They were counting the days, he said, until she should return, but they did not wish to curtail her visit. They did not expect her next week, he knew.
Honora coloured again.
"I feel--that I ought to go to them," she said.
He glanced at her as though her determination to leave Silverdale so soon surprised him.
"They will be very happy to see you, Honora," he said. "They have been very lonesome."
She softened. Some unaccountable impulse prompted her to ask: "And you?
Have you missed me--a little?"
He did not answer, and she saw that he was profoundly affected. She laid a hand upon his arm.
"Oh, Peter, I didn't mean that," she cried. "I know you have. And I have missed you--terribly. It seems so strange seeing you here," she went on hurriedly. "There are so many' things I want to show you. Tell me how it happened hat you came on to New York."
"Somebody in the firm had to come," he said.
"In the firm!" she repeated. She did not grasp the full meaning of this change in his status, but she remembered that Uncle Tom had predicted it one day, and that it was an honour. "I never knew any one so secretive about their own affairs! Why didn't you write me you had been admitted to the firm? So you are a partner of Judge Brice."
"Brice, Graves, and Erwin," said Peter; "it sounds very grand, doesn't it? I can't get used to it myself."
"And what made you call yourself an errand boy?" she exclaimed reproachfully. "When I go back to the house I intend to tell Joshua Holt and--and Mr. Spence that you are a great lawyer."
Peter laughed.
"You'd better wait a few years before you say that," said he.
He took an interest in everything he saw, in Mr. Holt's flowers, in Joshua's cow barn, which they traversed, and declared, if he were ever rich enough, he would live in the country. They walked around the pond,--fringed now with yellow water-lilies on their floating green pads,--through the woods, and when the shadows were lengthening came out at the little summer-house over the valley of Silver Brook--the scene of that first memorable encounter with the Vicomte. At the sight of it the episode, and much else of recent happening, rushed back into Honora's mind, and she realized with suddenness that she had, in his companionship, unconsciously been led far afield and in pleasant places.
Comparisons seemed inevitable.
She watched him with an unwonted tugging at her heart as he stood for a long time by the edge of the railing, gazing over the tree-tops of the valley towards the distant hazy hills. Nor did she understand what it was in him that now, on this day of days when she had definitely cast the die of life, when she had chosen her path, aroused this strange emotion. Why had she never felt it before? She had thought his face homely--now it seemed to shine with a transfiguring light. She recalled, with a pang, that she had criticised his clothes: to-day they seemed the expression of the man himself. Incredible is the range of human emotion!
She felt a longing to throw herself into his arms, and to weep there.
He turned at length from the view.
"How wonderful!" he said.
"I didn't know--you cared for nature so much, Peter."
He looked at her strangely and put out his hand and drew her, unresisting, to the bench beside him.
"Are you in trouble, Honora?" he asked.
"Oh, no," she cried, "oh, no, I am--very happy."
"You may have thought it odd that I should have come here without knowing Mrs. Holt," he said gravely, "particularly when you were going home so soon. I do not know myself why I came. I am a matter-of-fact person, but I acted on an impulse."
"An impulse!" she faltered, avoiding the troubled, searching look in his eyes.
"Yes," he said, "an impulse. I can call it by no other name. I should have taken a train that leaves New York at noon; but I had a feeling this morning, which seemed almost like a presentiment, that I might be of some use to you."
"This morning?" She felt herself trembling, and she scarcely recognized Peter with such words on his lips. "I am happy--indeed I am. Only--I am overwrought--seeing you again--and you made me think of home."
"It was no doubt very foolish of me," he declared. "And if my coming has upset you--"
"Oh, no," she cried. "Please don't think so. It has given me a sense of--of security. That you were ready to help me if--if I needed you."
"You should always have known that," he replied. He rose and stood gazing off down the valley once more, and she watched him with her heart beating, with a sense of an impending crisis which she seemed powerless to stave off. And presently he turned to her, "Honora, I have loved you for many years," he said. "You were too young for me to speak of it. I did not intend to speak of it when I came here to-day. For many years I have hoped that some day you might be my wife. My one fear has been that I might lose you. Perhaps--perhaps it has been a dream. But I am willing to wait, should you wish to see more of the world. You are young yet, and I am offering myself for all time. There is no other woman for me, and never can be."
He paused and smiled down at her. But she did not speak. She could not.
"I know," he went on, "that you are ambitious. And with your gifts I do not blame you. I cannot offer you great wealth, but I say with confidence that I can offer you something better, something surer. I can take care of you and protect you, and I will devote my life to your happiness. Will you marry me?"
Her eyes were sparkling with tears,--tears, he remembered afterwards, that were like blue diamonds.
"Oh, Peter," she cried, "I wish I could! I have always--wished that I could. I can't."
"You can't?"
She shook her head.
"I--I have told no one yet--not even Aunt Mary. I am going to marry Mr.
Spence."
For a long time he was silent, and she did not dare to look at the suffering in his face.
"Honora," he said at last, "my most earnest wish in life will be for your happiness. And whatever may, come to you I hope that you will remember that I am your friend, to be counted on. And that I shall not change. Will you remember that?"
"Yes," she whispered. She looked at him now, and through the veil of her tears she seemed to see his soul shining in his eyes. The tones of a distant church bell were borne to them on the valley breeze.
Peter glanced at his watch.
"I am afraid," he said, "that I haven't time to go back to the house--my train goes at seven. Can I get down to the village through the valley?"
Honora pointed out the road, faintly perceptible through the trees beneath them.
"And you will apologize for my departure to Mrs. Holt?"
She nodded. He took her hand, pressed it, and was gone. And presently, in a little clearing far below, he turned and waved his hat at her bravely.
CHAPTER XII. WHICH CONTAINS A SURPRISE FOR MRS. HOLT
How long she sat gazing with unseeing eyes down the valley Honora did not know. Distant mutterings of thunder aroused her; the evening sky had darkened, and angry-looking clouds of purple were gathering over the hills. She rose and hurried homeward. She had thought to enter by the billiard-room door, and so gain her own chamber without encountering the household; but she had reckoned without her hostess. Beyond the billiard room, in the little entry filled with potted plants, she came face to face with that lady, who was inciting a footman to further efforts in his attempt to close a recalcitrant skylight. Honora proved of more interest, and Mrs. Holt abandoned the skylight.
"Why, my dear," she said, "where have you been all afternoon?"