Outaishihi ni Nante Naritakunai!! - Chapter 35
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Chapter 35

TN: Sorry it's unedited. I don't feel so well today so I've left it as such to edit another time. I haven't really proofread it either so please excuse some of the grammar mistakes. Also please don't leave any comments here. If you want to comment please do it on my wordpress.

Translated by: Jen

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚„ใฃใ€‚ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฃ๏ผ๏ผใŠ้ก˜ใ„ใฃใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ†ใ‚คใ‚ซใ›ใฆใ‡ใฃ๏ผ๏ผใฃใ†ใโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚“ใฃโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚ใ‚ใ‚๏ผ๏ผใ€

ใ€Œใ ใ‚ใ€ใพใ ใ‚คใ‚ซใ›ใฆใ‚ใ’ใชใ„ใ€

".....yaaโ€“โ€“ Freedโ€“โ€“!! Pleaseโ€“โ€“ I'm already about to comeโ€“!! uwaa...nnng....aaahhh!!"

"You can't, don't climax yet"

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใŒใใฃใจ่‚Œใซ่งธใ‚ŒใชใŒใ‚‰็งใฎ้ก˜ใ„ใ‚’ๆฃ„ๅปใ™ใ‚‹ใ€‚ๆŒ‡ใฎ่…นใง้ซ”ใ‚’ๆ’ซใงใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใจใ€ใใ‚Œใ ใ‘ใงๅๅฟœใ—ใ€ใณใใณใใจ้œ‡ใˆใ‚‹ใ€‚

Freed softly stroked my skin as he ignore my protest. With the tip of his finger he caressed my body, and just from that, I trembled all over.

ใ€€ใ‚ใ‚Œใ‹ใ‚‰ใฉใ‚Œใใ‚‰ใ„็ตŒใฃใŸใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‚

ใ€€ใŠไป•็ฝฎใใ ใจๅฎฃ่จ€ใ•ใ‚Œใƒ™ใƒƒใƒ‰ใซๆŠผใ—ๅ€’ใ•ใ‚ŒใŸ็งใฏใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ่ˆŒใจๆ‰‹ใฎๅ‹•ใใซ็ฟปๅผ„ใ•ใ‚Œ็ถšใ‘ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ๆœใฏใจใ†ใซใฏใŽๅ–ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ€ๅฏข่‡บใฎไธŠใซใฟใฃใจใ‚‚ใชใๅ…จ่ฃธใ‚’ใ•ใ‚‰ใ—ใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ€‚

From there just how much time had pa.s.sed, I wonder.

Declaring that it was punishment, I was pressed onto the bed as Freed continued to toy with me with his tongue and hands.ย 

My clothes had already been torn off, my indecent appearance exposed on top of the bed.ย 

ใ€€ๆœ€ๅˆใฏใŠใ•ใˆใคใ‘ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸๆ‰‹ใ‚‚ไปŠใฏๅฎŒๅ…จใซ่‡ช็”ฑใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ ใ‘ใฉๆŠตๆŠ—ใชใฉใงใใชใ„ใปใฉใ™ใงใซ่บซ้ซ”ใฏ่•ฉใ‘ใใฃใฆใ„ใฆใ€้€ƒใ’ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†่จ€่‘‰ใ•ใˆๆตฎใ‹ใ‚“ใงใ“ใชใ„ใ€‚

My hands that had been held down from the start was already freed.

However, I was already unable to resist, my body was completely bewitched. Even the word escape didn't come to mind.

ใ€€้•ทๆ™‚้–“ใซๆธกใ‚Šๅฟซๆฅฝใ‚’่ˆ‡ใˆใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸ้ซ”ใฏใ€ใฉใ‚“ใชๅˆบๆฟ€ใซใ‚‚็ฐกๅ˜ใซๅๅฟœใ—ใŸใ€‚

For a long period of time, my body continued to receive pleasure, simply reacting, no matter the stimulus.ย 

ใ€€ๅคงใใไธก่ถณใ‚’ๆŒใกไธŠใ’ใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏ่ถณใฎไป˜ใ‘ๆ นใฎใ‚ใŸใ‚Šใ‚’่ˆŒใงๅˆบๆฟ€ใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ๅง‹ใพใฃใฆใ‹ใ‚‰ใšใฃใจใใ†ใ ใ€‚

ใ€€็ง˜้ƒจใ‚‚่ƒธใฎๅ…ˆ็ซฏใ‚‚ใ€ไธ€็•ชๆฌฒใ—ใ„ๅ ดๆ‰€ใซใฏๅ…จใ่งธใ‚Œใฆใใ‚Œใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€ๆถ™ใŒๅ‡บใ‚‹ใปใฉใฉใ‚ใฉใ‚ใซๆบถใ‹ใ—ใฆใใ‚‹ใใ›ใซใ€ๅฝผใฏใ„ใพใ ๆฑบๅฎš็š„ใชๅˆบๆฟ€ใ‚’ใใ‚Œใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

Lifting up both my legs, Freed stimulated the region near my crotch with his tongue.

He had been continuing like that from the start.

My secret place, the tip of my breast, the places I wanted it the most he completely avoided.

Despite being muddled in tears with my resolve melting away, he still didn't stop stimulating the places he had decided on.

ใ€Œใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฃ๏ผ๏ผใŠ้ก˜ใ„ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใฃโ€ฆโ€ฆ๏ผ๏ผใ€

"Feed-!! Please--!!"

ใ€€่ˆ‡ใˆใ‚‰ใ‚ŒใŸๅˆบๆฟ€ใซๅๅฟœใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰ใ€ไฝ•ๅบฆใ‚‚ๆ‡‡้ก˜ใ™ใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ๆœ€ๅˆใฏ็ขบใ‹ใซๅซŒใŒใฃใฆใ„ใŸใฏใšใชใฎใซใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใซ่งธใ‚Œใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฎใฏใฉใ“ใ‚‚ใ‹ใ—ใ“ใ‚‚ๆฐ—ๆŒใก่‰ฏใใฆใ€ๆฐ—ใŒไป˜ใ‘ใฐๆ€่€ƒใฏใใšใใšใซๆบถใ‘ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใ‚‚ใฃใจๆฌฒใ—ใใฆๆ›ดใชใ‚‹ๅˆบๆฟ€ใ‚’ๆฑ‚ใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‚‚ใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใใ‚Œใ‚’่ˆ‡ใˆใฆใใ‚Œใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€็งใ‚’ใ‚คใ‚ซใ›ใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†ใ€่ชฟๆ•ดใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰ใŽใ‚ŠใŽใ‚Šใฎๅฟซๆฅฝใ‚’ๅˆปใ‚“ใงใ„ใใ€‚

As I reacted to the stimulations, I pleaded over and over again.

Although I certainly disliked it at first, Freed's touch felt good even 'there', and before I knew it, my thoughts slowly started to dissolve.ย 

Wanting more, I even begged for more stimulus, but Freed wouldn't give in.

Not letting me climax, he adjusted as he tormented me with just the minimal amount of pleasure.

ใ€€่งธใ‚Œใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใชใ„ใใ›ใซ็ง˜้ƒจใฏใ™ใงใซ่งฃใ‘ใใฃใฆใ€ใ ใ‚‰ใ—ใชใ่œœใ‚’้›ถใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€้›ถใ‚Œ่ฝใกใŸ่œœใ‚’ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆ…Ž้‡ใซใ€็ง˜้ƒจใซ่งธใ‚Œใชใ„ใ‚ˆใ†่ˆใ‚ใจใ‚‹ใ€‚

Despite it not being touched, my secret place was already loosening, as my nectar sloppily spilled out.ย 

Freed licked up my overflowing honey while carefully avoiding my secret place.

