My inner demons p.i.s.sed so am I but G.o.d forbid I lose control now I might end up getting her pregnant. I tried to keep myself calm. I don't want to leave her side while she's like this but if she's sleeping I could check while she's...she'd started to cling to him in her sleep her large b.r.e.a.s.t.s were pressed up against his chest.

(One more year don't lose control we've got a year...f.u.c.k why's she gotta make it so hard)

I mean that both emotionally and literally. There was a obvious large bulge in his pants. I bit my lip and looked down at lily while she was asleep.

(She loves you she wants you she's yours for the takin-)

I groaned and slowly slipped out of her grip and replaced where I had been with a pillow. (G.o.d I'd love to be the pillow) I went across the hall to the bathroom. I glanced longingly at the calendar I got two more months left. (Just take her she won't fight)

"Damit shut it"

I want to do this right even if I haven't been able to f.u.c.k her for almost two years. Just a little more I thought to myself October was almost over already these past few months felt pretty eventful. I can go check the drive while she sleeps...I'll check on her first. I walked over to check on lily somehow our dogs back he's curled up in her arms like a teddy bear. And she's not posing her body in her sleep in any way that can make me hard. I decided not to check out the video yet. Instead I texted Nero to do it for me and tell me what the h.e.l.l was on it. I'd rather cuddle with lily while she sleeps instead. I kissed her cheek as she slept and laid down behind her. I spooned her til around noon when we'd try to go out again on a date.