Chapter 508

508 One look at song ran and youll lose your life

Song Xuans fingers that were on her face trembled slightly. She kept looking at the trash can from the corner of her eyes. When song ran bent down to pick up the letter, song Xuan grabbed her arm and said, What are you doing?

Song ran turned around and looked at her. you dont want to see it. I want to see it. Cant I?

Youre not allowed to look too, song Xuan glared at her.

Song ran picked up the envelope, turned around, and stood behind her sister. She quickly opened the letter and raised her eyebrows at her sister.I want to see it.

Not only did she want to read it, but she also wanted to read it out loud.

Song Xuan, Zhan Xinyue, because I like you, Yingluo, because I really, really like you, Yingluo.

Song rans face turned red after she read that. Yang Haitao was too bold. Wasnt this too direct? He really had nothing to lose.

However, song Xuan s.n.a.t.c.hed the letter from her hand and said, You can leave now.

Song ran,huh? This is my home, where do you want me to go?

Ill go upstairs, song Xuan waved her hand.

With that, she held the letter and hurried upstairs to her room.

The letter was smacked onto the desk.

Frivolous!

Frivolous!

But why did he want to know what was written below?

She turned around and locked the door. Then, she walked to the desk and sat down slowly. The green outside the window was hazy. She pressed her fingers on the letter and went through a mental struggle thousands of times.

Finally, she flipped the letter over.

Her first impression was that yang Haitaos handwriting was really ugly. It didnt match his personality at all. He looked decent, but his handwriting was like a crab.

Song Xuan:

Zhan Xinyue!

Because I like you, because I really, really like you, so you asked me to sign up for undergraduate studies, and I agreed. I agreed because I had selfish motives, and that was to get to know you more.

I didnt expect you to forgive me when I wrote this letter to you today. I just wanted to be honest with you, to be honest with you about everything.

I dont have the talent to study, and I dont like to study. I originally planned to quit after graduating from junior high school. To be honest, I want to sleep as soon as I flip through the books.

Later, my dad said that I should get a high school diploma at the very least, so he spent a thousand Yuan to buy me a place in sixth high. I stayed there for another three years.

When I graduated, I shouted at my dad, I dont want to say anything, not even if I die.

Yes, my dad punched and kicked me, and while he was beating me, he shouted, You still dare to call yourself your father in front of your father?

My dad was quite brutal, but no matter how brutal he was, I didnt go along with his wishes and continue to spend money to buy a college degree.

Because I really dont like to study, when you asked me to apply for an adult course, my first reaction was to refuse. But your sister told me that this way, I can get to know you more.

When I heard that, I thought,thats right, youve always ignored me. This is indeed a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to get to know you. Forgive me for being despicable because I like you. This kind of opportunity is too rare for me.

I couldnt wait. Disregarding everything, I seized this opportunity.

Ive never thought about what this opportunity would be to me in the end.

Because I like you, Im always distracted when you teach me. Im always distracted by your face and your voice.

actually, youve really wasted your time. When youre teaching, theres only one thought in my mind. Song Xuan is so beautiful, her voice is so nice, and shes right by my side. Shes just within my reach.

Im so happy that Im in a daze, and I dont have the energy to listen to what youre saying.

Because I like you, Im especially afraid that youll be disappointed in me. Also, because Ive wasted all my time and cant learn anything, I shamelessly thought of getting someone to take the exam for me.

song Xuan, if you didnt find out, I might have just let this matter go. I might feel guilty in the future, but I wont regret it.

This is because getting into the undergraduate program was just to make you happy. You should be happy when you see your results.

As long as he achieved his goal, that was all.

However, you just happened to b.u.mp into me. All my dark thoughts were clearly seen by you. At that time, I felt that it was over, it was over. You would definitely not want to talk to me.

No matter what your reaction is, its what I should do. I deserve it.

What I want to tell you is that I took the last English test by myself. I really know that Im wrong. I know that youre doing this for my own good, and Ive let your good intentions down.

Theres still an entrance exam in July. Ill study hard this month.