ใ€Œใตใใฃ๏ผ๏ผใ€

ใ€Œ้ง„็›ฎใ ใฃใฆใ€‚ใ“ใ‚ŒใฏใŠไป•็ฝฎใใชใ‚“ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€

ใ€Œใ‚„ใฃใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ€็„ก็†ใƒ๏ผ๏ผใ€

"Fuaaโ€“โ€“!!"

"I said you can't. Because this is punishment"

"Yaaโ€“โ€“ already, impossible-!!"

ใ€€ใŠๅฐปใฎใƒฉใ‚คใƒณใ‹ใ‚‰ๅคชใ‚‚ใ‚‚่ฃกใ‚’่ˆŒๅ…ˆใงใชใžใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ€ๆ–ฐใŸใชๅˆบๆฟ€ใซๆถ™ใŒใ“ใผใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ€‚

He traced with the tip of his tongue from the line of my bottom to the back of my thighs, my tears spilling out from the new stimulus.

ใ€Œ็งใ ใฃใฆ่พ›ใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‚ˆ๏ผŸใ“ใ‚“ใชใซไบ‚ใ‚ŒใŸใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ‚’ๅ‘ณใ‚ใˆใชใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€‚ใ‚ใ‚ใ€ใงใ‚‚ใใ‚Œใฏใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ‚‚ๅŒใ˜ใ‹ใ€‚ใ ใฃใฆใ‚ณใ‚ณใ‚‚็งใŒๆฌฒใ—ใ„ใฃใฆใ€ใšใฃใจใฒใใฒใใ—ใฆใ‚‹ใ€

"This is difficult for me too, because I can't taste Lidi, who is so disheveled liked this. Ahh, but Lidi is also the same, right? Because this place here already wants me, it's been twitching this whole time."

ใ€€ใ˜ใฃใจใใฎๅ ดๆ‰€ใ‚’่ฆณๅฏŸใ•ใ‚Œใ€็พžๆฅใซใ•ใ‚‰ใซไธ‹่…น้ƒจใŒ็†ฑใใชใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ็›ฎใฎๅ‰ใงใจใ‚ใ‚Šใจๆ„›ๆถฒใŒ้›ถใ‚Œ่ฝใกใ€ใใ‚Œใ‚’่ฆ‹ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†็พๅฎŸใซ้ ญใŒใŠใ‹ใ—ใใชใ‚Šใใ†ใ ใฃใŸใ€‚

For that place to be continuously stared at, my abdomen furthermore grew hot from embarra.s.sment.

Before Freed's eyes my thick love juices spilled out, my head seems to have become strange from his stare.

ใ€Œใ‚ใ€ใพใŸๅ‡บใฆใใŸใญใ€‚ใ“ใฎๅ‰ใŒๅˆใ‚ใฆใ ใฃใŸใฎใซใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ใ“ใ‚“ใชใซใ—ใกใ‚ƒใฃใฆใ€‚ใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใฃใฆใฐๆทซไบ‚ใ ใชใ‚ใ€

ใ€Œใ‚„โ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚„ใชใฎโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚‚ใ†ใ€

ใ€Œใใ‚“ใชใ“ใจ่จ€ใฃใฆใ€‚่บซ้ซ”ใฏๅ–œใ‚“ใงใ„ใ‚‹ใฟใŸใ„ใ ใ‚ˆ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใกโ€ฆโ€ฆใกใŒโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"Ah, it's still coming out huh. Earlier was just the beginning, yet it's already become like this. Lidi's quite lewd huh"

"n-....no more....already"

"You say that, but your body seems to be enjoying it"

"your....wron...."

ใ€€ไปŠๅบฆใฏไนณ่ผชใฎๅฐ‘ใ—ๅค–ๅดใ‚’ใกใ‚ใกใ‚ใจ่ˆใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ“ใ‚“ใชใ“ใจใฐใ‹ใ‚ŠใŒ็นฐใ‚Š่ฟ”ใ•ใ‚Œใ€้ ญใฎไธญใฏๆฒธ้จฐใ—ใใ†ใซ็†ฑใใชใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

This time he lightly licked the area just outside of the areola.

Just from that repeated action, the heat inside my head seemed as if it was boiling.

ใ€Œใ‚‚โ€ฆโ€ฆใŠไป•็ฝฎใโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚„ใ๏ผ๏ผใ€

"No more.....punishment....yaa!!

ใ€€ๆถ™ใ‚’ๆตใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰ใใ†่จดใˆใ‚‹ใจใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ‚ˆใ†ใ‚„ใๅ‹•ใใ‚’ๆญขใ‚ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่กŒ็‚บใฎ้–“ใ€ๅฝผใฏไธ€ๅบฆใ‚‚่กจๆƒ…ใ‚’็ทฉใ‚ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ไปŠใ‚‚็กฌใ„้ก”ใฎใพใพใ€็œŸ้ข็›ฎใซ็งใซ่žใ„ใฆใใ‚‹ใ€‚

As I pleaded to him with tears overflowing, Freed finally stopped moving.

Even as he paused, his expression, not even once, relaxed.

Still with a stiff expression even now, he seriously asked me.

ใ€ŒใŠไป•็ฝฎใใฏๅซŒ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใ„ใ‚„โ€ฆโ€ฆใ“ใ‚“ใชใฎโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚„ใชใฎใ€

ใ€Œใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚ใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใฏใฉใ†ใ—ใฆใปใ—ใ„ใฎ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใกใ‚ƒใ‚“ใจ่งธใฃใฆโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚คใ‚ซใ›ใฆใปใ—ใ„ใฎใ€

"You don't want to be punished?"

"No...that kind of thing....I don't want"

"Then what does Lidi want"

"Properly touch me.....I want to climax"

ใ€€ใ“ใ‚“ใชๆ‹ทๅ•ใฎๆง˜ใชใ‚ปใƒƒใ‚ฏใ‚นใฏๅซŒใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ๆฏใฎๆ•ดใ‚ใชใ„ใพใพใใ†่จ€ใ†ใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ€่ƒธใซๅ’ฒใ„ใŸใ€Ž็Ž‹่ฏใ€ใ‚’ๆ’ซใงใชใŒใ‚‰ๅฐ‘ใ—่€ƒใˆใ‚‹ใใถใ‚Šใ‚’ใฟใ›ใŸใ€‚

I didn't want this torture like s.e.x.

As I said that still out of breath, Freed gently caressed the bloomingใ€ŒKing's Flowerใ€while he pondered for a bit.

ใ€Œใใฃใ‹ใ€‚ใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚ใใ†ใ—ใฆใ‚ใ’ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€‚ใงใ‚‚ใใฎๅ‰ใซ็ด„ๆŸใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ†็งใซๅ™“ใคใ„ใŸใ‚Šใ—ใชใ„๏ผŸใ€

"Is that so. Then it's fine to give you what you want. But before that, promise me, that you'll never to lie to me anymore?"

ใ€€ใ€Ž็Ž‹่ฏใ€ใ‚’ๆ’ซใงใŸใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๅฐ‘ใ—ใ ใ‘่กจๆƒ…ใ‚’็ทฉใ‚ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ—ใฆใใฎๅ ดๆ‰€ใซใ€ใใฃใจใ‚ญใ‚นใ‚’่ฝใจใ™ใ€‚

Freed, who was caressing theใ€ŒKing's Flowerใ€, loosened his expression just a bit.

Then, he gently dropped a kiss there.

ใ€Œๅ™“โ€ฆโ€ฆ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใใ†ใ€

ใ€Œๅ™“ใชใ‚“ใฆโ€ฆโ€ฆใคใ„ใฆใชใ„ใ€

ใ€Œใงใ‚‚ใ•ใฃใ็งใซๅ™“ใคใ„ใŸใ‚ˆใญ๏ผŸใ€

"Lie...?"

