Good shopkeepers are not supposed to have any tastes, predilections, or desires of their own, and it was therefore with no little surprise that, after many haphazard attempts, Honora discovered Mr. Dallam to be possessed by one all-absorbing weakness. She had fallen in love, she remarked, with little Sid on the beach, and Sidney Dallam suddenly became transfigured. Was she fond of children? Honora coloured a little, and said "yes." He confided to her, with an astonishing degree of feeling, that it had been the regret of his life he had not had more children. Nobody, he implied, who came to his house had ever exhibited the proper interest in Sid.
"Sometimes," he said, leaning towards her confidentially, "I slip upstairs for a little peep at him after dinner."
"Oh," cried Honora, "if you're going to-night mayn't I go with you? I'd love to see him in bed."
"Of course I'll take you," said Sidney Dallam, and he looked at her so gratefully that she coloured again.
"Honora," said Lily Dallam, when the women were back in the drawing-room, "what did you do to Sid? You had him beaming--and he hates dinner parties."
"We were talking about children," replied Honora, innocently.
"Children!"
"Yes," said Honora, "and your husband has promised to take me up to the nursery."
"And did you talk to Trixy about children, too?" cried Lily, laughing, with a mischievous glance at Mrs. Chandos.
"Is he interested in them?" asked Honora.
"You dear!" cried Lily, "you'll be the death of me. Lula, Honora wants to know whether Trixy is interested in children."
Mrs. Chandos, in the act of lighting a cigarette, smiled sweetly.
"Apparently he is," she said.
"It's time he were, if he's ever going to be," said Honora, just as sweetly.
Everybody laughed but Mrs. Chandos, who began to betray an intense interest in some old lace in the corner of the room.
"I bought it for nothing, my dear," said Mrs. Dallam, but she pinched Honora's arm delightedly. "How wicked of you!" she whispered, "but it serves her right."
In the midst of the discussion of clothes and house rents and other people's possessions, interspersed with anecdotes of a kind that was new to Honora, Sidney Dallam appeared at the door and beckoned to her.
"How silly of you, Sid!" exclaimed his wife; "of course she doesn't want to go."
"Indeed I do," protested Honora, rising with alacrity and following her host up the stairs. At the end of a hallway a nurse, who had been reading beside a lamp, got up smilingly and led the way on tiptoe into the nursery, turning on a shaded electric light. Honora bent over the crib. The child lay, as children will, with his little yellow head resting on his arm. But in a moment, as she stood gazing at him, he turned and opened his eyes and smiled at her, and she stooped and kissed him.
"Where's Daddy?" he demanded.
"We've waked him!" said Honora, remorsefully.
"Daddy," said the child, "tell me a story."
The nurse looked at Dallam reproachfully, as her duty demanded, and yet she smiled. The noise of laughter reached them from below.
"I didn't have any to-night," the child pleaded.
"I got home late," Dallam explained to Honora, and, looking at the nurse, pleaded in his turn; "just one."
"Just a tiny one," said the child.
"It's against all rules, Mr. Dallam," said the nurse, "but--he's been very lonesome to-day."
Dallam sat down on one side of him, Honora on the other.
"Will you go to sleep right away if I do, Sid?" he asked.
The child shut his eyes very tight.
"Like that," he promised.
It was not the Sidney Dallam of the counting-room who told that story, and Honora listened with strange sensations which she did not attempt to define.
"I used to be fond of that one when I was a youngster," he explained apologetically to her as they went out, and little Sid had settled himself obediently on the pillow once more. "It was when I dreamed," he added, "of less prosaic occupations than the stock market."
Sidney Dallam had dreamed!
Although Lily Dallam had declared that to leave her house before midnight was to insult her, it was half-past eleven when Honora and her husband reached home. He halted smilingly in her doorway as she took off her wrap and laid it over a chair.
"Well, Honora," he asked, "how do you like--the whirl of fashion?"
She turned to him with one of those rapid and bewildering movements that sometimes characterized her, and put her arms on his shoulders.
"What a dear old stay-at-home you were, Howard," she said. "I wonder what would have happened to you if I hadn't rescued you in the nick of time! Own up that you like--a little variety in life."
Being a man, he qualified his approval.
"I didn't have a bad time," he admitted. "I had a talk with Brent after dinner, and I think I've got him interested in a little scheme. It's a strange thing that Sid Dallam was never able to do any business with him. If I can put this through, coming to Quicksands will have been worth while." He paused a moment, and added: "Brent seems to have taken quite a shine to you, Honora."
She dropped her arms, and going over to her dressing table, unclasped a pin on the front of her gown.
"I imagine," she answered, in an indifferent tone, "that he acts so with every new woman he meets."
Howard remained for a while in the doorway, seemingly about to speak.
Then he turned on his heel, and she heard him go into his own room.
Far into the night she lay awake, the various incidents of the evening, like magic lantern views, thrown with bewildering rapidity on the screen of her mind. At last she was launched into life, and the days of her isolation gone by forever. She was in the centre of things. And yet--well, nothing could be perfect. Perhaps she demanded too much. Once or twice, in the intimate and somewhat uproarious badinage that had been tossed back and forth in the drawing-room after dinner, her delicacy had been offended: an air of revelry had prevailed, enhanced by the arrival of whiskey-and-soda on a tray. And at the time she had been caught up by an excitement in the grip of which she still found herself. She had been aware, as she tried to talk to Warren Trowbridge, of Trixton Brent's glance, and of a certain hostility from Mrs. Chandos that caused her now to grow warm with a kind of shame when she thought of it. But she could not deny that this man had for her a fascination. There was in him an insolent sense of power, of scarcely veiled contempt for the company in which he found himself. And she asked herself, in this mood of introspection, whether a little of his contempt for Lily Dallam's guests had not been communicated from him to her.
When she had risen to leave, he had followed her into the entry. She recalled him vividly as he had stood before her then, a cigar in one hand and a lighted match in the other, his eyes fixed upon her with a singularly disquieting look that was tinged, however, with amusement.
"I'm coming to see you," he announced.
"Do be careful," she had cried, "you'll burn yourself!"
"That," he answered, tossing away the match, "is to be expected."
She laughed nervously.
"Good night," he added, "and remember my bet."