"Hurry up and come down, Adele," said Hugh, "if you want to look over the horses before lunch."
"It's Georgie's fault," replied Mrs. Rindge; "he's been standing in the door of my sitting-room for a whole half-hour talking nonsense."
A little later they all set out for the stables. These buildings at Highlawns, framed by great trees, were old-fashioned and picturesque, surrounding three sides of a court, with a yellow brick wall on the fourth. The roof of the main building was capped by a lantern, the home of countless pigeons. Mrs. Rindge was in a habit, and one by one the saddle horses were led out, chiefly for her inspection; and she seemed to Honora to become another woman as she looked them over with a critical eye and discussed them with Hugh and O'Grady, the stud-groom, and talked about pedigrees and strains. For she was renowned in this department of sport on many fields, both for recklessness and skill.
"Where did you get that brute, Hugh?" she asked presently.
Honora, who had been talking to Pembroke, looked around with a start.
And at the sight of the great black horse, bought on that unforgettable day, she turned suddenly faint.
"Over here in the country about ten miles," Chiltern was saying. "I heard of him, but I didn't expect anything until I went to look at him last week."
"What do you call him?" asked Mrs. Rindge.
"I haven't named him."
"I'll give you a name."
Chiltern looked at her. "What is it?" he said.
"Oblivion," she replied:
"By George, Adele," he exclaimed, "you have a way of hitting it off!"
"Will you let me ride him this afternoon?" she asked.
"I'm a--a candidate for oblivion." She laughed a little and her eyes shone feverishly.
"No you don't," he said. "I'm giving you the grey. He's got enough in him for any woman--even for you: And besides, I don't think the black ever felt a side saddle, or any other kind, until last week."
"I've got another habit," she said eagerly. "I'd rather ride him astride. I'll match you to see who has him."
Chiltern laughed.
"No you don't," he repeated. "I'll ride him to-day, and consider it to-morrow."
"I--I think I'll go back to the house," said Honora to Pembroke. "It's rather hot here in the sun."
"I'm not very keen about sunshine, either," he declared.
At lunch she was unable to talk; to sustain, at least, a conversation.
That word oblivion, which Mrs. Rindge had so aptly applied to the horse, was constantly on her lips, and it would not have surprised her if she had spoken it. She felt as though a heavy weight lay on her breast, and to relieve its intolerable pressure drew in her breath deeply. She was wild with fear. The details of the great room fixed themselves indelibly in her brain; the subdued light, the polished table laden with silver and glass, the roses, and the purple hot-house grapes. All this seemed in some way to be an ironic prelude to disaster. Hugh, pausing in his badinage with Mrs. Rindge, looked at her.
"Cheer up, Honora," he said.
"I'm afraid this first house-party is too much for her," said Mrs. Kame.
Honora made some protest that seemed to satisfy them, tried to rally herself, and succeeded sufficiently to pass muster. After lunch they repaired again to the bridge table, and at four Hugh went upstairs to change into his riding clothes. Five minutes longer she controlled herself, and then made some paltry excuse, indifferent now as to what they said or thought, and followed him. She knocked at his dressing-room door and entered. He was drawing on his boots. "Hello, Honora," he said.
Honora turned to his man, and dismissed him.
"I wish to speak to Mr. Chiltern alone."
Chiltern paused in his tugging at the straps, and looked up at her.
"What's the matter with you to-day, Honora?" he asked. "You looked like the chief mourner at a funeral all through lunch."
He was a little on edge, that she knew. He gave another tug at the boot, and while she was still hesitating, he began again.
"I ought to apologize, I know, for bringing these people up without notice, but I didn't suppose you'd object when you understood how naturally it all came about. I thought a little livening up, as I said, wouldn't, hurt us. We've had a quiet winter, to put it mildly." He laughed a little. "I didn't have a chance to see you until this morning, and when I went to your room they told me you'd gone out."
"Hugh," she said, laying her hand on his shoulder. "It isn't the guests.
If you want people, and they amuse you, I'm--I'm glad to have them. And if I've seemed to be--cold to them, I'm sorry. I tried my best--I mean I did not intend to be cold. I'll sit up all night with them, if you like.
And I didn't come to reproach you, Hugh. I'll never do that--I've got no right to."
She passed her hand over her eyes. If she had any wrongs, if she had suffered any pain, the fear that obsessed her obliterated all. In spite of her disillusionment, in spite of her newly acquired ability to see him as he was, enough love remained to scatter, when summoned, her pride to the winds.
Having got on both boots, he stood up.
"What's the trouble, then?" he asked. And he took an instant's hold of her chin--a habit he had--and smiled at her.
He little knew how sublime, in its unconscious effrontery, his question was! She tried to compose herself, that she might be able to present comprehensively to his finite masculine mind the ache of today.
"Hugh, it's that black horse." She could not bring herself to pronounce the name Mrs. Rindge had christened him.
"What about him?" he said, putting on his waistcoat.
"Don't ride him!" she pleaded. "I--I'm afraid of him--I've been afraid of him ever since that day.
"It may be a foolish feeling, I know. Sometimes the feelings that hurt women most are foolish. If I tell you that if you ride him you will torture me, I'm sure you'll grant what I ask. It's such a little thing and it means so much--so much agony to me. I'd do anything for you--give up anything in the world at your slightest wish. Don't ride him!"
"This is a ridiculous fancy of yours, Honora. The horse is all right.
I've ridden dozens of worse ones."
"Oh, I'm sure he isn't," she cried; "call it fancy, call it instinct, call it anything you like--but I feel it, Hugh. That woman--Mrs.
Rindge--knows something about horses, and she said he was a brute."
"Yes," he interrupted, with a short laugh, "and she wants to ride him."
"Hugh, she's reckless. I--I've been watching her since she came here, and I'm sure she's reckless with--with a purpose."
"You're morbid," he said. "She's one of the best sportswomen in the country--that's the reason she wanted to ride the horse. Look here, Honora, I'd accede to any reasonable request. But what do you expect me to do?" he demanded; "go down and say I'm afraid to ride him? or that my wife doesn't want me to? I'd never hear the end of it. And the first thing Adele would do would be to jump on him herself--a little wisp of a woman that looks as if she couldn't hold a Shetland pony! Can't you see that what you ask is impossible?"
He started for the door to terminate a conversation which had already begun to irritate him. For his anger, in these days, was very near the surface. She made one more desperate appeal.
"Hugh--the man who sold him--he knew the horse was dangerous. I'm sure he did, from something he said to me while you were gone."
"These country people are all idiots and cowards," declared Chiltern.
"I've known 'em a good while, and they haven't got the spirit of mongrel dogs. I was a fool to think that I could do anything for them. They're kind and neighbourly, aren't they?" he exclaimed. "If that old rascal flattered himself he deceived me, he was mistaken. He'd have been mightily pleased if the beast had broken my neck."