"That's right"

"Something like lying.....I didn't"

"But earlier you lied to me right?"

ใ€€ใผใ‚“ใ‚„ใ‚Šใ™ใ‚‹้ ญใงใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ่จ€ใ†ๆ„ๅ‘ณใ‚’่€ƒใˆใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใ“ใ†ใชใฃใŸใใฃใ‹ใ‘ใ€‚ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใŒๆ€’ใฃใŸใใฃใ‹ใ‘โ€ฆโ€ฆใ€‚

With my head all fuzzy, I thought about what Freed meant.

The cause for him to be like this. The trigger for Freed's anger....

ใ€€่ปๆœ็ฅญใ‚Šใ‹ใ‚‰ๆˆ‘ใซ่ฟ”ใ‚Šใ€้€ƒใ’ใ‚ˆใ†ใจใ—ใฆๅฝผใฎ้€†้ฑ—ใซ่งธใ‚ŒใŸใ“ใจใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ—ใŸใ€‚

I recalled back to when I returned to myself from the military uniform festival, and as I tried to run away I felt his imperial wrath.

ใ€€ใ‚ใ‚ใ€ใใฃใ‹ใ€‚

ahh, that.

ใ€ŒใกใŒใ†โ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚ใ‚Œใฏใ€ๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใ‹ใฃใŸใ ใ‘โ€ฆโ€ฆใ€‚ใ ใฃใฆ่กŒใฃใŸใ‚‰็ตถๅฏพใซใ“ใ†ใชใ‚‹ใฃใฆๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใŸใ€‚ใใ‚“ใชใฎโ€ฆโ€ฆๆญฃๆฐ—ใ˜ใ‚ƒ็„ก็†โ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"No....that was, I was just embarra.s.sed....after all, if I go, I knew it would definitely end up like this. That kind of thing....was just insane....."

ใ€€ใใ†ใ„ใ†ใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏ็›ฎใ‚’็žฌใ‹ใ›ใŸใ€‚ไบˆๆƒณๅค–ใฎ่จ€่‘‰ใ ใฃใŸใฎใ‹ใ€ใใฎใพใพใ˜ใฃใจ็งใ‚’ๅ‡่ฆ–ใ—ใฆใใŸใ€‚

As I said this, Freed's eyes flickered. It was probably because it was something he didn't expect to hear. He continued to stare at me.

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใใ†ใชใฎ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ†ใ‚“ใ€

".....is that so?"

".....yea"

ใ€€ใฏใ‚ใจ็†ฑใ„ๆฏใ‚’้›ถใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰้ ทใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆŠฑใˆใฆใ„ใŸ็งใฎ่ถณใ‚’ใŠใ‚ใ—ใ€ๅณๆ‰‹ใงใใ—ใ‚ƒใ‚Šใจ่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎ้ ญใ‚’ใ‹ใ„ใŸใ€‚

He nodded as he let out a hot breath with a 'haa'.

Freed let go of my leg he was holding, and with his right hand, struck his head.

(*TN: Anyone good with j.a.panese onomatopoeia know what ใใ—ใ‚ƒใ‚Š means)

ใ€Œใ†ใ‚ใ€ใ”ใ‚ใ‚“โ€ฆโ€ฆๆ—ฉใจใกใ‚Šใ โ€ฆโ€ฆใฆใฃใใ‚Š็งใฏโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"Uwaaa, Sorry....I jumped to conclusions...surely I....."

ใ€€ใใ†ๅ‘Ÿใๅฝผใฎ้ก”ใŒ่ตคใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ‚ˆใ†ใ‚„ใๆฏใŒๆ•ดใฃใŸ็งใฏไธŠๅŠ่บซใ‚’่ตทใ“ใ—ใ€ๅฝผใ‚’ใพใ˜ใพใ˜ใจ่ฆ‹ใคใ‚ใŸใ€‚

His face was read as he muttered this.

Finally catching my breath, I sat up and unblinkingly stared at him.

ใ€Œใฆใฃใใ‚Šโ€ฆโ€ฆใชใซ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใ‚โ€ฆโ€ฆใ„ใ‚„ใชใ‚“ใงใ‚‚ใชใ„ใ€‚ใจใ‚‚ใ‹ใๆœฌ็•ถใซใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใ€‚ใคใ„ใ‹ใฃใจใชใฃใฆใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใซใฏ้…ทใ„ใ“ใจใ‚’ใ—ใฆใ—ใพใฃใŸใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ใ€

"Surely....what?"

"Ah.....no nothing. Anyway I'm really sorry. Because I unintentionally lost my cool, I did something terrible to Lidi"

".......it's fine, already"

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ่ตคใ„้ก”ใ‚’่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใ‚‰ใฉใ†ใงใ‚‚ใ‚ˆใใชใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ๅคง้ซ”ๆ€’ใฃใฆใชใฉใ„ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ—ใ€ๅ…ƒใฏใจ่จ€ใˆใฐ้ƒจๅฑ‹ใซ่กŒใใจ่จ€ใฃใŸใซใ‚‚ใ‹ใ‹ใ‚ใ‚‰ใš้€ƒใ’ใŸ็งใฎๆ–นใŒๆ‚ชใ„ใ€‚ใใ‚Œใซไธๆ€่ญฐใช่ฉฑใ ใŒใ€ๅฝผใจใฎ่กŒ็‚บใฏๅซŒใงใฏใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใ‚€ใ—ใ‚ๆฐ—ๆŒใก่‰ฏใ™ใŽใฆใ€ใชใฎใซใ‚คใ‚ซใ›ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใชใใฆ่พ›ใ‹ใฃใŸใ ใ‘ใ ใ€‚

If I looked at Freed's reddening face, somehow it improved.

In the first place he didn't have to get that angry, but speaking of which, it was my fault since, I said I would go to his room but still tried to run away.

This may sound strange but, I didn't dislike doing it with him.

Rather it felt too good, although not letting me climax was a bit painful.

ใ€Œใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใซๅ™“ใฏใคใ‹ใชใ„ใ€‚ใ“ใ‚Œใงใ„ใ„๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ€

"I won't lie to Freed. This is fine right?"

"Lidi"

ใ€€่บซๅ…งใซๅ™“ใ‚’ใคใ‹ใ‚Œใ‚‹ไบ‹ใŒๅฝผใฎๆ€’ใ‚Šใฎ็™บ็ซ้ปžใงใ‚ใ‚‹ใจๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใชใ‚‰ใ€่ธใฟๆŠœใ‹ใชใ‘ใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใ ใ‘ใฎ่ฉฑใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใซๅ•ใ‚ใ‚ŒใŸใจใใ€ๆๆ€–ใซ้ง†ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ•ใฃใ•ใจ่ชค่งฃใ‚’่งฃใ‹ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ“ใจใŒใ„ใ‘ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใฎใ ใ€‚

I understood that he gets angry when someone close to him lies to him, so if that's the case then it's best to not tread on it.ย 

When I was questioned by Freed, I was so scared that I couldn't immediately work out the misunderstandings.

ใ€€ๆ€’ใฃใฆใ„ใชใ„ใจ็คบใ™็‚บใซ็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใใ†่จ€ใˆใฐใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆ„ŸๆฅตใพใฃใŸใ‚ˆใ†ใซ็งใ‚’ๆŠฑใใ—ใ‚ใฆใใŸใ€‚

Showing that I wasn't angry, I smiled at him as I said that. And as if overcoming with emotion, Freed tightly embraced me.ย 

ใ€Œใ‚‚ใ†โ€ฆโ€ฆใชใ‚“ใงใใ‚“ใชใซ็”ทๅ‰ใชใฎโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

ใ€Œใชใซใใ‚Œใ€

"Mou.....why are you such a handsome man..."

