all vague and speculative, all, Russ knew, wrong wrong. But one of them had contained one nugget of information: that Swagger had evidently come to roost in Ajo, Arizona, with his new wife, the handsome woman who had attended the explosive hearing.

Therefore, thought Russ, I am in Ajo, Arizona, in a cheap motel, running out of money and time and luck I am in Ajo, Arizona, in a cheap motel, running out of money and time and luck.

Finally, on the fifth day, as Russ chomped through his last morsel of barbecue while not facing the reality that his funds were getting dangerously low, the bartender came over.

"Say there," the man whispered, "did you know that a certain party sometimes comes to town today?"

Russ swallowed.

"Yes sir. It's Friday. He comes in to lay in supplies at the Southern States. Now, I may have this mixed up with someone else, but I'd say I just saw a certain pickup heading down in that direction and if I was you, that's where I'd relocate myself."

"Great!" blurted Russ.

"You didn't hear nothing from me."

"Not a thing."

Russ fumbled with his sunglasses and sprinted out. Southern States, Southern States? Yes, Russ remembered, two blocks down, where the ranchers gathered in the mornings before work and then returned to after work, where you could buy anything from sacks of grain to half-million-dollar International Harvester threshers. Russ was so excited he got a little mixed up, but then got himself under control and decided, rather than driving, to just hoof it.

He turned and sprinted, his feet flying, ducking along the covered sidewalk, around the odd party of tourists, past some lolling teenagers, feeling like a complete jerk. No: feeling somehow flushed and excited. Once in his career on the Oklahoman Oklahoman he'd had to sub for the vacationing movie critic and go on what was called a junket, where he'd flown down to New Orleans and sat at a table in a hotel banquet room when Kevin Costner and Clint Eastwood were paraded around the room, a half an hour per table. It was of course a completely ridiculous situation, but when he first saw the two men entering the big hotel room, he felt as he felt now: giddy, goofy, unprepared, callow as a pup, completely unworthy. And they were only movie stars and turned out to be, at least as far as he could tell in the time he shared with them at the big tables, fairly decent guys but pretend heroes. he'd had to sub for the vacationing movie critic and go on what was called a junket, where he'd flown down to New Orleans and sat at a table in a hotel banquet room when Kevin Costner and Clint Eastwood were paraded around the room, a half an hour per table. It was of course a completely ridiculous situation, but when he first saw the two men entering the big hotel room, he felt as he felt now: giddy, goofy, unprepared, callow as a pup, completely unworthy. And they were only movie stars and turned out to be, at least as far as he could tell in the time he shared with them at the big tables, fairly decent guys but pretend heroes.

Now, this guy was a real real hero: in war and in peace, he'd done extraordinary things. As Russ ran and as his excitement mounted, his concentration scattered; his mind seemed full of glistening soap bubbles. hero: in war and in peace, he'd done extraordinary things. As Russ ran and as his excitement mounted, his concentration scattered; his mind seemed full of glistening soap bubbles.

A plan, he thought, you need a plan you need a plan.

But before he could hatch a plan, his shoes took him around a corner and into the parking lot that lay in front of the Southern States store. It was a gravel lot and dust hung in the air; Russ stopped, and drank in what looked like a scene from some documentary on America's working habits. This would be the rural division, as imagined by someone with the mordant glee of Hieronymus Bosch and the eye for detail of Norman Rockwell: Everywhere it seemed that farmers or ranchers or cowboys milled in the yard, swapping yarns near their pickups or backslapping and grab-assing in little clots. In the background were cattle pens and there was some lowing from the imprisoned animals. It looked like Saturday night at the railhead; where was John Wayne? Well, dammit, John Wayne was everywhere everywhere.

These men all had craggy brown faces and seemed woven together out of rawhide and pemmican. All were encased in dusty denim and leather from head to toe in a dozen different shades, all wore boots beat to hell and gone, but the headgear was various: straw hats, Stetsons both domed and flat, brims curly or straight, baseball caps, engineer caps, even a fishing cap or two.

