Chapter 1483: You Are My Little Love Song (50)

Would he consider studying medicine?

However, based on his situation, he could go to a better educational inst.i.tution. With the Qin family’s ability, he would definitely become a big shot in the financial world.

What she wanted was to sit in the clinic and smile at every patient who came to see her. She wanted to help them solve all sorts of difficult and complicated illnesses. It was not a great dream like saving the dying and helping the injured. In fact, it was just a hobby. A hobby that her grandfather had deeply influenced since she was young.

Qin Siting could take a better path. But, unfortunately, the path of a doctor was not worthy of him.

s.h.i.+ Niange broke the unrealistic fantasies in her heart and raised her eyes to smile at him. “I’m joking. In the future, you can be President Qin, a scientist, a chemist, a physicist, or a leader in the business and financial world. A profession like a doctor that suffers every day is not suitable for you.”

In the blink of an eye, the young girl, who had been full of hope, regained her rationality. Her emotions were written all over her face. There was no need to ask. Her expression said: ‘I don’t want to drag you from the golden high ground to the bitter abyss of the medical industry.’

Qin Siting did not say anything. He retracted his gaze and continued reading the book in front of him.

s.h.i.+ Niange took a sip of the coffee and lowered her head to look at the coffee in front of her. She gently exhaled and calmed her mind.

That’s right. She couldn’t ask him to study medicine with her because of her selfish motives. Qin Siting’s future was far and wide. He was not the same as her.

Thus, since there was no way they could be together in the future, she decided to restrain her feelings for him. It was fine if they maintained such a friendly deskmate relations.h.i.+p. Otherwise, after the college entrance examination, she would probably be depressed.

After flipping through a few pages, she closed the book. “Well, it’s not early anymore. I’ll borrow these books to read at home. Almighty Qin, you should go back early. The world is chaotic outside. It’s not safe for good-looking boys to walk outside too late.”

After speaking, she stood up and met Qin Siting’s gaze. She steeled her heart and tried her best to suppress the surging emotions in her heart. She picked up the books and left.

Qin Siting sat there and turned his head to look at her back view. His gaze was light, but there seemed to be a clear stream hidden within it, flowing past.

After returning to Lishui Villa, s.h.i.+ Niange placed the books on the sofa and sat by the side, staring at them.

What was wrong with her today?

Wasn’t she usually fine?

Qin Siting had asked her if she wanted him to learn medicine.

If he didn’t like her at all, he definitely wouldn’t continue this topic with her. He was clearly asking her.

But why didn’t she answer? Why did she shrink back when she took a step toward him?

This shouldn’t be her!

However, the path of studying medicine was not suitable for him. It was already the middle of April. In two months or more, the college entrance examination would begin.

Could it be that she wanted Qin Siting to give up his bright future for the sake of this deskmate and to beg him to study medicine with her?

s.h.i.+ Niange laid on the sofa in frustration. Her hands were clenched into fists, but she still felt angry. She kicked the medical books off the sofa and continued burying her face in the back of the sofa.

So sad.

Her heart ached.

She kept feeling as though she had missed the love she wanted the most.

Her mother was right. They were still young. No one could be responsible for the other party’s future. Right now, she could stubbornly beg him to accompany her to study medicine. What about in the future?

That was the Qin family’s young master. His future shouldn’t being trapped in a hospital’s consulting room and operating table.

His future should be bright.

In the end, s.h.i.+ Niange fell asleep on the sofa. She didn’t do anything when she woke up, but her heart was heavy. In her dream, on the day of graduation, Qin Siting didn’t even turn his head back. She actually cried in grievance. As she cried, she felt that the sofa was wet. She opened her eyes abruptly and sniffed. Only then did she realize that she had been lying on the sofa all night. She had actually cried herself awake.

She quickly got up and checked the time on her phone. It was three in the morning.

She sniffed again, got up, and went back to the bedroom to sleep. She slept until dawn, took a shower, and rushed out of the door.

When she reached the tree outside the school, she hesitated for a moment. She could not bear to give up the opportunity to enter the school with him every day. She stood there and waited.

The wait lasted for twenty minutes.

It was almost time for morning self-study. Qin Siting could not be seen at the intersection ahead.

s.h.i.+ Niange looked at the time again. It shouldn’t be. Qin Siting was usually not late. He had been taking this road recently. If he wanted to change the road, he should have sent her a message. Besides, he had never changed the road unless his mother’s car appeared. However, that time, he had also said that he would come.

She hesitantly tapped open Qin Siting’s number. After several minutes, she dialed.

She had never called him and had only sent him text messages.

All of a sudden, she heard her heartbeat slowing down along with the beeping sound. It was so slow that she could only hear her heartbeat and the beeping sound on the phone. She could not hear the students chatting and walking around.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one picked up.

s.h.i.+ Niange frowned, not knowing what had happened. She hoped that because today was Monday, Qin Siting had stayed up too late in the library last night and had only overslept.

On this day, s.h.i.+ Niange entered the cla.s.sroom with the bell ringing. She sat in her seat and waited for the whole morning, but Qin Siting didn’t come. When she went to have lunch with Zhao Xiaoqing in the afternoon, she didn’t even have the mood to eat properly. The food tasted like chewing wax, and after eating, she called Qin Siting.

Previously, she had sent so many messages, but she had never called him. When she called him in the morning, he did not answer. Now…

In fact, she did not know how she felt. Was his phone not by his side or did he not want to answer it?

If Qin Siting did not come for the whole day and did not contact her phone or text her, s.h.i.+ Niange would not be able to sleep tonight.

On the way back to the cla.s.sroom from the cafeteria, Zhao Xiaoqing could tell that s.h.i.+ Niange was in a bad mood. She also knew that this was probably because Almighty Qin didn’t come today, so she didn’t ask much. She just changed the topic and tried to distract s.h.i.+ Niange.

When she returned to the cla.s.sroom, she did not see Qin Siting. s.h.i.+ Niange sat in her seat, feeling especially fl.u.s.tered and restless.

This feeling was really too terrible.

Why did he not come to school?