"What's that"

ใ€€ๅ…จ่ฃธใฎๅฅณใซ่ปๆœๅงฟใฎ็”ทใŒๆŠฑใ็€ใใฃใฆใฉใ†ใ„ใ†ๆง‹ๅ›ณใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ“ใฎ้•ทใ„่ฒฌใ‚่‹ฆใฎ้–“ใ€ๅฝผใฏไธŠ็€ใ™ใ‚‰่„ซใ”ใ†ใจใ—ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚ๅค–ใ—ใŸใฎใฏๆ‰‹่ข‹ใ ใ‘ใ ใ€‚

A completely naked woman embraced by a man in a military uniform, what kind of composition was this.

During that long torture play, he didn't even take of his coat. He only removed his gloves.

ใ€€ใŽใ‚…ใฃใจๆŠฑใ็€ใ„ใฆใใ‚‹ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใ‚’ๆŠฑใใ—ใ‚่ฟ”ใ—ใฆใ€่ƒŒไธญใ‚’ใฝใ‚“ใฝใ‚“ใจๅฉใ„ใฆใ‚„ใ‚Œใฐใใ™ใ‚Šใจ็ฌ‘ใ†้ŸณใŒ่žใ“ใˆใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใใฎใ“ใจใซใปใฃใจใ™ใ‚‹ใ€‚

As Freed tightly held me, I returned his embrace. As I patted his back, I unexpectedly heard a laugh.ย 

I felt relieved.

ใ€€ใ‚ใ‚ใ€ใ‚ˆใ†ใ‚„ใ็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใใ‚ŒใŸใ€‚

Ahh, he finally smiled.

ใ€Œไฝ•็ฌ‘ใฃใฆใ‚‹ใฎ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใ‚“๏ผŸใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใฏๆ™ฎๆฎตใใ‚“ใช้ขจใซ่ฉฑใ™ใ‚“ใ ใชใฃใฆๆ€ใฃใฆใ€‚ๅนด็›ธๅฟœใงๅฏๆ„›ใ„ใชใฃใฆใ€

ใ€Œใ‚ใ€

"Why are you laughing?"

"hm? I was just thinking of Lidi's usual manner of speaking. Appropriate for your age and really cute"

"Ah"

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎๆŒ‡ๆ‘˜ใซ้ซ”ใŒๅ›บใพใ‚‹ใ€‚ใ—ใพใฃใŸใ€่‰ฒใ€…ใ‚ใฃใฆใ™ใฃใ‹ใ‚Šๆ•ฌ่ชžใ‚’ๅฟ˜ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€้€”็ซฏใ‚ใ‚ใ‚ใ‚ใ—ใ ใ—ใŸ็งใฎ่ƒŒใ‚’ใ€ไปŠๅบฆใฏใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใŒๅฎฅใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใซใ•ใ™ใ‚‹ใ€‚

When Freed pointed it out, my body stiffened. Oh no, a lot had happened, so I completely forgot about using formal speech.ย 

Just as I was foaming at the mouth, Freed gently stroked my back as if to soothe me.

ใ€Œใ„ใ„ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€‚ใใฎใพใพใงใ„ใฆใ€‚ๆ•ฌ่ชžใชใ‚“ใฆไฝฟใ‚ใชใ„ใงใ€

ใ€Œใงใ‚‚ใ€

ใ€Œใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใจใฏๅฏพ็ญ‰ใงใ„ใŸใ„ใ€‚ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใŠ้ก˜ใ„ใ€

ใ€Œใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰โ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"It's fine. We're already at this point. You really don't need to use formal speech"

"but"

"I want to be equals with Lidi. So please."

"Freed..."

ใ€€ๆ’ซใงใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ๆฐ—ๆŒใกใ‚ˆใ•ใซ้ ทใใชใŒใ‚‰ใ†ใฃใจใ‚Šใจ็›ฎใ‚’้–‰ใ˜ใ‹ใ‘ใฆใ€็ด ่‚Œใซ็•ถใŸใ‚‹่ปๆœใฎ้ฃพ็ท’ใฎๅญ˜ๅœจใซๆฐ—ใŒไป˜ใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่ปๆœใฏๅคงๅฅฝใใ ใ‘ใฉใ€็ด ่‚Œใซใ“ใ‚Œใฏๆต็Ÿณใซ็—›ใ„ใ€‚

While nodding from the pleasant sensation of his touch, I gently closed my eyes and noticed the aiguillette of his uniform hitting my bare skin.

I love military uniforms, but as one would expect it was painful on bare skin.

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใ€้›ขใ—ใฆใ€

".....Sorry, let go"

ใ€€ใใ†่จ€ใˆใฐใ€็”˜ใๅ„ชใ—ใ‹ใฃใŸ่ฒ้ŸณใŒ็žฌๆ™‚ใซไนพใ„ใŸใ‚‚ใฎใธใจๅค‰ๅŒ–ใ—ใŸใ€‚

The moment I said that in a sweet and gently voice, his voice turned dry.

ใ€Œใฉใ†ใ—ใฆใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆ้ฃพ็ท’ใŒ็•ถใŸใฃใฆ็—›ใ„ใ€

"Why?"

"The aiguillette is hurting me"

ใ€€ไบ‹ๅฎŸใ‚’่จดใˆใ‚Œใฐๆ€ใ„็•ถใŸใฃใŸใฎใ‹ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆ…Œใฆใฆ้›ขใ‚Œใฆใใ‚ŒใŸใ€‚

As I blatantly pointed it out, Freed fl.u.s.teredly separated from me when he realized.ย 

ใ€Œใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใ€ๅคงไธˆๅคซ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œๅนณๆฐ—ใ€‚็•ถใŸใฃใฆใŸใ ใ‘ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€

"Sorry, are you okay?"

"I'm fine. It was only touching"

ใ€€็‰นๅˆฅ็—›ใ„ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚ใ‘ใงใฏใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ๅนณๆฐ—ใ ใ‚ใ†ใ€‚

ใ€€ไธ€ๅฟœ็ขบ่ชใฎ็‚บใซ่‡ชๅˆ†ใฎ้ซ”ใ‚’็ขบ่ชใ™ใ‚‹ใจๆ˜Žใ‚‰ใ‹ใซ้ฃพ็ท’ใฎใ‚‚ใฎใงใฏใชใ„ใ€ไบบๅทฅ็š„ใช่ตคใ„่ทกใŒใ‚ใกใ‚‰ใ“ใกใ‚‰ใซๆ•ฃใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

I was fine since it didn't particularly hurt that much.ย 

More of less checking my body, it was evident that it wasn't the aiguillette, but manmade red marks that scattered all over my body.ย 

ใ€€่‡ชใ‚‰ใ‚’ไธปๅผตใ™ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใชใƒžใƒผใ‚ญใƒณใ‚ฐใซใ€ๅ…ˆใปใฉใพใงใฎ่กŒ็‚บใ‚’ๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ—้ก”ใŒ็†ฑใใชใ‚‹ใ€‚

The markings appear as if it was claiming for oneself, and as I was reminded of the act from earlier, my face became hot.ย 

ใ€Œๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ—ใกใ‚ƒใฃใŸ๏ผŸใ€

"Were you recalling?"

ใ€€่ตคใใชใฃใŸ็งใ‚’ใฟใฆๆ„ๅœฐๆ‚ชใใใ†่žใใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใ‚’็จใฟใคใ‘ใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅ„ชใ—ใ„ใ‚ญใ‚นใŒ้™ใฃใฆใใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ไฝ•ๅบฆใ‚‚ๅ•„ใฟใ€็งใซ่ฆ–็ทšใ‚’ๅˆใ‚ใ›ใตใ‚“ใ‚ใ‚Šใจ็ฌ‘ใ†ใ€‚

As I glared at Freed, who slyly asked this when he saw me turn red, he gently dropped me a kiss.