Out of such chaos Russ could make no sense at all, and felt as out of it as an African American at the local Klan meeting. But they seemed to be so enjoying themselves that they paid him no mind at all, and he wandered among them, looking for a set of features he could match with the features he'd memorized off the magazine cover and the more recent photos. He'd guess a man like Bob would leave a wake of wannabes, would be at the center of a circle of acolytes, so he looked for a king among all these princes. He could make out none, and now, one or two at a time, the boys would peel out and begin to leave.

"What's going on?" he asked one old-timer.

"Friday noontime, they haul in to reload on supplies. Lots of spread-out places here. More'n you'd imagine. The boys all git together for a bit of joshing time on Friday noons."

"I see," he said.

He wandered on through the thinning crowd, utterly failing to connect any of these tawny, ageless men who seemed from a different race altogether with his image of Bob Lee Swagger.

He reached at last the supply house, where some laborer was throwing sacks of feed into the back of a weathered green pickup.

Russ froze and then unfroze and just stared.

The man was tall and sweaty and had wrapped a red bandanna around his throat to soak up the sweat. He wore the faded jeans and faded denim shirt of a cowboy, but was also wearing a battered, faded red baseball cap that said RAZORBACKS RAZORBACKS.

The man felt him staring and looked him hard in the eyes and yes, yes it was him: older than Russ expected, and browner, almost the color of Navajo pottery, without an extra ounce of flesh anywhere on his face. His skin was a nest of fissures and crags, taut yet ruination itself. The pewter eyes were so intense they burned like lasers. He looked not at all romantic or heroic: he looked like a hot tired sweaty man with a lot of work still to do. He looked grumpy as hell, and maybe mean too. He looked like he could whip Russ's ass.

"What are you staring at, sonny?" he demanded.

Russ was overcome with shame. But also excitement, and he ran to him and blurted, "Mr. Swagger? Mr. Bob Lee Swagger. I came a long way to see you."

"Well, you wasted your goddamned time," said Swagger. "You go write your goddamned book on your own. I ain't explaining myself to a pup like you or the best writer on earth. I hate writers. I really really hate writers. Now go on, get out of my way." hate writers. Now go on, get out of my way."

With that, he climbed behind the wheel of his truck and headed off.

Bob worked the horse. The horse had an eye condition, an ulcerated pupil which had infected, possibly from fly contamination. The infection had spread mysteriously and monstrously until the eye looked like an eight ball sheathed in mildew, and terrible acne had formed on the face all the way up to the ear and halfway down to the nostrils. He was a beautiful gray gelding named Billy, and the girl who owned him had done a good job building him up and bringing him along until the eye thing.

"It's the worst disease anyone in our family has ever gotten," said the girl's mother. "He could die die from it." from it."

"Now, now," Bob had told her, but mainly told the grave little girl who hadn't said a word, "the vet's done all he can. You got to trust the medicine and we won't miss a night, and you got to trust us. We'll take the best care of Billy that can be taken."

Bob Lee Swagger, having survived nearly fifty years of a life that included various adventures in the Marine Corps (three tours in the Southeast Asian War Games, Second Place Finish) and a private life that was amazingly complex, had ended up the one way he'd never thought he'd end up: happy.

Now, who in hell would have thought such a thing?

For one thing, the dry Arizona weather had a miraculously curative power over his reconstructed left hip, where a 148-grain 7.6254 full-metal-jacketed bullet launched at over 2,600 feet per second had torn out a hideous amount of bone and cartilage. It had taken the government a long year in a vet hospital to get the thing rewired and even then, after all that time, it had been a jury-rigged job and for a good twenty years he'd awakened each morning with the reminder that if you hunt men for a living, they by God hunt you back. The pain possibly had led to the drinking, but possibly not: he'd stayed drunk and mean for nearly a decade to bury pains that maybe had nothing to do with his hip and could not otherwise be rewired, memories of young men thrown away for so much nothing, except possibly a name on a black wall. That took time to work out and make peace with and now the blessed lack of hurt down there where he was rebuilt was extra gravy every goddamned day. But that was only part of it.

