I woke up coughing and choking. I was in someone's arms. I looked up to see the face of Alec. He had got my message then. I looked at my ankles and they still had the chain and weight on. Jesus Alec must be strong. He took the chain and weight of me and threw it to the side. He hugged me and I hugged back. I cried in to his chest saying that I was sorry. He rubbed my back and I heard wolves near us. I turned and saw Rose, Harvey, Danial and Bradley looking at me with relief in their eyes. They came over to hug me. I cried harder saying that I was sorry again. Bradley asked what happened when I was under that changed my mind and I told him what happened. He was surprised and said that it was very dangerous. Alec didn't let go of me and held me as tight as he could without breaking me. I hugged him back surprisingly. They took me straight to the pack hospital again to make sure that I was okay and the doctor said that I just needed rest. I knew there was no way that they were going to let me stay by myself but I wasn't even going to argue. I had to open up like my mum said. I couldn't become heartless and disappoint her. Alec was by my side the whole time. He had me laying on him in the car. Sitting next to me in the hospital. Carrying me so I didn't have to walk. Finally helping me get dressed in to clean clothes. There was a bit of fighting on that but I finally gave in and let him help me. He stayed with me until I was asleep getting some much needed rest.