Pecking me over and over, he softly smiled as he met my eyes.

ใ€Œๅฅฝใใ ใ‚ˆใ€ใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ€‚ๆœฌ็•ถใซๅคงๅฅฝใใ ใ€‚ใพใ ๆœƒใฃใฆๆ—ฅใ‚‚ๆทบใ„ใฎใซใจๆ€ใ†ใ‹ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ‘ใฉๅ™“ใ˜ใ‚ƒใชใ„ใ€‚ๆœƒใˆใชใ„ๆ—ฅใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใŒ่€ใˆใ‚‰ใ‚Œใชใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„่ฒดๅฅณใŒๅฅฝใใ ใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"I like you, Lidi. I really like you a lot. It may have only been a few days since we met, but I'm not lying. I love you so much that I can't bear the fact that there's days we can't meet"

"......."

ใ€€็งใ‚’่ฆ‹ใ‚‹ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ็›ฎใซใฏๆ„›ใ—ใ•ใŒๆบขใ‚Œใฆใ„ใฆใ€ใจใฆใ‚‚ๅ™“ใ ใจใฏๆ€ใˆใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใใฎ่จ€่‘‰ใ‚’ๅฌ‰ใ—ใ„ใจๆ„Ÿใ˜ใ‚‹่‡ชๅˆ†ใŒใ„ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใซใ‚‚ๆฐ—ใŒไป˜ใ„ใŸใ€‚

Freed's eyes that were looking at me were overflowing with love, I didn't think he was lying.

I realized that I also felt happy hearing those words.

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚็งใŒๅฝผใ‚’ๅฅฝใใชใฎใ‹ใฉใ†ใ‹ใฏๅˆ†ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ€‚

Even so, I still don't know whether I loved him or not.

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใจๅ‡บๆœƒใฃใฆใ‹ใ‚‰ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚‚ใฎใ€่‰ฒใ€…ใชไบ‹ใŒๆ€’ๆฟคใฎๅฆ‚ใ่ตทใ“ใ‚Šใ€ๅฏพๅ‡ฆใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใซ็ฒพไธ€ๆฏใงใใ‚Œใฉใ“ใ‚ใงใฏใชใ‹ใฃใŸใจใ„ใ†ใฎใŒๆญฃ่งฃใ ใ€‚

Ever since meeting Freed, it seems like many turbulent things have happened. Despite dealing with it the best I could, there was not much I could do.

ใ€Œ็งใฏโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

ใ€Œๅˆ†ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ‚“ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†๏ผŸใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€‚ๅ…ˆใฏ้•ทใ„ใ‚“ใ ใ€‚็งใ‚’็Ÿฅใฃใฆใ€ใ‚†ใฃใใ‚Šๅฅฝใใซใชใฃใฆใใ‚Œใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใ€

"I...."

"You don't understand right? It's fine. The days ahead are long. I know it, it's fine if you come to like me slowly."

ใ€€ใฉใ†็ญ”ใˆใ‚Œใฐใ„ใ„ใฎใ‹ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„็งใซใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏ็ถšใ‘ใ‚‹ใ€‚

I didn't know how I should answer as Freed continued.

ใ€Œ็งใซ่งธใ‚Œใ‚‰ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฎใฏใ„ใ‚„๏ผŸใ€

"You don't like it when I touch you?"

ใ€€ๅๅฐ„็š„ใซ้ฆ–ใ‚’ๆŒฏใฃใŸใ€‚

Instinctively I shook my head.

ใ€€ๅฝผใซ่งธใ‚Œใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ€ๅซŒๆ‚ชๆ„ŸใŒใ‚ใฃใŸใ“ใจใฏไธ€ๅบฆใ‚‚ใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ‚€ใ—ใ‚ใ‚‚ใฃใจใจๆ€ใ†ไบ‹ใฎๆ–นใŒๅคšใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚ไปŠใ ใฃใฆใใ†ใ ใ€‚

When he touched her, never once did she felt uncomfortable.

Actually I had thought of more things. But for today let's just leave it at that.

ใ€Œใใ†ใ€่‰ฏใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚โ€ฆโ€ฆใชใ‚‰็งใซๆŠฑใ‹ใ‚Œใ‚‹ใฎใฏ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€ŒๅซŒใ˜ใ‚ƒใ€ใชใ„ใ€

"I see that's good.....how about when I embrace you?"

"I don't, dislike it"

ใ€€ๆˆธๆƒ‘ใ„ใชใŒใ‚‰ใ‚‚ใใ†็ญ”ใˆใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ•ใฃใใ ใฃใฆใ€ๆ•ฃใ€…ๆฌฒใ—ใ„ใจใญใ ใ‚‰ใ›ใŸใใ›ใซใจๆ€ใ†ใ€‚

ใ€€ๅซŒใ ใฃใŸใ‚‰ใ‚ใ‚“ใชใ“ใจใฏ็ตถๅฏพใซ่จ€ใ‚ใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ๅฝผใซใชใ‚‰ๆŠฑใ‹ใ‚Œใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„ใจๆ€ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹่‡ชๅˆ†ใซไธ€็•ช้ฉšใ„ใŸใ€‚

While in a daze, I replied with such.

Given what I said earlier, I wondered if I'd really wanted it.

If I didn't like it I definitely wouldn't have said that.

Even so there was a part of me that was surprised that I thought it was nice to be embraced by him.

ใ€€ใ‚„ใฏใ‚Šใ™ใงใซใƒคใฃใฆใ—ใพใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ใƒใƒผใƒ‰ใƒซใŒไฝŽใ„ใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใจใ‚‚โ€ฆโ€ฆ่€ƒใˆใŸใใฏใชใ„ใŒใƒ“ใƒƒใƒใจใ„ใ†ใ‚„ใคใชใฎใ ใ‚ใ†ใ‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใฏ้•ใ†ใจไฟกใ˜ใŸใ„ใ€‚

As expected, it must be because we'd already done it already, that the hurdle was low.ย 

Else.....I don't want to consider it, but wouldn't that make me a b.i.t.c.h*.

I want to believe that, that was not it.

(*TN: I DON'T MAKE THIS UP AHAHHA DOUBLE CHECKS TO MAKE SURE I TRANSLATED CORRECTLY)

ใ€€ไฝ•ใซใ›ใ‚ˆๅฝผใจ็ตๅฉšใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใฏ็ขบๅฎšใชใฎใงใ€ใ‚ปใƒƒใ‚ฏใ‚นใ‚’ใ™ใ‚‹ใฎใŒๅซŒใช็›ธๆ‰‹ใงใชใ„ใ“ใจใฏใ‚ˆใ‹ใฃใŸใจๆ€ใ†ใ€‚

Anyhow, since my marriage with him has already been decided, I think I'm glad that he's not someone I dislike having s.e.x with.