The other part of it was the wife. A woman. Julie Fenn, R.N. She'd once been a picture carried between the helmet and the helmet liner by his spotter, one of the great young men who came home from the land of bad things in a rubber bag in a wooden box. Some short circuit in the universe had decreed that Bob meet Julie many years later; when he'd seen her, he'd known: This is the one. There is no other. And by the same token, she'd known that of him, and now they were married, had a little girl named Nicki who wrote her name YKN4 backwards and scrambled, the age tossed in too, on all her drawings of horses. It was so good, so many of the things he'd thought he'd never have, because he had been exiled from the rest of the human community, because he'd done his country's bidding with a rifle and gone out and officially killed 87 enemy soldiers, one at a time, over a long distance. He knew, of course, that he'd killed 341. Now all that was somehow forgotten.

And then the last thing, the goddamned frosting on the goddamned cake: the horses. This was the best work there was. There was something about a horse that he loved. They told no lies and if you handled them well, they responded. He never met one that was ambitious or jealous or hypocritical. They were honestly stupid creatures, strong and dumb as oxen, but with that magic component that he so loved in animals even when he'd hunted them, which he did no more: some magic would come over them and in a flash they'd go from grazing herbivores to sheer dancing beauty on the hoof. To watch them run-especially, say, under the tutelage of some small girl like the one that owned Billy or the one that was his own and would grow in time to be a horsewoman herself-to watch them run, all that muscle playing under the skin, all that dust ripping up beneath their powerful hooves, by God, that was a kind of happiness that could be found in no bottle and in no rifle and he'd looked for happiness in both places.

He worked Billy. It was called lunging; the horse is on a tether and if you work it around in circles, cantering twenty feet out on a lunge line, driving it with a lunge whip or, as now, if you've bonded with the horse, with voice alone.

"Come on now, Billy," Bob crooned, and Billy's muscles splayed and flexed as the horse rotated around Bob, though to Bob it was straight ahead of him, because he was rotating with it. The dust rose and clung to the gray's sweaty shoulders; he'd need a good rubdown afterwards, but that was all right, because they were coming to get Billy that afternoon.

Twenty minutes. When Billy had begun to recover, Bob had started lunging him, to get the softness and soreness out of his limbs, get those muscles hard and sleek and defined again, get him back to what he'd once been. In the beginning, the animal had balked, still unsure because the ulceration had eaten into his vision and he only saw 60 percent in the bad eye, and could only go seven or eight minutes before beginning to act out; now he did twenty minutes three times a day, no problem, and was looking as if he could show again soon.

"Okay, boy," Bob called, and began to draw in the lunge line that ran to a halter called a caveson. Slowly, he brought the horse in and at last halted him. He snapped off the line, removed the caveson and threw a halter over him. Now he'd walk the animal for another twenty minutes to cool him down; you never put a hot horse away. Then he'd wash him off. Mrs. Hastings and Suzy would pick him up at three, and it would work out just fine. Billy would be gone back to his life.

You had to do something and this was it for Bob. His marine pension still came in, his wife, Julie, still worked three days at the Navajo reservation clinic, and sometimes more if necessary, and there was just enough for everybody to have everything they needed.

"Daddy?"

Nicki was four, blond, and a tough little thing. It's good to raise them on a ranch twenty miles from town, he thought: teach them to get up early and go feed the animals with you, form their character early to hard work and responsibility, as his had been formed, and they'll turn out fine. He had been raised with a father lost to grotesque tragedy; nothing like that would happen to his child.

"Yes, YKN4?"

"Billy's sweaty."

"Yes, he is, baby girl. We got him lathered up fine. Just a good workout. Now we got to get him cooled down."

"Are they coming to take Billy today?"

"Yes, baby girl, they are. He's all better now. See, some scars, some vision loss, but other than that, he's okay. We got him through it."

"I'll miss Billy."

"I'll miss him too. But he has to go back to his life. That girl Suzy, she's missed him too the last four weeks. Now it's her turn to be happy."

YKN4 wore jeans and Keds and a little polo shirt. She was, as are all children who pass the better part of their times in barns among horses, dirty and happy. She bobbed along beside her father as he took Billy in slow, cooling circles around the corral until finally the animal's breathing had returned to normal.