ใ€€ๆ€่€ƒใ‚’ๅฝผๆ–นใซ้ฃ›ใฐใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰ใ‚‚ๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใ„ใ“ใจใ‚’่จ€ใ‚ใ›ใ‚‹ใชใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใ‚’ไธŠ็›ฎใฅใ‹ใ„ใงใฟใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅฝผใฏๅพฎ็ฌ‘ใฟใชใŒใ‚‰ใ“ใ†ใ„ใฃใŸใ€‚

While I tried to think of it that way, I looked up to Freed who'd already made me say something so embarra.s.sing. He smiled as he said this.ย 

ใ€Œใ˜ใ‚ƒใ‚็ถšใใ€ใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ„ใ„๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆใ†ใ‚“ใ€

"Then, is it okay if I continue"

"....yea"

ใ€€ใ“ใ‚Œใ ใ‘้ซ”ไธญๅผ„ใ‚‰ใ‚Œใฆใ€ๆ”พใฃใฆใŠใ‹ใ‚Œใ‚‹ๆ–นใŒใคใ‚‰ใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€้ ทใ‘ใฐใ‚‚ใ†ไธ€ๅบฆ่„ฃใŒ้™ใฃใฆใใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่ˆŒใŒๅฃใ‚’้–‹ใใ‚ˆใ†ไฟƒใ—ใ€่ฆๆฑ‚ใซๅฟœใˆใ‚‹ใจๅฃๅ…งใซไพตๅ…ฅใ—ใŸๅฝผใฎ่ˆŒใฏ้ ๆ…ฎใชใไธŠใ‚ใ”ใ‚’ใชใงใ‚ใ’ใŸใ€‚

Only touching my insides, all the places left alone felt painful.

Nodding, his lips once again rained down on me.

His tongue urged my mouth open. Responding to his desires, he invaded the insides of my mouth with his tongue and freely teased my upper jaw.

ใ€Œใ‚“ใ‚“ใฃโ€ฆโ€ฆใ€

"nnnnng...."

ใ€€ๅ…ˆใปใฉใฎไปถใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‹ๆŠฑใๅฏ„ใ›ใ‚‹ไบ‹ใฏใ›ใšใซใ€่ˆŒใ‚’็ตกใพใ›ใชใŒใ‚‰่ƒธใ‚’ๆŸ”ใ‚‰ใ‹ใใ‚‚ใฟใปใใ™ใ€‚ไบบๅทฎใ—ๆŒ‡ใŒ่ƒธใฎๅ…ˆ็ซฏใซๅˆใ‚ใฆ่งธใ‚Œใ€้ซ”ใŒๆ•ๆ„Ÿใซๅๅฟœใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่ˆŒๅ…ˆๅŒๅฃซใŒ่งธใ‚Œใ‚ใ„ใ€ใใ—ใฆ้›ขใ‚Œใฆใ„ใใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใ‚’ๅฏ‚ใ—ใ„ใจๆ€ใ„ใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ไธ€ๅบฆไปŠๅบฆใฏ่‡ชๅˆ†ใ‹ใ‚‰่„ฃใ‚’ๅฏ„ใ›ใฆ่งธใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ ใ‘ใฎใ‚ญใ‚นใ‚’ใ—ใŸใ€‚

Because there was the matter from earlier, without drawing into an embrace*, our tongues intertwined as my breast were softly ma.s.saged. With his index finger he touched the tip of my b.r.e.a.s.t.s for the first time, and my body sensitively reacted.

The tips of our tongue mutually came together, and then separated.

Feeling lonely, I once again drew my own lips closer to kiss him.

(*TN: I'm quite unsure if I translated this first part correctly: ๅ…ˆใปใฉใฎไปถใŒใ‚ใ‚‹ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ‹ๆŠฑใๅฏ„ใ›ใ‚‹ไบ‹ใฏใ›ใšใซ)

ใ€Œใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚ใ‚“ใพใ‚Š็…ฝใ‚‰ใชใ„ใงใ€

ใ€Œใ ใฃใฆใ€

"Lidi....rarely ever instigates"

"That's because"

ใ€€ใ˜ใฃใจๅฝผใ‚’่ฆ‹ใคใ‚ใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅฝผใฏ่€ใˆๅˆ‡ใ‚Œใชใ„ใจใ„ใ†ใ‚ˆใ†ใซไบŒๆœฌใฎๆŒ‡ใง่ฉฐ่ฅŸใฎ้‡‘ๅ…ทใ‚’ๅค–ใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใใฎใพใพไธŠ็€ใ‚’่„ซใ”ใ†ใจใ™ใ‚‹ๅฝผใฎๅ‹•ใใ‚’ใ€ๆ‰‹ใ‚’ๆ‘‘ใ‚€ใ“ใจใงๆญขใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

I motionlessly stared at him. And as if unable to bear the standup collar, he removed two of the metal fittings with two of his fingers.ย 

As he tried to take off his outer garment, I grabbed his hand to stop him.

ใ€Œใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œโ€ฆโ€ฆ่„ซใŒใชใ„ใงใ€

ใ€Œใˆใ€

ใ€Œๅ ช่ƒฝใ•ใ›ใฆใใ‚Œใ‚‹ใ‚“ใงใ—ใ‚‡ใ†๏ผŸใชใ‚‰่„ซใŒใชใ„ใงใ€‚ใ‚‚ใฃใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎใใฎๅงฟใ‚’่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใ„ใ€

"Lidi?"

"....Don't take it off"

"eh"

"You said you'd let me enjoy it till I'm satisfied, right? Then don't take it off. I want to look at that appearance of Freed's more."

ใ€€ใ„ใคใฎ้–“ใซใ‹ใพใŸใฎใผใ›ใ‚ใŒใฃใฆใ„ใŸ็งใฎ้ ญใฏใ€ๅ…จใใ‚‚ใฃใฆๆœฌ่ƒฝใซๅฟ ๅฎŸใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ใฏใฃใใ‚Šใจ่„ซใใชใจ่จ€ใฃใŸ็งใ‚’ใฝใ‹ใ‚“ใจใฟใŸใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ€ๆฌกใซใฏ่ฒใ‚’ๅ‡บใ—ใฆ็ฌ‘ใ„ๅง‹ใ‚ใŸใ€‚

Before I knew it, I'd lost my mind once again, I was truly faithful to my instincts.ย 

Freed blankly stared at me, who'd clearly said to not take it off, and the next sound that came out was a laugh.

ใ€Œใตใฏใฃโ€ฆโ€ฆ๏ผใฏใฏใฏใฏ๏ผ๏ผใ€

ใ€Œใ‚€ใ€‚็ฌ‘ใ†ใชใ‚“ใฆใฒใฉใ„ใ€

"Pfft...! Hahahaha!!"

"Don't laugh, so mean"

ใ€€ใใ†่จ€ใ†ใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใ”ใ‚ใ‚“ใจ่จ€ใ„ใชใŒใ‚‰ใ€ใ‚‚ใ†ไธ€ๅบฆ่ปๆœใฎ่ฉฐ่ฅŸใฎ้‡‘ๅ…ทใ‚’ๆญขใ‚็›ดใ—ใฆใใ‚ŒใŸใ€‚ใใฎไป•่‰ใ‚’้ ๆ…ฎใชใใ†ใฃใจใ‚Šใจ็œบใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใ‚‚ใ†ใฐใ‚Œใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใฎใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ๆ€–ใ„ใ‚‚ใฎใชใ—ใ ใ€‚

ใ€€็•ถๅˆใฎไบˆๅฎš้€šใ‚ŠใŒใฃใคใ‚Š้‘‘่ณžใ•ใ›ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใŠใ†ใ€‚

As I said that, Freed while saying 'sorry sorry', once again stopped and redid the metal fittings on the collar of the military uniform. I absentmindedly stared at that gesture without reservation.ย 

I wasn't scared since it had already been found out.

As originally planned, I intend to fully appreciate it.

ใ€€ใใ‚“ใช็งใ‚’็ฌ‘ใ„ใ‚’ใ‹ใฟๆฎบใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰่ฆณๅฏŸใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ€ใใ†ใ ใจๆ€ใ„ใคใ„ใŸใ‚ˆใ†ใซๅฃใซใ—ใŸใ€‚

While trying to hold back his laughter as he observed me, Freed as if recalling something, opened his mouth.

ใ€Œใตใตใ€‚ๆœฌ็•ถใซๅฅฝใใชใ‚“ใ ใญใ€‚็งใจใ—ใฆใฏใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใŒ็ฉๆฅต็š„ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ๅฌ‰ใ—ใ„ใ‘ใฉใ€‚ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‹ใ—ใฆใ€ๅฃ่ชฟใจใ‹ใ‚‚ๅค‰ใˆใŸๆ–นใŒ่‰ฏใ‹ใฃใŸใ‚Šใ™ใ‚‹๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใธ๏ผŸใ€

ใ€Œใ•ใฃใใ€ไปคๅฌขใŸใกใจ่ฉฑใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใจใใ€‚ใฝใƒผใฃใจใ“ใฃใกใ‚’่ฆ‹ใฆใ„ใŸใฟใŸใ„ใ ใฃใŸใ‹ใ‚‰ใ€ใ‚‚ใ—ใ‹ใ—ใฆใจๆ€ใฃใŸใ‚“ใ ใ‘ใฉใ€

ใ€Œใ†๏ผใ€

"Fufu. It seems you really like it. For me, I'm just happy that Lidi is being a.s.sertive. Perhaps I should change the tone of my voice too?"

"eh?"

"Earlier, when talking with those n.o.ble daughters. It seemed you were intently staring at me the whole time, that's why I just thought perhaps you'd wanted it"

"Uh!"

ใ€€ใฐใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸ๏ผ๏ผ

ใ€€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎๆดžๅฏŸๅŠ›ใซใฏ้ฉšใ‹ใ•ใ‚Œใฆใฐใ‹ใ‚Šใ ใ€‚

ใ€€่ปๆœ็ฅญใ‚Šใพใง็œ‹็ ดใ•ใ‚Œใฆใ„ใŸใจใฏๆ€ใ‚ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ๅฆๅฎšใ‚‚ใงใใšใ€ๆ…ŒใฆใตใŸใ‚ใ็งใ‚’็ฌ‘ใ„ใชใŒใ‚‰ๅฎฅใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

I've been found out!!

Freed's perception was quite frightening.

I didn't want to think whether he'd seen through the military uniform festival or not.

I already couldn't deny it. He laughed as he tried to pacify me.

ใ€Œๆœฌ็•ถใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใจใชใ‚‰ใ€ใ“ใ‚Œใ‹ใ‚‰ใšใฃใจ้€€ๅฑˆใ™ใ‚‹ใ“ใจใชใ‚“ใฆใชใ•ใใ†ใ ใ‚ˆใ€‚ใŠ้ก˜ใ„ใ ใ‹ใ‚‰ใ“ใฎใพใพใฎใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใงใ„ใฆใญใ€

ใ€Œใฉใ†ใ„ใ†ๆ„ๅ‘ณ๏ผŸใ€

"If this is the real Lidi, then from now on it seems I'll never be bored. So please, stay like this."

"What do you mean?"

ใ€€้ฆ–ใ‚’ใ‹ใ—ใ’ใชใŒใ‚‰ใใ†่žใใจใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆ„ๅ‘ณใ‚ใ‚Šใ’ใซๅฃ่ง’ใ‚’ไธŠใ’ใŸใ€‚

As I tilted my head while asking this, Freed meaningfully raised the corner of his mouth.

ใ€Œๅˆ†ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ†ใกใฏๆฐ—ใซใ—ใชใใฆใ„ใ„ใ‚ˆใ€‚ใŸใใ•ใ‚“ๆฐ—ๆŒใกใ„ใ„ใ“ใจใ—ใ‚ˆใ†ใญใ€

"It's fine to not worry about it if you don't understand. Let's just enjoy ourselves."

ใ€€ใใ†ใ„ใ†ใจใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏ็งใ‹ใ‚‰้›ขใ‚Œใ€ใƒ™ใƒƒใƒ‰ใ‹ใ‚‰้™ใ‚ŠใŸใ€‚ใใ†ใ—ใฆไบ‚ใ‚ŒใŸๆœใ‚’็ฐกๅ˜ใซๆ•ดใˆใฆใ„ใใ€‚

ใ€€ใƒ™ใƒƒใƒ‰ใซไธ€ไบบๆฎ˜ใ•ใ‚ŒใŸ็งใฏใ€ใบใŸใ‚“ใจๅบงใ‚Š่พผใฟใชใŒใ‚‰ใใ‚“ใชๅฝผใ‚’่ฆ‹ไธŠใ’ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

Saying that, Freed separated from me and got off the bed. Then, he quickly straightened up his disorderly clothes.

As I was left alone on the bed, I sat and looked up to him.

ใ€Œใ•ใ‚ใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ€ใฉใ†ใ—ใฆใปใ—ใ„๏ผŸใ€

"Now then, how does Lidi want it?"

ย 

ใ€€ๆœ่ฃใ‚’ๆ•ดใˆใŸๅพŒใŒใ‚‰ใฃใจ่ฒใฎใƒˆใƒผใƒณใ‚’ๅค‰ใˆใฆๅฐ‹ใญใฆใใŸๅฝผใซใ€่ƒŒ็ญ‹ใŒใณใ‚Šใฃใจ้œ‡ใˆใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใ“ใฎ่ฒใ€‚ใ•ใฃใใฎใ€‚

After readjusting his clothes, he completely changed the tone of his voice, my spine s.h.i.+vered like an electric shock at his inquiry. ย 

That voice. From earlier.

ใ€€ไปคๅฌขใŸใกใจ่ฉฑใ—ใฆใ„ใŸใจใใฎใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฎ่ฒใ ใ€‚

ใ€€ใŸใ ใ•ใฃใใจ้•ใ†ใฎใฏใ€ใใฎไธญใซ็”˜ใ•ใŒๆททใ˜ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ„ใ†ใ“ใจใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚ŒใŒไฝ•ใจใ‚‚่‰ฒใ‚’ๆ€ใ‚ใ›ใ€็งใฎไธญใฎๆ„Ÿๆƒ…ใ‚’ใƒ€ใ‚คใƒฌใ‚ฏใƒˆใซๆบใ•ใถใฃใŸใ€‚

It was the voice he used when talking with the n.o.bles daughters earlier.

Just, what was different from before, was that there was a bit of sweetness mixed in.

It made me think just how s.e.xy it was, it directly shook me to the core.

ใ€€ไธ€็žฌใซใ—ใฆ้ ญใŒๆฒธ้จฐใ™ใ‚‹ใ€‚ๆผ†้ป’ใฎ่ปๆœใ‚’็บใฃใŸๅฝผใฎๆฌฒใ‚’ๅญ•ใ‚“ใ ็›ฎใซใ€้ซ”ใฎๅฅงใŒ็œŸใฃๅ…ˆใซๅๅฟœใ—ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใ•ใฃใใพใงใฎ่กŒ็‚บใ‚’้ซ”ใŒๆ€ใ„ๅ‡บใ—ใ€ๆ€ใ‚ใš่ถณใ‚’ใ™ใ‚Šๅˆใ‚ใ›ใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใพใŸใจใ‚ใ‚Šใจ่œœใŒ้›ถใ‚ŒใŸใฎใŒๆ„Ÿ่ฆšใ ใ‘ใงๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

Instantly, my head heated up. Freed's eyes swollen with desire, while wrapped jet black military uniform, my innermost part reacted first.

Recalling the act from earlier, my body instinctively mended my legs together.

Once again I could only feel the sensation of the thick honey overflowing.

ใ€€ใใ‚“ใช็งใฎๆง˜ๅญใ‚’ใฟใฆใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏ็›ฎใ‚’็ดฐใ‚ใ‚‹ใ€‚

Looking at my current appearance, Freed narrowed his eyes.

ใ€€้ง„็›ฎใ ใ€ๆˆ‘ๆ…ขใงใใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€่€ใˆๅˆ‡ใ‚ŒใชใใชใฃใŸ็งใฏใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใซ้œ‡ใˆใ‚‹่ฒใงใญใ ใฃใŸใ€‚

No good, I can't hold on anymore.ย 

Unable to bear it, I begged Freed in a shaking voice.

ใ€ŒๆŒ‡ใ‚’โ€ฆโ€ฆๅ…ฅใ‚Œใฆโ€ฆโ€ฆไธ‹ใ•ใ„ใ€

ใ€Œใฉใ“ใซ๏ผŸใ€

"Please...insert....your fingers"

"where?"

ใ€€ๆ€ใ‚ใšๆ•ฌ่ชžใง็ญ”ใˆใ‚Œใฐใ€ๅฎน่ตฆใชใใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใ‹ใ‚‰่ณชๅ•ใŒ่ฟ”ใฃใฆใใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ๆŒ‡ใ‚’ๅ…ฅใ‚Œใ‚‹ใชใ‚“ใฆๅ‹ฟ่ซ–ใ‚ขใ‚ฝใ‚ณใ—ใ‹ใชใ„ใ€‚

ใ€€้•ทๆ™‚้–“ๆ”พใฃใฆใŠใ‹ใ‚ŒใŸใ‚ฝใ‚ณใฏใ€ใŸใพใ‚‰ใชใ„ใใ‚‰ใ„ใใ‚…ใ‚“ใจใ—ใฆใ€็›ดๆŽฅ็š„ใชๅˆบๆฟ€ใ‚’ๆฑ‚ใ‚ใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

As I instinctively replied formally, Freed mercilessly responded with a question.ย 

Something like inserting the fingers, naturally it was no where but 'there'.

That place which had been left alone for a long time, was unbearably begging for direct stimulus.ย 

ใ€€ใ‚‚ใ†่งธใ‚Œใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใ†ใ ใ‘ใ˜ใ‚ƒๆบ€่ถณใชใ‚“ใฆ็ตถๅฏพใซใงใใชใ„ใ€‚

It already was unable to be satisfied with just touching.

ใ€Œใ‚โ€ฆโ€ฆ็งใฎโ€ฆโ€ฆใ‚ณใ‚ณใซใ€

"m...my...here"

ใ€€ใ•ใ™ใŒใซๅ็จฑใ‚’ๅฃใซใฏใงใใšใ€่ฆ–็ทšใ‚’่ฝใจใ—ใฆๆ„ๆ€ใ‚’ไผใˆใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใงๅ‹˜ๅผใ—ใฆใ‚‚ใ‚‰ใˆใ‚‹ใ‹ใจๆ€ใฃใŸใŒใ€่ปไบบใƒขใƒผใƒ‰ใซๅ…ฅใฃใŸใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏๆญขใพใ‚‰ใชใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

As expected I couldn't say it, I dropped my gaze as I conveyed my intentions.

I thought that he'd forgive me with just this, however Freed who was in military mode, didn't stop.

ใ€Œใ‚ณใ‚ณใจ่จ€ใ‚ใ‚Œใฆใ‚‚ใ‚ใ‹ใ‚‰ใชใ„ใ€‚ๅ็จฑใ‚’่จ€่‘‰ใซใงใใชใ„ใฎใชใ‚‰ใ€ใใฎๅ ดๆ‰€ใ‚’่‡ชๅˆ†ใง็งใซ่ฆ‹ใ›ใ‚‹ใ‚“ใ ใ€

ใ€Œใฃ๏ผใ€

"I can't understand when you just say 'here'. If you can't say the name, then show me the place yourself."

"--!"

ใ€€ใชใ‚“ใจ๏ผ

ใ€€็งใŒไฝ•ใ‚’่จ€ใ„ใŸใ„ใ‹ใชใฉๅˆ†ใ‹ใฃใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใใ›ใซใ€ๅนณ็„ถใจๆใ‚ใ—ใ„่ฆๆฑ‚ใ‚’ใถใคใ‘ใฆใใ‚‹ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใซไธ€็žฌๅ›บใพใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่‡ชๅˆ†ใง่ถณใ‚’้–‹ใ‘ใจใ€ใใ†ใ„ใ†ใฎใ‹ใ€‚

What!

While I knew what I wanted to say, the moment when Freed calmly made such a terrifying demand, I stiffened.ย 

To spread open my legs myself, was that what he meant?

ใ€€ๆ„•็„ถใจใ—ใชใŒใ‚‰ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใ‚’่ฆ‹ไธŠใ’ใ‚‹ใ€‚

ใ€€ๆถผใ—ใ„้ก”ใ‚’ใ—ใฆ็งใซๆŒ‡ๅ›ณใ™ใ‚‹่ปๆœๅงฟใฎใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ€ๆœฌ็•ถใซๆ ผๅฅฝใ‚ˆใ‹ใฃใŸใ€‚

ใ€€่ฆ‹ไธŠใ’ใŸ็žฌ้–“ไธ€ๆ’ƒใง่ƒธใ‚’ๆ‰“ใกๆŠœใ‹ใ‚Œใ€ใจใใ‚ใใซๆ‚ถใˆ่ปขใŒใ‚Šใใ†ใซใชใ‚‹ใ€‚

While shocked, I looked up to Freed.

Freed with an nonchalant look, while ordering me around in a military uniform, was really attractive.

The instant I looked up, my heart was struck with a single blow, it felt like being crushed by a throbbing agony.

ใ€€็พžๆฅใฎ้™็•ŒใซๆŒ‘ๆˆฆใ•ใ›ใ‚‹ใ‚ˆใ†ใช็†ไธ็›กใชใ“ใจใ‚’่จ€ใ‚ใ‚ŒใŸใซใ‚‚้–ขใ‚ใ‚‰ใšใ€ๆฐ—ใฅใ‘ใฐใ™ใฃใ‹ใ‚Šๅฝผใซๅพ“ใ†ๆฐ—ใซใชใฃใฆใ„ใŸใ€‚

ใ€€ใƒคใƒใ‚คใ€‚

ใ€€ใใ‚Œใงใ‚‚ใ‚ใพใ‚Šใฎๆฅใšใ‹ใ—ใ•ใซ้œ‡ใˆใฆใ„ใ‚‹ใจใ€ใƒ•ใƒชใƒผใƒ‰ใฏใ•ใ‚‰ใซ็ˆ†ๅผพใ‚’ๆŠ•ไธ‹ใ—ใฆใใ‚ŒใŸใ€‚

Despite being told such unreasonable things as if challenging the limits of my embarra.s.sment, I noticed that I was becoming completely obedient to him.

This is bad.

Even so, as I was trembling from over embarra.s.sment, Freed dropped another bomb.

ใ€Œๆ—ฉใใ—ใชใ„ใจใ€ใ„ใคใพใงใŸใฃใฆใ‚‚ใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ‚’ๅฏๆ„›ใŒใฃใฆใ‚„ใ‚Œใชใ„ใ€‚่‡ชๅˆ†ใงใงใใชใ„ใจใ„ใ†ใฎใชใ‚‰ๅ‘ฝไปคใ—ใ‚ˆใ†ใ‹ใ€

"If you don't hurry up, not matter what, I won't be able to give Lidi lots of love. If you can't do it yourself, then shall I order you to?"

ใ€€่จ€ใ‚ใ‚ŒใŸ่จ€่‘‰ใ‚’็†่งฃใ™ใ‚‹ๅ‰ใซใ€ๅฝผใฏไธ€ๆฐ—ใซ็•ณใฟๆŽ›ใ‘ใฆใใŸใ€‚

Before I could comprehend what he said, he pressed on in one breath.

ใ€Œใƒชใƒ‡ใ‚ฃใ€่ถณใ‚’้–‹ใ‘ใ€

"Lidi, open your legs"